"mezmorized" poems
Smoke collaborates in the air
slowly, silently suffocating
mezmorized by its beauty
get near and be burned
it lasts long, both pain and pleasure
searching for someone tp bring pain to utmost measure
only the brave and strong can defeat this knight
but so easy and simple, for its only a light
blow, blow till your very last breath
trying to defeat it with everything you have left
blow, blow keep on breathing
dont loose your breath
keep on breathing
dont loose the fight. dont let it take over
blow blow with all your might
dont give up, cause it will take your life
once its gone, the pain isnt over
‘your left in the dark, with no direction, with no light
left in the dark, but youve won the fight ?
keep,keep, keep going back, back to the lighter that ignighted that light
once your breath is caught and youve got control
you start again unaware of your morals
you get close and you get burned but youll never know
for you have not yet learned.
Oct 21, 2012
Oct 21, 2012 at 10:26 AM UTC
I wish for nothing
but to scrape the inside of your pit
I want to cry my tears out to this parchment; you see
Im immersed in my complete edherence to something
that is so much smaller than me
and what is smaller than me
maybe
nothing
you were shining
and you were immaculant
in my shade you were the sun that
bare me to have any kind of shade
in my thoughts I stray abosloutley mezmorized by you
and everytime thoughts would come into place
my passion towards your infinite darkness grew
I wish to go so deep into you
to know your skin from the inside out
to reveal your being
speak to you of it without a doubt
I want to teach you
about yourself
to know of every cell,
your movements and your health
I am a animal in a forest
placed from a humble abode
I feel that this is my true home
taken out of my world
and brought so abruptly
so sincerely
into yours
Oct 31, 2010
Oct 31, 2010 at 9:14 AM UTC
Your eyes are fire burning bright in the night sky
A warning I should heed but indeed, I'm too mezmorized
To turn away, face away
Escape into a love that's safe
instead I evade the soft light of day
And follow the trail of smoke to my grave
Just to spend a single day in the
Insidious grace of your embrace
Your Love fills my heart with bliss in clouds and waves
But your absence hurts like cigarette Burns, inflicted by a paramour in a fit of jealous rage
And the leftover pain seeps into my veins and seeks to drive me insane in my solitude, drowning in thoughts of you, where only death is real and only memories remain
But the moment I met you everything changed
I was no longer the monster
my past had tried to create
And though beauty may fade as suffering stays, and lingers through every recovery stage
None of the love you and I shared
Will ever mean nothing to me
Hope is for madmen who seek heaven in the Abyss
And I will love you forever
even if this is our final kiss
Our farewell to bliss
I'll love you
Until we're both in the crypt
Sep 7, 2017
Sep 7, 2017 at 9:39 PM UTC
I did see her! I did!
I was just walking by mellowfully,
Upon seeing her, so shocked, a trick?
My mood changed rapidly,
This feeling for a while, it will stick,
Her voice, her hair,
Those colored eyes, it was penitrating.
Her look, her stare,
This, it was so mesmerizing,
An Angel,
She walked beside me,
My cage was fragile,
And she helped set me free,
Without a sign,
It all changed so suddenly,
The light turned to dark,
My heart crumbled as it fell apart,
This mesmerization was all too bad,
Now she stays inside me and I can never run,
For that angel, look again,
It Was A Demon......
Apr 16, 2014
Apr 16, 2014 at 3:18 PM UTC
Oh death
How could you be mean to me?
You took my whole world away from me
Now I'm in this barren land
This place is just full of white sand
No trees
No twigs
No cacti
No life of any kind
No warmth or any sun
No cold or darkness
What is this place?
Why was I trapped here?
The day my father died I was stuck here to sleep
To cry
To be mezmorized by my memories and imagination, and by the fictional books in the small library
Everything here is isolated
Everyone here is medicated
Jan 31, 2015
Jan 31, 2015 at 9:24 PM UTC
Ah, dear universe. If only you could slow your pace to a crawl. Then all would be mezmorized even more so than those of such brilliance as you. The difference is that they walk to their destination and you pant because of the energy wasted. Stars explode and become a black hole. Your love is now dead. You tire because of the things that make us gawk in awe and wonder. You feel alive once more and smile. An explosion occurs and no one couldve realized that the super nova of a cluster of stars could be so myriadly beautiful. Colors upon pastel and cyrilics and water paints. The pungent array spreads far and wide, seeping into the dark void that wishes to be filled. When that expanse is quenched, it explodes yet again and again. The same material as before explodes and is revived. You are the universe that I want to die with, alone in this dark expanse. Never ceasing will my want be and my jealousy. All the stars and the nebulae could never seem more astonishing to my senses as you! Ah, but if this love should slow to a crawl and stay that way forever, may all those who look upon you stay a moment's worth, and smile at your array of stars. I love you. Now live and never again explode and become that black whole that feels so alone in the dark expanse of the cosmos. I love you. So no matter what, notice my smile and reflect it once and a while. Brighter than any sun shall you be, if all you do is look at me, and see what I'm trying to provide. I may be a dwarf whit star compared to you, but your still in bloom, being A nebulae of numerous and wonderful heavens. I love you. Never forget that.
Apr 5, 2017
Apr 5, 2017 at 5:22 AM UTC