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xavier thomas Aug 2018
Where do I even begin......I can start off with a prayer.
Lord thank you for your mercy, your grace, your love, & each beautiful race.
Thank you for the opportunity and the message
Thank you for the Angels and blessing

“when are we gonna meet,
why did this happen, am I missing what you’re showing me, how can I handle this situation I don’t know nothing about, is this a life lesson, Am I able to make it too heaven , does the Bible answer all my questions, who’s my future fiancé?”

I ask a lot of questions when I don’t understand your work
Don’t take it the wrong way Father, I’m admiring your worth
Constantly stay in prayer for you as the Devil lurks
The temptation is real , one slip up & you’re hurt
Two battles will collide soon , heaven vs hell , Who has the strongest turf?
The rapture is coming, so it’s almost time to Rehearse

Thinking before & after I choose my decisions
Never a broken being in prison, to focus on the mission
Now that I’m older, I’m driven to become a better Christian
Forgive me Father I need you to listen, each day I’m receiving better wisdom

Childhood days: My uncle tried to convince his nephews that We’re better without a woman
Sharing his knowledge due to his mistakes, half of us bought it....
Mom always told us not to pay attention cause he was fallin
Family is a trip, pray to jesus for his soul, that’s my callin....

2016-My last relationship, she wanted to be in love
Seemed very simple & easy + she was my personal angel from above.
Things were going good with very high promise that a man can dream of
Til the baggage & trust issues came out of her, my spirit told me to “Wake up”.
Beginning & ending of Arguments , fights, along with giving up
I continue to live, yet feeling like I’m the one that messed up.
Greed became a major goal of hers vs just us
But She wanted more & more from me cause it wasn’t enough.
Time pass & Two-Separate paths showed after the break up
I left it alone cause it was too much to overcome.
Both Gemini with almost similar personalities, but listen up
Til this day, I sometimes hold her in my heart as my own beloved.

Nowadays, people talk like they know somethin
Think they know their worth, but they don’t know nothin
Calling each other “The God”, and that’s how they feel
Trying to get a piece of shine, social media, that’s not a meal
This generation wanna have fun, that’s a fun fact
Getting turnt up, but never pays attention to the impact
Or how it may affect their lives for the future
This new wave is strong like a Brain tumor

More then ever it’s time to get myself together
Im ready to start a family, yet I know I have a few more “stay single” moments with whomever
Don’t judge me cause I’m living life to my fullest experience this semester
It’s an adventure that we all go through, won’t last forever

So Every morning I beg God for his mercy.
As he challenge my intelligence on this new journey.
Cause my own mind gets me in trouble, try not to worry.
I’m 24 now & before you know it I’ll be 30.
This poem is for everyone & how many questions we ask ourselves + God while growing up. I hope you like this poem. Sorry if it’s long lol
xavier thomas Jul 2018
-Roots:
Standing independently perfect,
Mastery of nature.
Connecting with nature’s health,
No fear in danger.

Keeping the glow from sunshine,
Glimmer in color essence.
Growing into your petals,
Spiritual aura of mystic presence.

Each one begins to open,
Bound to a limitless thrive.
Being the only one of its kind,
Happily fighting to survive.
-Prowess:
xavier thomas Jul 2018
They hide in the shadows, constantly racing.

Never to be seen, killed, nor destroyed;
However, only heard of in numerous stories

Blinded by the naked eye,
By the lies of hate,
By the jealousy of want,
By the nonsense of love.

Such wickedness in the depth of dark thoughts.

Madness of harsh words spreads
Like wildfire, firecrackers shooting
High into the stratosphere.

Charging at lightning speed
Only to burst out, creating loud
Roars across the sky.

Whenever paths
Cross, it’s a brutal fight!

They are savages and must be stopped…
Nonsense must end…

The gossipers might win the battle
But the truth-tellers will win the war.

All eyes are on you.
xavier thomas Jul 2018
Hmmm….

The obvious was there
Charms in the palm of my hands
All a man could do was just stare
Visualizing a quick glance

Beauty I saw, in the distance
Filled with intense curiosity of how our lives collide
While hiding my feelings about one’s existence
I tend to set aside my love, due to my pride

Secrets after secrets
Not realizing you may like me back
Secrets after secrets
Views of your looks; can’t help myself being side-track


Love rain is what I call it….

Small drizzles of kisses,
Heavy thunderstorm of making love,
Wind blowing sweet smells of rain drops,
Only to look down into the puddle of your reflection

Sense touch from the rain
Texture of sweet taste on my tongue
Soft sound, showers pouring down  
Smelling fresh air
All to be seen through my eye

Her Nature is all around me
xavier thomas Jul 2018
I wonder…
What it is like to be in your shoes?

To know that there’s a gifted soul among us is truly astounding
Makes me curious of your inner rose that has yet bloom to its full potential

A delightful view of quality skin
A smile that holds great value
Or perhaps a voice that sails 1000 ships at command;
Simply beautiful

The pleasure of knowing your existence
An angel with a bright halo
Has been blessed with pure beauty

Capability of attracting others
with your charm is unexplainable
Like falling in love, which is unforgettable

Extraordinary star work:
Sparks shooting upward; shape shifting into star never vanishing away
Light shines so bright it suppresses through the clouds
A kiss of sunshine will always brighten another angel’s day

Reminiscing a vision of bliss

I wonder…
xavier thomas Jul 2018
What a special time, to be alive
Showing joy, laughter, & love to women across the sky.

We celebrate this day for all mother’s in the world
We praise & give thanks, my boys & girls.

These Queens shown strength for centuries that no one can beat
Their love nurtures all our hearts, this is truly sweet.

Still don’t know what I’m talking about? It’s “Mother’s Day” you fool!
So buy her a gift, show some love for once, & don’t be cruel!

Happy Mother’s Day to all the women  
Happy Mother’s Day from all of us children.

Happy Mother’s Day, please don’t be testy
I promise we have your gifts today, so don’t be messy.

Happy Mother’s Day, we should be drinking Pepsi
Happy Mother’s Day, it’s time to get ****
Happy Mother's Day it's time to get up and celebrate! Reflecting back on your life, don't it feel great. To see your children giving you love on this special day. So happy Mother's Day Mom, I love you so much.
xavier thomas Apr 2017
Dancing out of love from the inside soul
Reaching for a state of perfect happiness.

Receiving great value of feeling blessed to be alive
Remembering the little things until the end of time.

A Delightful view like a bright comet traveling miles
Through outer space across the galaxy stopping at nothing.

This feeling is like a parent who protects their child
A dog who adores its owner
Wonderful mother giving birth
Best friends having each other backs
Or waking up next to your soul mate.

Gives great pleasure of being connected with your inner star player.
Positive vibes & reminiscing to a present time of bliss.
Only to recognize that the world is yours.

Pain, anger, and defeat is not an option for there
Is finally peace in one’s heart filled with life.

— The End —