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Nicole Dec 2020
The quiet numbness that takes over your life

Everyday becomes to feel like a slow record on repeat

Your bed becomes the only escape of it all

Days past where you can't feel anything and feel numb

You explore options to the ¨escape¨ of life

Only feel the guilt mound taking over that

The thought of people not caring if you live another day

Slowly adopts the reason of the ¨escape¨

You feel worthless and can't take the numbness anymore

The ¨escape¨ begins to be the only thing you think about

Slowly taking over your life bit by bit

The question of the ¨escape¨ working haunts your mind

The depression and numbness you indorse crushes your soul

You embrace the ¨escape¨

Uncaring or unknowing of the outcome of the escape from reality.
Mateuš Conrad Oct 2015
apparently valhalla in modern sprechen is equated to the chinese economy via queue of western standards of sensibility and regurgitated atheism that can’t and will not ever collectivise the respect of the youth to the old to execute god with exclusion in the category of man! just breed more priest will you, i need them to alphabetically indorse the last rites of richard ii and ivan the terrible chronologically... why? i almost bought life insurance and i needed a litmus test to tell me otherwise.*

my mother talks to me, only as her, only through a mirror
and i act the professorship of redemption
keenly busy ignoring her
in her prophetic dream, kneeling with a sword in my hand
about to execute the talk of the guillotine;
now that’s a love affair... isn’t it? :)
numbness ****** and scrambled eggs tomorrow, in valhalla!
**** allah’s promise to muhammad of a revived eden with all this *****.

p.s. it's so personal it's confusing.

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