Sometimes i wonder if you are slefish
others i am a slave of your will
Sometimes i wonder if you even tried
As i realize that all you wanted was for you
You answer my questions and you try to make me confort
BUt as you try to make me better
You keep puching me down to the gutter
Maybe im not ready to go down with you
Maybe its not you,
maybe its me who sees the things this way,
But as we keep strugling i realize
You are weak
and there is no one more important for you than you
Even though you think its him\

You know that moment when your scared of something
even though you know that its coming
when your scared of the pain
even though its the same pain you experience everyday
even though your not as scared as used to be
you realize that even though your scared
you are strong enough to face the pain
you realize you are stronger than the person who inflicting the pain on you
because you realize that some day you will get away from that person
or one day that person will finally realize they you
you'll be long gone and they will be by themselves
they won't be able to release their anger and pain on you
one day they will fall down hard
and they will realize the person who was always there to catch them isn't there
when they are really angry and need a puching bag
they'll have to find someone else
because you will be too far away or too big for them to come to you.