In a world full of people, you are the one that I still love

From the thoughts, to the laughs and even the memories we once shared.

Knowing that no-one can ever give me, the love that i want yet i still search for a small resemblance of what was and not a what if.

Each day goes by, hoping for that message to come...
"I Love you or I Miss You" yet i waste another day, waiting for a message that will never come.

You haunt my thoughts, you broke my mind. Its a constant battle in my head with these demons and angels of mine. Arguing to myself should i move on and wither and die ... without you by my side.

They say love is 4 letter word than brings happiness and smiles...

Yet im the one hurting, each day ... hoping to take the happiness and smiles and say it for good, that you are mine.

But all i can do is hope.
Hope for you to become mine.
But while i wait for that day ...
It is another battle in my dark twisted mind.

Rivaz Govender