"transitionary" poems
Sweet lips encrusted in sugar from the hot doughnuts at the steam fair.
Baked in the dusty sunshine of an August afternoon in North London.
I would roam these streets from childhood into adulthood,
Drinking £2,50 wine at bus stops only to get thrown out of the pub for illusionary bathroom shots
Our real crime? Being too young.
Since then, i have drunk Spanish manzanilla in an old tobacco store room
Transformed into a house where wafts of old book smell mingling with the scent of baked terra cotta and lemon trees sweeps down dark corridors revealing hidden gems of traveled souls.
Where there are streets that belong to Phoenician women , Arab traders , Christian crusaders and now the Spanish folk
All these names we go by , yet still human we stand
Up on roof tops, smoking sneaky roll ups to the elegance of storks
Building nests on church domes and castle walls
Monuments to remind the future
Graffiti on the natural landscape , the ruins read " we waz ere"
From shores of the Atlantic to shores of the Atlantic
Brooklyn rises
The night bus to eat pizza alarmed me
How were the buses so different ?
London's told you where you were
New York's Made you suss it out for yourself
In the company of a Father i hardly knew and the Mother of my new sibling
Child ,
Who will you become ?
Shaped by the contrast of your parents skin , your curled hair yet to emerge from fresh formed follicles
Rest easy ,
This world Ain't so harsh
I found God at the bottom of a bowl of noodles
Simply sitting there , lazing about as i licked my lips of the residual chillies and sugar
I deal in the order of paradoxes
Born by the sea only to grow up in the 'so called' luxury of the cities jungle
Although, resting now in the moon soaked mountain air ,
no city can compare, to the fragrance of flowers that bloom and scent only for those who brave the night
I used to be afraid of the dark ,
Now i make love with it.
Jul 16, 2013
Jul 16, 2013 at 3:26 PM UTC
Transitionary lovers rarely remain
if you think about why this is too long
it will probably drive you insane.
Nobody really knows.
When you left the wife
left the life
left the husband
left the strife
at
least for a little while
You are
caught up in the sparkling, twinkling, incandescent
glowing opiates of love
finally
no pain remained.
There are
Smiles all around.
We danced so close in
night clubs like cruise ships
sailing to no where
and
no where to go
But
you are
leaving her
leaving him
leaving them
trying to forget what you already know.
Transitionary lovers rarely remain.
This one will be different
we are so different
we found this magic
and it will
be maintained
as
Days together go by
weeks and months too
But
In the end
the transitionary lover may have sparked
the change
from
here
to
there
The homes which were cozy
once again become lonely.
Life becomes a parking lot motel
staring out the window at the heat
displaced
trying to convince yourself
this is not too bad.
Transitionary lovers rarely remain
and
both of us will be on to the next one
Falling back into the routines
of
life, love, stability
Awaiting again for that transitory lover
to
take us where we need to go.
Apr 25, 2014
Apr 25, 2014 at 9:50 PM UTC
that the world was ending
there were explosions in the sky and everyone was feantic
but me
very unlike me
to be afraid of death
was afraid.
for years
i have tempted death
whispered him sweet nothings
flirting
but in my dream
i seemed to want nothing to do with him.
in my dream
i was frustrated that the world was ending at a time i thought unsuitable
because i was happy,
fulfilled.
i find this funny because
for years
i have wished the world to implode around me
for everything to cease to exist
sixteen days.
a dream about the world ending
i’m told represents a major transition
or life changing event.
your life, as you currently know it, coming to an end.
maybe these years
of tempting death and cursing the world
are coming to an end.
May 7, 2018
May 7, 2018 at 7:17 PM UTC
don't let the transition become the permanent
can i use you?
just to transition to my permanent?
can you lead me to my future
be my present
just a hand to get me through
can i use you?
kiss me as i wait for my prince
distract me from this heartache i'm running from
You can use me too ya know
I'll give you tenderness
when the world is too rough on you
I'll give you erotica
when you've become bored
I just wanna use and be used.
Nov 6, 2013
Nov 6, 2013 at 3:55 PM UTC