Babe, when I plow in and out of you,
palms holding your luxury buttocks
and lips on your bare *****
bodies moist in sweat and anticipation
in this low light, feeling a fleeting pulse
of your flowing hair is ecstasy, is ecstasy.
I'm a kneeling missionary of the gasm,
yes, the big O shooting to heavens.

The eyes cast judgement
Staring
Judging with fire and ice
Like snakes in the sawdust
They feel,
They move in my shadow
And I call to them in hopes I'm a decent man
In hopes that I am not the monster in the night
The watch is a lurking gasm
Not or not ore. Not nor the gasm the decisions
Laughter.
It's a profiling decision
Forensic eyes and hairstyles too them
See the trends and I'm unsorted
Sort of clueless and unfriended
But I'm paranoid my itch to know
Has known no endless. Pit of rotten
Self ambition
Mired in delusion, no proof n, short of scrooge like self inclusion
Trying to rhyme as if
Get this
Self indulgence was a solution
Masked
But garnered rights
And carnivore types
And fangs so pokey tensing
Sought the war of me against myself
The bitter end
No death scene
Its a mixed becoming a man
Puberty a foul cave to hide
Say no more I understand I'm weird

You are my creation of sensation
The expanse of chance
Filled with tippy-toed steps
A freelance dance

You are my raw and my awe
Felt in my hips, seen on my lips
In every smile, soul style
From within, to all my tips

You are my chasm and my ‘gasm’
Immense and intense
Peaks blush like cheeks
In breathless suspense

You are my breath and my death
Ablaze in every gaze
Born anew in the prize of your eyes
Through every phase

You are my grip and my grit
Primal moans rattle bones
Running wild and beguiled
Across erogenous zones

You are my fire and desire
A ******* liberation
Exhaling and inhaling
Combined Resuscitation

We are enhancement and enchantment
Dispersed and immersed
For all to see, wild and free
Throughout the universe

Pandering thought, meander through my essence.
Set my skin on fire, flush me in both flesh,
and genitalia; but redeeming release remains
improbable if not teetering on impossible.
Soundlessly, or so I would like to believe. I
push back the carnal, making desire much more
rabid, and I repeat idioms simply to distract.
"Victimless!" I'm reminded by the operatic
symphony of memories playing in perfect pitch,
on time each grouping strokes my psyche
with feathery simplicity.
Aching, throbbing words so frenetic, to
annunciate them would make this fantastic
pain I seethe for incredibly real.
Maybe I'd rather save the pent up ferocity
for divine intent, but the beast is hungry, and
my resolve grows weary.

Weathering impulse for me, is torture beyond
obscene. Heated breath would be fingertips
upon this urge filled flesh, would be pursed lips
against the nape of my neck, would be fingernails
digging in with malicious intent.
Fervent this pen isn't enough fluid, but watching
it move across these blue lines allows me to
imagine tracing the elegant hairs along her stomach.
All of which without a word muttered.
"The silence is perfect."
How do you not hear the cacophony, the almost
fiendish delicate devil begging for freedom, if not
a chance to lick her leg.
Would it make her toes curl?
Would it make my back ache in effort?
Only thoughts now, my God where is the
silence!?
"The silence you ask? Sweet release."
When it abates I sorrowfully await it again.
Held within its grasp the moments seem cruel.
Once gone, like an addict, I want it more
and more.
Is this a mind-gasm? A well orchestrated plot
to humanize my animalistic thoughts?
I wish for the perfect ending, but happiness
is just as brutal.
Now I reside in my weakening resolve,
coaching it up, if not myself.
I've never stood this close before, I can almost
hear her thinking,
of me, maybe?

or·gasm/ˈôrˌɡazəm/noun
noun: ******;                        n               plural noun: *******
1.     a ****** of ****** excitement, characterized
by feelings                      of pleasure  centered in the genitals
and        (in men &                         women) experienced as an
accompaniment to *******      or squirting.
verb: ******;      3rd person present: *******;
past tense: orgasmed; past participle:
orgasmed;         gerund or present participle:           orgasming
1.              experiencing     an ******.
Origin:      late 17th century: from French orgasme,
or from modern Latin Orgasmus,        from Greek orgasmos,
  (         ,                 ,         ) from [***** ‘to swell or be excited’]
*****/*****/noun: *****; plural noun: *******;     noun: a *****
1.                  a female dog, wolf, fox, or otter.
2.                                  informal;             ­             a difficult or unpleasant
                                     situation
                                     or thing.
"the stove is a ***** to fix"
synonyms: nightmare; informal:     *******, ******, —— from hell, stinker
"a ***** of a job"
3.                                          informal:       ­                               a complaint.
"my big *****                             is that there's nothing new here"
verb:                                             informal
verb: *****;     3rd person present:  *******;
       past tense: *******; past participle: *******;
       gerund or present participle: *******
1.                 express displeasure; grumble.
"they ***** about everything"
synonyms: complain, whine,         grumble, grouse; informal:        whinge, moan, grouch, gripe
"they ******* about the price of oil"
Origin:       Old English bicce, of Germanic origin: ****
                                        kənt/noun              ****** slang
noun: ****;         plural noun: *****
a woman's genitals.
Origin:          Middle English:                      of Germanic origin;
related to Norwegian and Swedish dialect
                kunta, and Middle Low German,
Middle Dutch, and Danish dialect
          kunte:        .slat·tern/ˈsladərn/noun:                            
  "I've dated many    slatterns & can only
                         hope to date many more."  
noun: slattern; plural        noun: slatterns
a *****, untidy woman.
Origin;      mid 17th century: related to
slattering ‘slovenly,’                                                      ­from dialect slatter
           ‘to spill, slop,’ frequentative
              of slat ‘strike,’ of unknown frequency;                 ****/hôr/archaic:                              literary                   ­               adjective: ****
1.   grayish white;
            gray or gray-haired with age;                noun: ****
1. hoarfrost.               Origin: Old English hār,                of Germanic origin;
related to German                        hehr ‘majestic, noble.’
what a nightmare;     it would be as if  
if I were the last one                    speaking
English in my neighborhood; I
would set up a poetry   reading
& share the nightmare  w/ my
neighbors; girls           who speak no
English & moms         who speak no
English as I declaim          in ranting
free verse & gibberish what a
nightmare  it is to be the only
person there         who speaks English
night·mare/ˈnītˌmer/noun: nightmare;
plural noun:                 nightmares
a frightening or unpleasant dream.
"I had nightmares after watching the horror movie"
synonyms: bad dream, night terrors;            archaic:  incubus & succubus
"she woke     from a nightmare"
a terrifying or very unpleasant  n                experience or prospect:
"the nightmare of racial hatred"
synonyms: ordeal, trial, torment,
horror, hell, misery, agony, torture,
                    ******; curse, bane
"the journey     was a nightmare"
a person, thing,           or situation that
        is                         very difficult to deal with.
                        "buying a good (               ) wine can be a nightmare
if you don't know enough    about it"
synonyms: ordeal, trial, torment,
horror, hell, misery, agony, torture,
******; curse, bane "the journey
was a nightmare" Origin: Middle English
(denoting a female evil spirit thought
to lie upon and suffocate sleepers):
from night + Old English                   mære ‘incubus.’

ar·cane/ärˈkān/adjective:                              arcane
understood by few; mysterious or secret.
"modern math &               its arcane notation"
synonyms: (             ) mysterious,  secret;
enigmatic, esoteric, cryptic,               obscure,
abstruse, recondite, recherché,                        impenetrable,          opaque
d­ifficult,     poetry, (                       ), "processes as old & arcane
as the language of the law"
Origin: mid 16th century: from Latin arcanus,
from arcere ‘to shut up,’ from arca ‘chest.’

ab·struse/abˈstro͞os,əbˈstro͞os/adjective: abstruse
difficult to understand; obscure; [snooch]
"an abstruse philosophical inquiry" [oracular]
synonyms: obscure, arcane, esoteric, little
known, recherché, rarefied, recondite,
difficult, hard, puzzling, perplexing, cryptic,
enigmatic, Delphic,                 complex,
[complicated]                  ,        involved, over/above/as above/so below/
one's head, incomprehensible,    
                   unfathomable,
impenetrable, mysterious
"her abstruse arguments were hard to        mfollow"
Origin: late 16th century: from Latin        abstrusus
‘put away, hidden,’ from abstrudere          ‘conceal,’
from ab- ‘from’ + trudere ‘to push.’
****/                       slət/noun:                    derogatory
noun: ****; plural noun: *****
                                   [#1 **]
a woman who has many casual ****** partners.
synonyms: promiscuous woman, *******,
       *****; informal:   ******, *****, ******, hustler; dated:     ****,
scarlet woman, loose woman, *****, trollop;
archaic:                  harlot, strumpet, wanton
"she dressed like a **** and didn't act much better"
2. date a woman with low standards of cleanliness.
Origin:            Middle English: [of unknown origin].
*****
hôr/noun                                                  derogatory
­noun: *****; plural noun: ******
1. [                               ]
a ******* is not necessarily
a promiscuous woman. verb: *****;
               3rd person present: ******; [nor (       )
                       is a **** always a *******]
      past tense: ******; past participle:
      ******; [once a *****...]
      gerund or present participle: *******
1.                                      (of a woman) work as a *******.
"she spent                        her life ******* for dangerous men"
synonyms: work as a *******,
  sell one's body, sell oneself, be on the streets
"she spent her life *******"
(of a man)                           use the services of prostitutes.
   noun: ******* (                       ), (          );  (                 )
"he lived by night, indulging                in his two hobbies,
                               ******* and eating"
synonyms: use prostitutes; archaic:                                   *****
"the men ****** and drank"
debase oneself by doing something
           for unworthy motives, typically
           to make money.
"he had never ****** after money"
Origin:        late Old English hōre, of Germanic origin;
related to                        Dutch **** and German Hure,
from an Indo-European root                          shared by Latin carus ‘dear.’

Sun gasm.
Some ashes
And some alize Hennessy
Makes magic
**** passion
Tugeye rugged stud with plastic
Paper making kites
Flying through traffic
Like prison communication
And radio static...
Imbuned with human immaculate
Like answers to
Match it....
Marilyn manson...
Tear at the fabric....
Misjudged in your image
I'm aware of the tactics
Celebrity fashion...
The ego of damaged...
We go.. slam off this canyon...
And ram into Odin...
Oh know than...
Don't panic just break out
The stash of the banook...
Dancing with astro
Make. With heavy foot
Planted in gas foot...
Like **** it our grass roots...
Sad its bad. And
We understand you....
There's a devide in the class room
While the school
Labels miss hashtules class room
A waste case of **** straps
Entitled brats who
Spew gas fumes...
After they exit the classroom
When the school district...
Makes more mistakes...
Than Freddy Krueger...
Evading insomniac hotel
Wifi password. Is
Going to pass soon....
We need gas like a bad mood....
I know its your land dude...
But starving us out...
Aint the answer...
If i was there I would ask you...
But I suppose it's just my view...
A welders seed...
And a thought of unity in the class room...
Overall I hate bitumen...
But better men...
Will eventually raise science
To new levels....
Like the waves and the bad moon.

Well is a home.
Hollow and cold.
Drowning at home.
Cold is a home.

Gazing in deep.
Deep is a view.


Sick in a bucket.
The water tastes gross.

Doctor Gasm examined it.
'theres a dead man in your water, and you've been writing silly rhymes'.

On my quest for meaning,
About the how and why,
What is love?—a common thing in an uncommon world.

Sitting at my desk at night,
With my pen by my side,
I was having this lovely fight.

The laughing moon, at this sight,
Teased me on my condition by beaming its moonlight.

Vexed I was,
So I asked in sarcasm,
"You are an observer, do you know anything about love-gasm?"

He giggled and said, "Love is pure beyond logic.
Though it happens in the brain's part,
Its purity—its heart's trademark.

Its uses are like a language—
It can create wars and even bring you a sandwich."

Whilst this exchange,
A cloud hovered over the moon.
I heard—my alarm rang.

I am late to work.
It's noon.