Who walks my way
Timidly decaying in the decadence of keys
Touched on the piano
That is tortured by me

Please,
the pleasure is forever burning
Like the fire of a soul who never ceased yearning
For love.

My eyes are never dry anymore
Colors never dim
Lives are only dullened by the cries of giving in
I'll forgive them
I have been where they fall

Let me take you to the place where I once met my soul
Where the water was crashing
Down down on the shore
Where my body was shaken, weak and hallow
When my tears couldn't drop for a heart who could smile
Now that it's been a while
Now that we've been freed
Now that all the pain has left me, the hatred, the greed

I will kiss you before you collapse, ms. accident prone
I will miss you before you ever let me go
But I'll be happy
When I see that you're clean
Never happier will I have ever been

**** me slowly
take my breath
make me unholy
cause my death
delve into my lungs
let me choke
between my finger and thumb
i inhale the smoke
make my thoughts
a dullened cloud
make my parents
be unproud
fill my brain
and make me sick
but let it rain
and make it quick

The lark does not sing at night,
Or not tonight at least.
When the darkness settles
And so does the mist,
The lark is nowhere to be heard.  

When the lark does not appear,
Neither does the deer.
With her majestic coat
And soft black eyes,
She goes into her hiding place.

When the deer is not seen,
The flying trout do not fly;
Nor do they merrily swim
Across the river's bay, no longer
brightly shimmering.

When the river is dull,
And the skies are dullened
By winter's smouldering cold,
Where on earth will I find the nature
My heart so fervently yearns?

In a world full of chaos you find happiness
The happiness you find is in something you've created and nourished for years
You love what you see and you love it with every inch of your mind, soul and, body
The love is reciprocated on many occasion when the suns rays radiate
But on rare occasion, there are clouds that obstruct the beautiful rays of the sun
On those cloudy days, everyone can see that your shimmering aura has been dullened
Is your happiness hurting you?
Is your happiness leaving you?
Dark days lead to dark thoughts
You are not to blame you are human and we all feel the same.
The sun will choose when to shine bright
And those days the sun seems to have failed you
The dark clouds will teach you a new part of yourself
But in the meantime, your happiness will be there waiting for the dark clouds to dissipate
Your happiness will not forget you
the sun will go back to beaming and shedding happiness throughout your life
to reassure you, you will be alright