in the darkness i sit and cry,
i weep quietly into my sheets
until a child in me has drowned
while everyone that knows me sleeps.

the dawn is stuck in the rain,
the sky got bruised by the storm,
the hollow wind lulls my pain,
makes my torment feel so warm.

the rain patters on the dry ground
it sings its soft lullaby into my ear
and all my screms won't make a sound
your whispers in a storm make my tears all disapear.

I have no way to tell you how much waging wares I have to fright.

I have no way out to set free my mind.
I can't find love cause you will whisper to me you hate me screaming every. Mistake you made chasing me away.

I will never beloved even tho my heart is screaming in fear hoping to never be alone.  


I wish I could scream my hearts content telling you how much I don't hate you even if you leave me behind.


Even tho my sad heart is going to be lost I will be hoping for someone to know what Linley Ness and sadness feels like.


My heart screms with hope and lost thoughts that drift away.