"unfinish" poems
I am reading a poem that tells the story of my life titled: UNFINISH
May 26, 2014
May 26, 2014 at 7:57 AM UTC
I write such pretty words
About the ones I've sort of loved
I used to think I'd be like Joni Mitchell
And love all the beautiful men
With their beautiful voices
And their beautiful souls
I've gotta get me a singer in the park, dancer in the dark
A ***** word thief to mirror my own heart
Funny how life goes exactly how you don't plan it
Or if you were prepared for that
It will go according to plan but taste like splenda
Sticky, fakesweet
Me, I'm riding steady on the latter
Sometimes getting sadder
And barring that time when I was sixteen
All the loving never felt like love
Not all the way
I don't mean to degrade those salty days
I've got a headful of memories that I'd never trade
I don't know what I'm thinking when I say the love I make could be better
Maybe because I've never been made stupid, never really been played
Which is to say that I've never actually gone all the way
Never settled or sacrificed anything I couldn't get back
Most of me is always tucked away
Escaping only in blinding bursts that leave everyone involved a little scared
I don't remember how to temper myself
In relation to anyone else
But I remember every time I've realized that something wasn't what I wanted
I'm **** good at falling out of it
And writing lots of stupid poems about it
I've watched too many people rip each other apart with it
Felt it start to rip at me
Of course I'll never let that happen
I'm the first to advocate divorce
But some days I get really worried that I'm not capable of anything more
It's not that I'm broken
I just have really,
Really
Good boundaries
Maybe I'm lying, scared and selfish
Going against my own mind
I know I've felt bliss
Once I felt infinite
But that was a different me, all soft and made of clay
This me, pushing out these particular words, well
I've never been in love
I'm always a little bit in love
Feb 14, 2013
Feb 14, 2013 at 10:45 PM UTC
I sat on the white sand
seeing the blue sky surrounded with clouds
feel the breeze gently moving my hair touches my face
feel the water wet my feet
feel the light of sun warm my skin
now, i'm walking on the sand near by the ocean with left traces but then erased by the water
the day i met you has left memory that can not be erase
talked with you is enough for me to cheer my soul
to see the way you laughed
the way your eyes while looking at me
to start to kiss me
the way you hold me warmed and tenderly
the way you walked beside me
deep in my silents i kept what i have felt inside
wish i could give you more
but silents i could only gives to you
My apologize to touched your heart
precious memories will be a part of my life
But if you come back
you realize something has unfinish between us
but silents i could only gives to you
I'm moving forward
deep in my silents i kept what i have felt inside to you
so i'm looking that blue sky and grateful to God
I still have chances to met you
from a distance i wish you all the best
as my pray to you.
~xoxo~
Mar 11, 2013
Mar 11, 2013 at 12:18 PM UTC
Blue skies
turns into grey.
Little stars
are teary.
Falling tears
from heaven,
Sounds like a lullabie
in my ears.
Hoping
it would be
the answer.
To drown all my fears.
Lightning and Thunderstorm
Strikes like
Unspoken words.
That breaks
every untold stories
of a lonely
road.
Jun 9, 2013
Jun 9, 2013 at 6:00 AM UTC
At first it is you,
the one who believes that love is true.
It’s like electricity that spark with you,
knowing each other under the sky blue.
Like the stars that is twinkling,
suddenly you look at me smiling.
I don’t know but I think I’m falling.
We look at each other and our eyes is tantalizing.
Then one day, weakness begun.
You walked away with saying “done”.
Saying your feelings is now totally gone.
And left me unfinish and undone.
And now, saying “move on” is hard.
You don’t know like sands it’s rough.
Looking forward like this is tough.
Remembering all the memories that’s still in my heart.
May 12, 2014
May 12, 2014 at 8:38 AM UTC
I couldn’t find the right path
To where my mind goes
Is it here, just roaming around?
Or is it just claiming the said parts
That you have?
May 25, 2023
May 25, 2023 at 8:20 AM UTC