Whats the meaning of this?
Back and forth, Back and forth,
Go for a burning swim, knowing the sole result, knowing the risks,
All that I stand for, all that im worth,
I go back to her, I will not win, im just another hopeless romantic
Blindly repeating a burning swim, I keep thinking I can change her mind
Maybe my heart will change the stormy skies,
Only to make them darker and make me want, and want her even more,
Im clouding my world with darkness, swimming in a fiery abyss,
Like a moth to a flame, immensely lothing, but urging again and again that Maybe she will care like I do and I'll feel something other than pain
Why do I do this, how can I be so hipocritical,
I overthink so hard I become dizzy and weary, just a mothly fool,
I dont need her, I want her, but she she doesnt want me, I just abuse Myself like a tool...
    
The more I scar, and feel her hurt me, the more I want, and even more.

She will be the bitter death of me, In Flames, and In Scorched, for as

long

as forever,

I will be eternally sore.

I'm too young to feel this old,
Mentally too old to be his young.
Took a shotgun to my pillow
And told the dreams that I was done.
I stopped buying breath mints
So the devil might stop trying to take my breath,
I stopped believing in church when
They they denied the only saint here left.
I'm sure in your religion I'm going to hell,
But in mine, it's only the hipocritical who fell.
Farewell.

I've had my fair share of brushes with death
Painting me into this man
But her I am, standing tall enough,
To help you stand.
I've been paying this life forward,
In a karmatic effort to see old age
And laughing at how silly it must sound
To hope I can live long enough
To be broken down.

I'm not sure of very much,
But I hope to keep dancing