me on the blaze
books piled high by your father
what does he have against self help
of the devine kind
he knows only you can save yourself

your mother cackling in the background
smashing vinyl on her knees
i knew she hated sinatra
but so does she hate baragin bins?
or does she know music is the portal to the soul

your little sister
beating the usual villagers
diminishing them to gold and ***
if i had a shell for everytime i wanted to shoot her
my idea of toddlers would change and my pockets
would pull my pants down
there standing pantless
embarresed in front of my lovers family
my love knew just what to so

she screamed "swarm"
before they drained my blood while still  warm

now i live whenever
sleep wherever
eat whoever
**** however

no limits except the last night i fed
weighing on me like an empty gas tank
light for all the sake of irony in that word

i love you , soul
why did i ever leave you.

serenity stares back wipping the blood from her mouth
and she said the most intelligant thing she ever said
"dont regret your evils, unless you want to let them define you"
the skin still healing from the new chestpeice ink
says
"i will defile you"
the guardians on my back said

I await day by day 
When I run Into your arms
With your warmth and 
Comfort surrounding my heart
Washing away every scare
That was ever made in me
The day I can hold you and 
Tell you that life is temparary
But I am permanent 
Living in eachother arms
Until we die together 
Making memories of 
Watching shiny bright stars
Your love will forever be engraved
In my heart and it's protected
Staying up late telling childhood stories
That we are both luminous beams
Dancing in the night sky drifting
Far away from everything 
And realizing we are better off
From the forgotten reality 
As effervesent stars that glow
Brighter with eachother 
We are giants who can run 
The world, or run away and find 
Are own place, somewhere unique
Becuase nature awaits are presence
With you, anything is possible
Forget about the inevitable
And let your heart become lovable
My warm hands can heal it
Because I've healed it before
And I'm not of afraid of losing you
But choosing you was the most
Intelligant decision i've made
I will never regret it, I promise