i don’t want to hear about your former heart
don’t want to memorize the lines of the faces that betrayed you
strip down from your past
down to your brittle bones
claw your resentful hands into my bare flesh
and show me why you’ve learned to flinch at love
i don’t want to hear about your boyfriends
girlfriends
don’t wanna know where it went awry
i want to be the curse that runs you dry
sink my teeth into your apathy,
fill the empty crevices in your bed with yet another allegory
eviscerate the plot for another horrorific love story
make your memories shiver
as we fill each other - we quiver
cause i don’t want to hear about
know about -
the skin or soul before me
it’ll be irrelevant
when we make the ground split with our calls
and the earth will stand still as you exhale that godly breath
don’t wanna hear about your former heart

3.

Stomach sick with the dizzying amount of guilt, *****-inducing vertigo
Mental crash, relapse, insanity
Apologizing to the gentle breeze
In memorium- for all the words that never graced my lips
In reality's waking eve- my eyes awaken to the truth of my inner soul
Years of solemn apologies lie up around the next bend in the river
Has my halo burnt out again?
Gaze into the divining mirror to see (you)
Faceless image replicated back, the horrorific façade continues...