My heart is sinking
As I'm lifting up
Above the clouds away from you
And I can't believe I'm leaving
Oh I don't kno-kno-know what I'm gonna do
But someday
I will find my way back
To where your name
Is written in the sand
Cause I remember every sunset
I remember every word you said
We were never gonna say goodbye
Say la-ta-ta-ta-ta
Tell me how to get back to
Back to summer paradise with you
And I'll be there in a heartbeat

Loving her was like
Being in headphones
Listen to your brand new and
Favorite cheesy song
Full of her dulcet words
And melisonant melody
I grokked nothing

I used to fell my heart
Wandering in fantasy place
My spirit lavitating in paradize sky
Of her thoughts
Squinting a pierced glance
With pleasure and admiration
Of her love

I felt like she had made for me
I used to eye her in
My dreams
Together flying with wings
diving in daisy full of drainage
In form of the clouds
Smiling like bitten eggplants on top
I thought she was my answer
Until she comes and
Take them away from
My poor pate
And threw them away in horizon
Loneliness was the only mate
She left me with.

Now i have a backpack full of
sorrow and pain
A bottle on the left side sac full
Of her lies and promises
Inside there is a book of our memories
Hanging with all staffs we did together
And a wax match in left back pocket of my jeans
And a black shovel in my right hand
I need to burn them all to ashes
And dig a long hole
And bury them painstakingly
To make sure they never haunt in
My mind

Cause i've realized
Maybe i need to love myself
First
Before learning how to
unlove the immersing her
And make her my sturdy confinement
So i have to follow my heart
And put the rest in God hands
Cause i know my God
Always win.

My heart flutters when I see your face.

I'm on a mission to seeing you again

Its like everything I do or experience

                  Leads me to you!


~Inspiration strucks;

I wanna save the world with you,

Create a new world with our love,

I wanna be in paradize with you,

Living our last days in peace.


But this time;

        Let's not **** it up ok..?


I'm sorry I left you,
Im sorry I blocked u out of my life,
I'm sorry for makin you feel alone,
I'm sorry for letting you down.

Just know its always been you

The one to beat my heart awake

Making me smile so big

Locked in a day dream.

With you i feel like superman

I can do anything.

I remember always wanting to be close,
I remember wanting to be held by you,
I remember feeling at ease,
I remember the tension was so intense

                I remember our first kiss
  Like electricity circulating
                     within one another

It was magic dont you see?

It was beautiful,
like the stars
were perfectly aligned
for our love
So amazing we had to do it twice..

I loved u then,
now,
Forever,
and eternity.