Patience is what we know
Smiles kept in a jar on the window sill

I* miss you's sent out into space

Luck, lust, longing and love
Ocean water is our distance
Voids filled with promised letters
Emptiness that makes the heart go numb  

Yellowed photographs hang on the wall
Observing the life that is living in front of them
Unnoted

Again I'm feeling empty
Losing me in myself
Only to find out
Nothing can save me
E**mptiness, my fate.

I'm longing to fill
th(e)mptiness
inside me
with things
that make me
think of you

I always

Stop and
Think
Unwisely about
Males and their
Beautiful
Little
Embraces

All over my words, feeling like I
Blame
Others for
Reprimanding
Everyday

You with incessant, mindless questioning
I don’t know what to discourse
I do know I want to

Kindly sit
In
Silence and
Solitude

Until my lips turn red, my eyes blur, and my breathing
Consoles me,
Always
Through the
Cadences of your
Hollowness,
Emptiness,
Shallowness.

H appiness is a state of mind and
E mptiness a state of the soul,
L ove brings us closer but
P ushes us further,

M y mind is trapped in a never
E nding cycle

P ain
L oneliness
E exhaustion
A nd
S adly it's
E ndless

~bb