When she entrusted in me her golden locks
the tips were dyed orange,
but now all is lost
The punk-*** grrrl liberationist made me a deal
and I could've sworn that she'd made sure
that she couldn't feel
She believed that only logic and reason could sway me
but I'm weak for my hatred that
burns inside me
The hatred for the person that would grow into me
I wanted to destroy her so that
I could look at me
and now when I look in the mirror
I really see a girl
ugly and fake
but at least I see a girl
she told me how but she didn't tell me what
she cried a lot but she didn't even cut
she thought I'd always be her, and she me, but
she wouldn't have given up this easily
she ****** her head up when she felt she should
she didn't **** herself when she didn't look good
she was a fighter, and a lone rebel like a wolf
she wasn't the make up and denial; she was tough
And I think I'll cry, but the anger's not raw
Now I fight against her cause,
It wasn't about punk,
It was about the struggle, the rage, and the beauty of flaws
