My hearts been thumping again
I think it woke up to your voice and didn't want to miss a single sigh
I remember seeing you across the bar
and suddenly I found myself lost in your eyes
when we're together I'm seeing puzzle pieces collide
And stars align
Into a sublime unity that feels too good to be more than a dream
but I don't have good dreams
so it must be real.
Maybe now the nightmares will fade away into your arms
as I melt into the  threshold of your affection.
You're like an injection
of nicotine and romance
I think I'm addicted to what I just smoked
something laced with what I could be confusing for love.
Could this temporary buzz
become something as astronomical as
the universal language for love?
Hell if I know what the future holds
or if my obsure belief in fate will be worth the path I followed
but **** do I feel good right now
and I don't regret the road less traveled by
because you take me for a wild ride on a trip of our own
defying the laws of what I've known
teaching me it's ok to change
only because I'm no longer afraid
now that you've aligned your stars with mine
and maybe someday we'll glue the fractions of images together
to form the finished piece
and my masterpiece of a life
may finally be complete
thanks to you and your beautiful mind
I've never been more turned on
to the world
than when you tell me of your views
I feel our souls mixing like a blender thats in use
I'm making us a drink
and we'll cheers to me and you.

In the middle of the night Mary called me
She told me something scary
She told me children were crying on the telly
I switched the ***** on and saw them happy as they can be
I asked what was happening and why
She told me when the President says good bye
To the military literally
This I didn’t believe really
I told her if I feel teased
Then you aren’t one of the saints Mary
And Jesus is a member of Judas Priest
She told me to be wary of my tongue
And dismissed my humour as rogue
I told her with her predictions you’re gonna land on the cover of Vogue
Making yourself obsure and vague in your rage
This isn’t the age
Takes a real calling
Shines like the crystal chandelier on the ceiling
You might think you’re healing
But to me you’re just appealing
What about the programmes that are getting repealed
I gonna get your glass onion peeled
And your dreams sealed in
To keep the world screaming from sin
But you should have reserved the musical act
For a redact of your Biblical tact
The Rolling Stones have lost their sheen
And Pop made Lennon pretty mean
You’re old and ironically it’ll take you time to understand what you’ve seen
And how the relationship between God and Jesus had been
Because the humans suffer war
From religion and logic kept afar
Time has found a way heal
But you have help find a way to stop the rogue wheel
Of cruelty and vain realty
To save us from the Bible’s promise of eternity
Because you and me believe in reality
What will happen will happen
As ties deepen
As the tears keep seeping
Through the walls keeping us interminably apart
So please let the dying ideals peacefully depart
And keep away the evil respite
And help us unite

MENTAL SILK- Rosie


Today my mind told my body
not to fear the greyness of the rainbow.

Still my mind is an obsure place full of enduring dreams
that find peace in pleasure and lust, in knowledge and in prose.


But my thoughts are those who scare me the most.
I dare not abandon nor betray the reign of resolution and reason.

My death told me to not fear
those who try to steal the identity of my actions and feelings.
They will be ****** and punished.

I dare not forgive myself. I don’t know why.

Fear me not stranger, i am you, wherever you look
you’ll see something missing; a dot, a bracelet, a Father?


When was the first time that i let others abuse the eye of my misunderstood feelings?





To "Rosie". ( 1st June 2014)