"secludedness" poems
I've existed never seeing the Light
Never thought that life would be this hard
All I know is I'm alive with no reason
A lost soul that cannot be find.
In this world I don't belong
Trying to be one
Separated from the rest of the world
Living without anything and anyone.
The knives of man
Are going deep into my heart
And going straight into my bones
And I'm falling apart.
As the tears comes out in my eyes
As my mind starts to explode
My heart breaks in pieces
I am going to implode.
What a miserable life it is
To live a life full of agony
To live a life of despair
A nightmare that kills me slowly
The world is turning black
Now All I can see is infinite darkness
And the sorrow it brings
Makes me live in secludedness.
Jun 11, 2015
Jun 11, 2015 at 11:34 AM UTC
It'll creep up on you like a silent killer
It'll start with the tired eyes even after you've been awake for hours
Then you'll be moody and snap at those you love
Then come the tears
You'll cry over everything and anything and you don't know why
Last comes the self hatred
The secludedness
The lonliness
And you'll try to surrond yourself with people just so you're never alone
You're afraid of yourself
And you keep getting high so you'll never feel low
Because you're afraid
You're afraid that once you're back to your lowest low
You'll end it all
Jun 22, 2014
Jun 22, 2014 at 5:15 AM UTC
Brilliant...
I thought I wanted this
secludedness,
but most birds don't fly
without their flocks.
Repeatedly,
I am taking off.
I'm journeying to mountain tops.
I say my dears, I'll be back
When I find the shell
that hides my prize,
only to wonder why I am lost
caging myself from
passing life.
Aug 16, 2019
Aug 16, 2019 at 8:13 PM UTC