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169 · Jan 2016
Silent.
Lexie Jan 2016
Maybe you are broken too
Maybe you aren't okay
But hey, as long as we were together
I knew everything was going to be alright
Now you are gone, and others came alone
And I just sit here, and sing a bad song

I can be quiet, while I scream from inside
So run away *****, you have no where to hide
168 · Jan 2018
Naked Soul
Lexie Jan 2018
She was stripped down
To the least she had ever been
Laid bare of all comforts
And it was only then
That she found herself
For she had not been able
To see before
Because eyes lie
And dreams conspire
And we are much more
Than we seem at surface



**Depth
168 · Feb 2018
Burnt Out
Lexie Feb 2018
I survived the fire
And the flames
The embers are still warm
But soon
I will burn out like the stars
168 · Nov 2015
hate
Lexie Nov 2015
I would understand if you hate me
I hate me to
168 · Nov 2015
Fools
Lexie Nov 2015
only fools do what I do
168 · Nov 2014
You Are What You Write
Lexie Nov 2014
You are what you write

I am a poem full of misery
168 · Feb 2019
Honest
Lexie Feb 2019
You know, even in all my honesty, I couldn't tell you if I do this **** right
I'm just trying
168 · Sep 2015
What happens next?
Lexie Sep 2015
New old feelings
Dug up from the ground
They had been buried in

They saw the sun
And grew into their wings
Flying to their home

Inside my heart
Light as butterflies
Like sunset in a soul

And I cannot help
But begin to wonder
What will happen

Next.

As I reach for
The glowing embers
In this sky

The one you call the sun
And as it falls within my grasp
Like the best colors

The gold in your green eyes
The dark in mine
But they both burn

Two flames are brighter
Than one fire
And the smoke

Wreaths us in mystery
Look at us now
Who would have thought

That we would breathe
The same air
Out of different lungs

That we could both know
The same song
To a new tune

I will play your heart strings
If you will pluck mine
But as we create a harmony

Don't let anyone know
Our own melody
For they will darken

The light and eclipse us
Into a unknown shadow
168 · Jan 2016
I do. (irony)
Lexie Jan 2016
Married by words
And to words
With two words
168 · Jan 2016
Goodbye <3
Lexie Jan 2016
I will always want one more:
Hug
Moment
Goodbye

But I will only ever need:
One of you
168 · Jan 2016
Ended
Lexie Jan 2016
It is enough
Only when there is nothing left
You will always take more
Until it is all gone

I give and I gave
And I died
You swore and you killed
And you tried

To be in control
And have it your way
You said this is harsh love
Harsh in every way

What is gentle?
What is sweet?
What is kind?
What is love?

I will never know
Hugs and kisses
Just a stare out a window
To what she misses

I long for better
And you shorten the leash
I retreat
And you yell and preach

I want a conversation
With a little truth
I ask one question
And all hell breaks loose

My nights are safe
Yet you intrude
To take my heart
And find it used

Little sparks in my eyes
And in my life
But fire always
Pays its price

Word as a release
But I bite them back
Trying to be enough
Reminded of what I lack

A comparison
That doesn't compare
To light or dark
Not right or fair

I will always have questions
Answered with slaps
I want to hide
But you drag me back

Hell is hot
But less that your rage
Words that bind
Me into a cage

Add me
To your list
Of those you beat
And those you've kissed

Give me a hammer
To build a home
Give me a friend
So I won't be alone

Play me some music
At my demand
Then take it all away
Just like you planned

I could run farther
And I could run faster
But I crawl back
Like a dog to a master

Good Lord, sever
Me from the earth
And let me sleep
Twixt sky and hearth
167 · Oct 2021
Down
Lexie Oct 2021
I know sadness doesn't make you feel full
But it's one hell of a completeness
167 · Oct 2018
Always
Lexie Oct 2018
I just want to make you feel loved
Because I know without that reassurance
It's so hard to keep going
167 · Feb 2014
Like Water
Lexie Feb 2014
You cannot force creativity it simple flows like water through me
167 · Nov 2014
Like/Heart/Favorite
Lexie Nov 2014
Why do I want people to like my poems?
The joy is temporary.
And it doesn't change my life.
It's just a drop in my tank of ego.
And a drip in my heart that's cracked.

But I enjoy in anyway
167 · Nov 2014
so done
Lexie Nov 2014
giving up on poems
they lost their light
like a candle without a match
no pair for the dark
167 · Aug 2015
My Wish
Lexie Aug 2015
To endlessly travel you limbs
Trapped between gentle layers of skin
167 · Nov 2015
Take Your Time
Lexie Nov 2015
I tried to catch the time,
       but it slipped between my fingers
                           I needed to slow it down
                                   So I could get back to you
                                                                            but
                                     I didn't realize it was me
            Who was making it take to long
      To get back to you, my love
So I am sorry, take your time
167 · Feb 2016
Why Now
Lexie Feb 2016
I've tried so hard to forget because it is so painful to remember

every smile is encased in tears
every memory coated in rain

Did I make it this way? How could I fail so badly?

is it done yet
make it over
I can't take anymore

My pain is still to fresh, my wounds have not yet healed.
166 · Jan 2019
Fluid in Motion
Lexie Jan 2019
I have water hands
And oh! The life they bring
To many things
Yet be cautious in your drinking
For water can overwhelm so rapidly
Rivers flood in spring
166 · Sep 2014
Untitled
Lexie Sep 2014
strawbeery**  
       intoxicating
                     fruity
166 · Jan 2016
Longer
Lexie Jan 2016
long days and longer nights
never empty but always hollow
short tempers and shorter strides
where to walk just to hide
166 · Dec 2017
Reserved
Lexie Dec 2017
I am no great judge of character
Except to critique my own*

And maybe that is my greatest fault
That I see things in myself
That do not belong
And those that do cling to me?
I dare not let them go
166 · Aug 2018
Capable
Lexie Aug 2018
I tell myself that I cannot do this
That it is beyond my capabilities
But still it speaks for itself
That I have done everything so far
Even more than I needed to you
Things like loving you
166 · Oct 2015
The gift of the ocean,
Lexie Oct 2015
God made the ocean
For the poets

So that when they looked upon it
They forgot how thirsty they were

The salt was not to bitter
To inspire their words

Rather it added
A nice touch of flavor
166 · Aug 2015
Cage
Lexie Aug 2015
I would be a fool
If I ever tried
To bind you inside my ribcage
Next to my broken heart
For you would make my lungs explode
And the life would beat to rapidly
For my chest to contain it
166 · Jan 2016
Little Things
Lexie Jan 2016
sometimes its the littlest things in life
that can cause you to break
the opening of a lid
the creaking of a door
the sound of a loved one
you can't be there for
maybe being left by yourself
and you have to put
those feelings on a shelf
166 · May 2019
DARK
Lexie May 2019
Dares are for fools
Age knows no numbers
Regrets are nothing
Kept in secret

Age knows no numbers
Regrets are nothing
Kept in secret
Dares are for fools

Kept in secret
Dares are for fools
Age knows no numbers
Regrets are nothing

Regrets are nothing
Kept in secret
Dares are for fools
Age knows no numbers

Dares are for fools
Age knows no numbers
Regrets are nothing
Kept in secret

Keep in secret
Regrets are nothing
Age knows no numbers
Dares are for fools
Lexie Jun 2019
I can heal with my words
Sometimes I must choose
Not to speak at all
So I too, can know healing
165 · May 2019
The Secret of the Immortal
Lexie May 2019
When you learn to live in the moment
I don't think you ever die
165 · Nov 2015
Comfort
Lexie Nov 2015
Are we all here for art?

Are we here to vent about our broken hearts?

Do we think it is enough to fill the void with words?

That our lovers never got to hear

Or is it just a comfort?

To say them to those who can relate

So we don't have to be alone

With our feelings and regrets

In the darkest of the night?
165 · Jan 2016
Home
Lexie Jan 2016
how do I channel
all of these emotions
into words and sentences
that you can understand

you all remind me
so sweetly and fondly
that you will be there
forever and ever and always

would you comprehend
the notes my heart plays
that beats unsteadily
all over the place

to me they feel concentrated
as they pound through my limbs
like its beating away
and leaving me heartless

as beautiful as you are
and as ugly as I feel
it is not wonder you left
that you had to leave

*Come Back
Is the rhythm my heart beats
Stay Here
Is the hope it abandons

I don't have to let go
But it hurts to hold on
I can't find a middle ground
My thoughts don't make sense

How can I sort out
All that lies inside
Separate what to think and feel
Into piles to keep or discard

I swallow my pride
And **** up my tears
As my head rattles around
It will be okay

I told you time, and time again
It is going to be alright
We have done harder thing before
Its a road less traveled

But we always make it to the end
We walk together
Hand in hand
Tell me when to stop

We can go slow
We can take time to dance
To make our mark on the trees
So we can find our way home
165 · Feb 2014
What Are This
Lexie Feb 2014
Hahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahah­ahahahahahahahaha

What are this
What are this
What are this
What are this

It is a silver unicorn!
#EvilLaugh
Like if you know what 'What Are This' is from.
165 · Jul 2019
Washed Away
Lexie Jul 2019
We are empty souls
Screaming in the abyss
Do you remember me
Voices thought buried
Dig themselves up
Unearthed again
A haunting
Cheap as ****** in the street
Cobblestone streets
Holding liquor penance
Splicing together
The history of our remnance
Ghosts thinner than walls
Lighting up lanterns
In the street
Moaning
This is the way
Will you follow me
Do you remember me
Am I nothing to you
Only paper towns and matches
Dry kindling to memory
Flames waltzing
To tunes older than love
Ivory keys remember
Being elephants
When they were younger
And the world
Not so at sorts
Children in the street
Recognizing more tongues
Than their own
Witches singing in an alley
Do you know me
When I held you on my knee
Do you remember
Spells whispered into water
Washing away sorrow
Sins
And memory
165 · Oct 2014
seeking tomorrow
Lexie Oct 2014
lay down and sleep
sit down and weep
stand up and cry
walk away and die

this was the world's suggestion, they recommended this, they said if you do this you will find you bliss, but I thought there must be more, so I picked another door and this was the reply to my firm knock

ask and it shall be given
knock and it will be opened
seek and you will find

and so asked for love, not from this earth, and it was given unto me, and as I knocked the door opened and it let me in, and as I seek for tomorrow I know I will find, because this voice I trust is more than just a feeling from inside
165 · Jun 2024
Stranger
Lexie Jun 2024
In four days
I go back to the place I was born
I have not been there lately
There are pieces of me
That can never leave there
I was the only one who tried
I do not know if these pieces lived
Lived, died or dissipated
I am not there to observe
I am somewhere beyond
Will this place welcome me
When I return
A familiar road
A friendly face
A sweet summer smell
A sour taste
Perhaps it will not know me at all
This I understand
I know much of holding bitterness
In vacant space
Much of forgetfulness
I do not know much at all
Only that home and I are stubborn strangers
165 · May 2018
Tears Changed Me
Lexie May 2018
Although I am still salty
I cannot cry for you like I did before

I cling to this, my own resolve,
like a coat clutched against my body in a storm
165 · Sep 2015
Just Enough
Lexie Sep 2015
Just enough is what I need
Just enough I do not have

Just you will suffice
  To keep we warm and calm in this life
165 · Dec 2021
Forget
Lexie Dec 2021
You have no power here
I thought we were too gentle for anger
Too old for foolishness
Too tender to spear our words against each other
Who has been guarding you
For all this time
What did you fear would come for you
When you said you were waiting for me
Let the little things go
Let the sun go down
Be it on your anger
Be it coming through the windows
Gentle on the skin of love in the shadows
We are hollow bodies
Pouring out small victories
Waging small wars
There are no gates here
Blank paper skin
Traced with graphite fingertips
God told me you were human
I believed him
What does that make me
Are we not beyond this
The moment it is lived
Are we not so small in this world
Smaller to the expanse of the universe
Tiny in his hands as a grain of sand
Will you wash with me
Saltwater will unburden us
Currents will take us further
Pulling our love thin as a spiders web
We hung once
Participles in the air
Thick and humid and heavy
I will remember us as such
I will remember
164 · Jul 2019
Forboding
Lexie Jul 2019
Scent of your sins
Woven in threads
Of my sweater
We unravel
Sometimes
Line dry, to high
Fallen to earth
Clothespin regret
Beyond simple days
Soap and water
Baptize me
Cleansing
Smell of sage
These are the days
We paint them red
Line dry, mile high
Scent of sins
It begins
164 · Jan 2021
Reverse
Lexie Jan 2021
I miss when trust came easy
I miss life before you
164 · Nov 2015
Fine
Lexie Nov 2015
"Are you okay?"

"I'm fine."

"Are you lying?"*

"Yes."
164 · Sep 2015
I saw you.
Lexie Sep 2015
You still amaze me you running *******.
idk if this counts as a poem :p
163 · Jan 2019
Seeker
Lexie Jan 2019
I felt you in my words, once
And so that is why I continue to write
163 · Aug 2022
Less
Lexie Aug 2022
I do not expect
For you to count me as a loss
When you never valued me at all
163 · Jan 2016
On it goes..
Lexie Jan 2016
Time flies on very speedy wings
163 · Oct 2022
Shards of Glass
Lexie Oct 2022
I attempt again
To swallow
The words lining the inside of my throat
It has been there
Since before I knew what letters were
Spiraling down
Into the pit of my stomach
It does not go down easy
It does not settle well
And when it tries to come back up
It sits again
In the back of my throat
Like the taste of a hollow cry
163 · Dec 2015
Rough
Lexie Dec 2015
you wanted my heart
I gave you my soul
you split it in half
to make yourself whole

one heart beating
was more than enough
you cut me in half
in a world much to rough

I swallowed my pride
you spilled my secrets
offered me back my broken parts
never mind those, you can keep it
163 · Jun 2018
Bad Habits pt. 4
Lexie Jun 2018
I have a bad habit
of allowing those that my heart beats for
to break it
163 · Mar 2016
Notice:
Lexie Mar 2016
If you see my sanity please bring it back.

Thank you.
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