Thank you for all the time you spent with me It was unexpected, and generous Reminising about the past Thinking about the future Making peace Finding some form of closure Finding the strength to move on
I am not sure from what exactly Thinking about you The memories of us The wasted time The wasted energy I am past it, I think
Flinching away from the shrapnel of dreans and goals Talking to you was no easy talk It took all I had to look into your eyes as you sat across me and not judge you Understand you and forgive you It took all I had to sit there as if it were nothing and simply talk without letting old feelings cloud my judgement Speak my mind! Be tougjh and firm with my words! But I faltered…
It took all I had to not want to feel the familiar warmth of your hands brush against my cheeks like old times We didn’t order Bumblerry pie and Ale that day The coffee become stale and people buzzed around us But I only had eyes for you I looked at you so intently until I could look no more The tears came minutes later like clockwork I could not stop it I do not know why My revolve melted away Maybe it was due to your voice The soothing gestures The new found kindness in your eyes The humble behavior towards me
I know you will always be my weakness But I didn’t deserve this To feel broken all over again
Find tbe magic within you Rules are made to be broken,changed,adapted and utlized No matter how much you love or care for someone You must be stronger than you knew and pull yourself through to higher ground Just who we are Who we would we would never be in our wildest dreans We could be or achieve and believe Just who we are C@rainbowchaser2023
