I would rather end it all now
and just think of the beautiful memories we have made
Things have changed and I am not willing to accept it
So I am trying to hold on to the good memories like a kleptic...
Seeing it all crumble after having such high hopes
Our memories are the only things that keep me dreaming full of hope
I just want to be delusional for the time being
Because if I can not,
I swear my life as it is...
does Not have much meaning.

{RP}

april's  Dawn  is  all  but  Cold;
holding  Not  the  paper  Flag­.
fragging  Gatlings, slashing  Throats;
throwing-over  plaster  Tanks.


tangled  Ra­ils  have  sailed  off  Coast,
coats  have  Hanged  from  dangled­  Rope.
boats  have  Sanquine........Daggered  cloaks.
loco  Moti­ves  don't  hold  Back.



but



Baggage  claim  has  made  me  ­Choke.
coaches  Host  a  stage of Battle:
Cattle  prods  n  pods  n  Groves,
growing  Pains  of ­ ancient  Product,


Prada  bags  n  drags  of  Smoke,
broken  Cu­res  of  pure  diSaster,
after  Math  n fractured  Bones,
bowls  of  Ash  n vats  of  Toxins,




Oxy  ma­sks  n  massive  Tokes,
hopes  oF  Dank  n  thanks  oF  Cancer,
c­andid  Land  of  sandy  Coves,
evoking  Cloves........n  copacaBa­nas,


abandoned  Cars  n  bars  of  Gold,
scolding  Coals  n  so­aking  Flesh,
selfish  Goals  n  loads  of  Chocolate,
"Charlies ­ gotta  rotting  Soul."




swollen  Chops  n  blocks  of  Engine­s,
wretched Thoughts  of  wrongful  Justice,
"just  this  Once  i­d  like  to  ****  it."
willful  Whims  n  *****  Wonkas,


walki­ng  Fogs  n  falling  Trenches,
wrenching  Claws  n  talking  Hea­ds,
headless  Worms  n  hordes  oF  Zombies--
robbing  kleptic  L­eprechauns,




calming  Storms  n  swarms  of  Locust,
hocus  Po­***  known  as Magic,
dancing  Trolls  n  tolls  of  Taxes,
Taxi  cabs  n  scalp­y  Tickets,


ticking  Clocks  n  crocks  oF  ****,
shifting  Roc­ks  n  toppling  Stones,
knowing  i  dont  know  the  Past,
passi­ng........Faces,,,,,,,,fading........Rainbows.




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