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oh what a darkness of consistency
grows around this silence
that of a lonely sentence
fallen to earth by itself
offering hesitated thought
that which conceives, yet conceals
a deep misery
an unhappiness that blinds the eyes
that does in its silence circle like poisoned incense
around a badly carved pentangle
squeezing tears from the corners of clenched eyes
forming a violent trembling
from neck to ankles
its silent translation a feeeling
of immence tension vibrating through the body
Ah, this fallen silence
is the beauty that Isaw, I see
the change incredible that brings
this silenece to me rather that someone else
where bliss does come down
and envelope in a mist of passionate lips embrace
imersining itself in a liberating tumultious emotonal experiance
resurfing as internsified passion
intricate in its dipiction
dazzling in its dencely textured matrex
of intimacy in its silence; its fallen silence
the silence of a kiss
that kiss
his kiss
my first kiss with another boy
RM Jun 2020
The lights started to flicker
And the sound of silence got deeper
I sat in the corner and cried out in despair
But my voice wasn't sharp enough to pierce through the silenece,
I wasn't man enough to admit it back then
But the truth was that just like everybody else
I was trying to fix myself,
But in the end it was too hard too choose
And I chose the road which many youths often takes

Fought my battles with pills & bottles
And I know very soon this light will disappear
And I'll fade away in darkness
But if I'm being completely honest
There's still a part in me that wants to to burn out
Instead of fading away in the background

And I want to ask for help but I'm too afraid to tell
And this fear is keeping me locked up in this cage called mental health

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