"saumya" poems
I'm not scared of the tenebrosity of a room, I'm scared of the thoughts which struck me.
I'm not scared of humans, I'm scared of the demon which resides in them.
I'm not scared of being alone, I'm scared people will forget me if I'm not in touch with them.
I'm not scared of going naked in the outside world, I'm scared of losing my self-esteem.
I'm not scared of the society, I'm scared of the hoaxes they spread.
I'm not scared of your love, I'm scared of being abandoned by you.
I'm not scared of dying, I'm scared that I haven't lived enough.
I'm not scared of making memories either good or bad, I'm scared of these memories fading away.
I'm not scared of the past or the future, I'm scared of the present.
I'm not scared of slumping, I'm scared of failure.
I'm not scared of asking questions, I'm scared they'll remain unanswered.
I'm not scared of being corrupt, I'm scared of losing myself. The sacred me.
I'm not scared of the aftermath, I'm scared of the side-effects it has.
I'm not scared of being scared, I'm scared that you'll think I'm frail.
~Saumya.
Sep 13, 2018
Sep 13, 2018 at 1:53 PM UTC
See me where
the palms scrape the skies,
where the exquisiteness of life
cannot be deprived of
Sense me between
the sheet s of dampness
Love & adore me in the
hot waves of
a midsummer gust
I want you around
I want you here & there
forever
meet me in an ecstasy
where we can
spend our time together
Saumya Aloysius
[email protected]
May 16, 2016
May 16, 2016 at 10:17 AM UTC
*Sleep, that sets weariness aside,
Eyes that dream so free each night,
Of life to be a pure delight,
Yet wanders off to the darker sides.*
**I kept drowning further deep
To catch-up with your pace
But as I get closer and sway,
I seem to not touch your face
Your love is taking me
A place I have never been
To a heavenly garden
Where grows no pain
Darkness has fallen
Nobody is insight
My eyes are wide shut
But I see your guiding light**
*A light that makes me
Blush in delight!
The garden grape green,
The flowers smelling serene,
The glowworms glitters,
In this landscape yellow, reds and greens.*
**From your gardens of fruits
I want to have a tasty feast
For you’re the pleasure I seek
Take me home before I’m awake**
*Not for me,
Not for you,
Not for us,
But for the 'love' that entangles us,
Entangles hearts and soul.
Take me home,
For the heaven's sake.
Take me home, please
Before I'm awake.*
**I am sleeping in my dreams
But wide awake in yours
I feel completely addled
And lost my ways of truths
If insomnia has a different side
I would remain sleeping
I need not wake up soon
From this pleasant view dreaming.**
*For it makes me cry,
It makes me smile
Like a happy child
With hopes so high,
Those hopes,
I know, shall never die!*
**@jobira &
*@Saumya
Nov 12, 2017
Nov 12, 2017 at 8:23 AM UTC
*Your eyes,
makes me smile more,
Your voice,
has all cures,
Your lips,
I crave, having more and more,
Your hugs,
alleys all feelings of being alone,
I'm so happy...so glad....and so blessed
To be yours.*
I'm happy, happy to be yours.
*Minutes, Hours and Days passed.
And so did the years,
oh how quickly they last.
We fought,
We laughed,
We shared,
And cared,
We smiled,
We giggled,
We cried,
And it all went through every year,
In time and tides.
I knew you then,
But i know you now,
My frowns are replaced,
By my blush now.
I'm so happy....so glad...and so blessed
To be yours.*
I'm happy, happy to be yours.
*How could I not see this you,
That I can see now,
I was so blind, so unaware,
and such a fool to not understand.
Our fights made us wise,
Our tears made us strong.
And we were always there for each other,
In all storms.
I always loved the way how
You patched up.
You wept more, when
things were messed up.
Your smile was something,
That could heal my weeping soul,
And your cuddles were something,
That I relished most..
I'm glad that those arms are mine now,
Mine forever, and mine for now.
I'm so happy...so glad...and so blessed
To be yours.*
I'm happy, happy to be yours.
*You've made me smile,
In times I felt like crying,
You saved my soul,
When I was all alone..
You perceived me,
When I was expressionless.
You've made me, 'me'
When I had everything
Except, that faith in me .
You induced courage,
When I lacked that in me.
You taught me everything i needed to know,
And made my world,
Beautiful than snow.
You're a pure treasure, treasure to my soul,
And I'd love to be imprisoned,
Imprisoned in your heart and soul.
Not just for this day, Not just for the coming days
But for the years, that I can witness more..
I'm so glad, so happy...and so blessed
To be yours.*
I'm happy, happy to be yours.
© 2017 Saumya
Dec 10, 2017
Dec 10, 2017 at 7:05 PM UTC
As much as we argue
As much as we fight
We always turn it around by the end of the night
I really do love you
I really do care
I really hope you will always be there
Saumya Aloysius
Mar 27, 2017
Mar 27, 2017 at 10:01 AM UTC
You’ve always been
My gorgeous queen
And you’ve always been
The loveliest woman
I have ever seen
For me you are
My life’s celebrity
You’re the one
Who got me this far
You’ll every time be
The one who makes me blessed
And you’ll always be
The impeccable life companion for me
And you’ve made mine full
Happy birthday
My dearest Pras
Saumya Aloysius
Aug 18, 2016
Aug 18, 2016 at 10:03 AM UTC
You blow
Sweeping away
The dead leaves
And
Memories;
Sweet and bitter,
Off
Making both
Nature and I
Despondent
Allowing
The Sunlight
To soak up
The wet
Making
The land
A wasteland
Beasts running
Behind mirage
In quest of
Water until
Die
No more
Rainy clouds, buds
And bees
No happiness
But
The barrenness
SAUMYA ALOYSIUS
May 16, 2016
May 16, 2016 at 10:21 AM UTC
My love for you is
like the violent sea
So powerful & deep
it will forever be
Through gale, wind &
heavy rain
It will hold our
every pain
Our hearts are
so pure & sweet
I love you more
with every heartbeat
- Saumya Aloysius
May 3, 2020
May 3, 2020 at 12:17 AM UTC