Dear Calculator
I am in love with you for no reason
My palm slowly touches you
Hardly press you
Again and Again
Again and Again

Finally you bring smile in my face
A smile that could give another smile
or no smile
If no smile is given
Literally I put you down
And face palm

if yes still catches you
Softly and gently
Calculation of taxation to Addition
Pain and sorrow with division to subtraction
My beautiful love with Interrogation

The Chemistry of Derivation is simply Awful
Equation of love is really useful
Yes! Calculator you make my life thoughtful
And the result is always Fruitful

©Saujan Gyawali
11 November 2014

Dear Future Daughter
Don’t worry about making right choices
After you born on this planet
Because choices are what you are gifted

Do remember courtesy of love
And give it to your Mom
Who open your eyes
After she kept in you in her warm womb
For
Nine months and Nineteen days

Dear Future Daughter
I don’t want your favorite colorist must be pink
Like any other ordinary girl
It could be anything
Which symbolize you a real astonish bold amazing girl

I don’t want you to be normal girl
Who live under someone else life
And trapped by dogma
Live for you
Live for your happiness

Dear Future Daughter
I won’t worry about what your hairstyle is
I won’t care what your fashion is all about it
I won’t stubbed you
Because you are the outcome
Of my amaze marvelous *****

No matter what life is up to you
No matter how many boys fallen in love with you
Not a big deal how many Purpose you would be going to rejecting it.

Dear Future Daughter
I promise I will love you with all of my heart
No matter what and your smile will be the upside of my day
I don't need you to be perfect, although you will be perfect in my eyes.

©Saujan Gyawali
15 December 2014

It was simply murky evening
Amazing sparking stars has fallen down
Cold air had just kissed me
To remember you

And you give me reason to smile
You spark up my life, my world
Dear, with your presence I feel divine
Your amazine touch heals all my pain

I’ve seen a dream with you
To be around in all ups and downs
In this sweet journey of my life
And you give me a reason to smile

My beloved, a very happy birthday to you
Together we make awesome two
Together we make awesome two…!!!

©Saujan Gyawali
20 October 2014

I never thought at the end I’ll be like this
With your perfect Love and Care
Finally I lost my fear
Now I found you near

I never thought you will be mine
You finally make my life shine
Your love is fine
Simply your love is fine

I never thought I’ll say this to you
You’ve won my heart and I love you
I never thought my heart now beats for you
Can’t explain how much I miss you.

I never thought you will turned like this
That forced me to fall in you
Ahh! This is sweet of you
You made me to think of you

I never thought I’ll fly in heaven
My love will be always for you twenty-four-seven

I never thought I’ll made commitment
I love you till my last breath
Till my last breath
Yes! Till my last breath

And! Yes this is me
When you are with me
And! Yes this is you
When I am with you


©Saujan Gyawali
1st September 2014
Unforgettable day of my life

A year was started with facebook status
“2014 please be good”

Quite excited
Quite happy
Quite nervous
And…!!!

Journey started with January
Purposed was rejected on February

Wrong date was marked on March
Achievement of doing great work was celebrated on April

Movies, Music and Learning poetry on May
Coffee coffee and after coffee
It was called a day
Unexpected girl purposed me for date on that day
June was remain silent completely silent
I was wonder with beautiful sound of violent

July,
Fiction story, poetry and music
Enjoying **** at middle of the night
That was what I managed sight by sight
August,
Simply a great
Awarded by United Nation
Called as public speaker on the Nation

Twenty First birthday celebration
She was there for my
Inspiration
Motivation
A word heard “I love you”
I still remember
Thank you September…!!!

Cried cried and cried
Finally understood value of tears
Afraid about affairs
Lots of pressure
Questioned about
Will you be with me forever…???
Its fuckng October
I’ve mention ever

One evening rain on November
I was wonder
With glimpse of beauty of nature
Suddenly looked into my mom face
Found it
She is the most beautiful creature
Never seen ever
And
How could I forget?
My Mom’s birthday
On that November

December,
In the last days of December in these cold and darkened nights,
My mind still finds its way to you,
Looking for the light.


©Saujan Gyawali
1 January 2015

Suddenly I fall asleep
Image of her was appeared
That Caliginous night
She disappeared

I was alone for whole night
Thinking of her
Can’t wait at anymore
And peeped out from windows

Air kissed me
Nonsensical stars laughing at me
And I was lost for a moment
Because of Her

Her Crunchy Voice
Those Dazzled Eyes
And Fantastic Lips
It’s Everything to me

Again I lost thinking of her
I am in deep Love
Yes! I am in Love
It’s simply because of Her
Only her
And
Only her !
A great Awe to Her!

©Saujan Gyawali
10 October 2014

God,
I’ve heard
You exist thousands and thousands miles away from me
Somewhere in the Universe
So, I prayed you last time
You! Listen it

Created a beautiful person to me
Happiness was precious gift
Smile was best part
Feeling was Amuse
Moments were Incredible
That you gave it to me

But Today,
I am writing you a letter
Instead of praying

Dear God,
Please change the whole solar system to,
Me
Not a day after Night
Weeks after Month
Months after Year
Years after Decade
Decades after Century
Which I’d suffered a lot

Change it to
Happiness after Satisfaction
Smile after tight Hug
Feelings after Love
Moments after Moments

Because
You had already given me 3 words
“Distance” “Missing” and “Tears”
as a gift with Her!!!

©Saujan Gyawali
7 January 2015

Dear life, I’ve spent 21 years of
Crazy, stupid, ludicrous
Undecided, Unmanaged
Ambiguous life

All are this I tag now...???
And all those *******
Fallacious people surrounding

I was Bamboozled
Abandoned
Cheated

I was fallen seven times
Stand up eight
But I never lose my fate

Dear life
I am struggling for present
Not for past
That could always be with me last


©Saujan Gyawali
18 october 2014

I stop for a while
And ask you an Authority
Authority !!!
To describe your derisory magical eyes

Your embarrassing face
Red little chic
Muse for me a while
To find whole beautiful worlds in your eyes

I wonder, amuse and bold
Describe the beauty of your eyes
But, you simply mystifying me
Why???

Now I have no words left in my mouth
Put it my eyes into your eyes
To find you on me
And me on you

Incredible! Innocent, and Ironically
You made me little shy
To describe beauty of your eyes
That’s what everything
Is everything is your eyes is
It’s wow!!!

©Saujan Gyawali
3 December 2014

When I was mid twenty
Unexpected girl purposed me for date
At the middle of night
I was embarrassed, shocked
Finally I turned on my light
Why….???
She purposed me
I was confused…???
Again, my mind thought of her
And! I was confident
My heart says a name of her
I am in love
This was mid Twenty

When I was Eighteen and Nineteen
I wish to be like sweet Sixteen
But… my Mom says
Son do this and that
My Dad says
Noway Son learn this and that
I was completely feed up
I was unaccompanied
That was Eighteen and Nineteen

When I was Seventeen and Sixteen
I used to saw dream
It was much sweet as an ice-cream
Mom says Son you need to be a Doctor
Dad says no no Son you need to be an Engineer
Poor me I wanted to be a Writer!
Everyone laugh at me
Made a joke on me
This is how I made Now
This is how my society made me Now
That was Seventeen and Sixteen

When I was Fifteen and Fourteen
I was naughty Teen
Infatuation, Affection, Attraction
What made my study Distraction!
Curiosity of Love and ***
That what I was made to face
That was Fifteen and Fourteen

When I was Twelve and Thirteen
I lost my friend circle
Only because I couldn’t mingle
I was beaten by a teacher
And they said
You poor Looser you don’t have any future
I don’t know what’s right and wrong
Only used to saw to be Strong
That was Twelve and Thirteen

When I was Ten and Nine
Everyday was fun and last till twenty-four-seven
No more pain
No more gain
Life was simple as growing grain
That was Ten and Nine

When I was Seven and Six
My first Birthday celebration was fixed
Had bicycle as gift
Overwhelmed of joy when I learned
To ride it by sight by sight
That was Awesome!
That was Fantastic!
That was great Seven and Six

When I was Five and Four
I was afraid of taking shower
And! My Dad poured me into the drum
I was shouted as Crunched
That was Five and Four

When I was Three, Two and One
I don’t know who was I
My mind was blank
And I was medium
To those
Who wanna make a Prank
That was Three Two and One

When I was Zero
My Mom was Pregnant
She thought
Her baby Girl will be same like as her Mother
Unfortunately!
I was born as unexpected baby boy from my Father!
That was Zero

©Saujan Gyawali
11th September 2014

You Me and Poetry

When I saw your face
Then I read you
Since then
I am your dream
And you are my Imagination
Creation, fabrication
And birth of poetry with invention

I have been trailing you behind
Following your footsteps
And stepping on your footprints
Knowing that you

You remain so do I
Poetry remain so do we


©Saujan Gyawali
14 April 2015

Clear blue sky
Sun had just kissed on Earth!
A cold winter, turned out be warm

My embarrassed face, little shyness
We stand on the top, top of the hill
To explore and to expand beautiful amazing little adventure we did
It’s Unexpected !
It’s Unforgettable !
It’s Undisputed !

Wow !
Journey of life starts here
Catching her hands
Up-and-down
Down to up
It’s Awesome

Her beautiful small embarked eyes
Give me nostalgic
And it’s turned out to be everything to me

Her smile makes me smile
Her care made me shy
Her expression made me to be determination
This is my life starts with her

And!
I pray to god
Thank you for everything
Thank you for creating her on this planet

©Saujan Gyawali
6th December 2014

That’s awesome when you came near
to erase my fear

Look into your eyes
I saw image of mine

My heart start to beat
When you came beside to seat

Your dazzling and sweet voice
That makes me too much shy

I looked down again and up
But I never gave up
Its love
And it’s true love

Now I started to look into your face
Ahh!
Look into your face I can guarantee that
This whole world is fraud and fantasy

Yes! This whole world is
Fraud and Fantasy
Fraud and fantasy

That’s my love
That’s my care
You are everything
So I am here.

©Saujan Gyawali