"cultureless" poems
my legs are twitching with the need to run
to chase a moment, a year,
a lifetime that’s slipping away.
my hands are numb, fingertips brushing
working on autopilot,
following the logic
of things that need to be done
before anything can happen.
my body,
it’s exploding.
waves crashing inside me
yearning, urging, and tearing
at my stationary being,
at my hollow bones attached to tried muscle
and tired skin.
psychologically imploding
with the need to live
and breathe
and do.
experience.
but i’m trapped in this prison of a cultureless culture
in these shackles of people, zombified,
telling me what i can and can’t be
bound to the ground
by the word no;
darling you can’t,
darling you’re too young,
darling you’re trapped,
darling you can’t leave,
darling, you’re stuck.
and with my lips aflame,
trying to release my need to be,
when i simply can’t be,
not yet.
my body, it’s rotting.
twiddling my thumbs,
until life is allowed to start.
Nov 2, 2012
Nov 2, 2012 at 9:51 PM UTC
Amidst dust beds and filth,
puddles a cultureless poor
about hovers a circle;
mist of fragrant Lure.
Jul 15, 2012
Jul 15, 2012 at 2:12 PM UTC
Did you see the children in grave washed masses.
Going to their regurgitate-bullshit-white middle classes.
At the altar bent over in prayer
Giving it up to father almighty
With their false sincerity, and moral ******** gripping ever so tightly
To cultureless social constructs.
Encouraged under thinly veiling drapes
To discriminate, in-tolerate, and perpetuate hate.
Did you see the bravado, pomp, and gilded age?
As it passed by sixty million in their chains of rage.
While authority figures in houses of might
Turned the cheek, cocked the gun, closed their eyes and set their sights.
I wish I could say
This is talk of former days.
But sadly this will to indoctrinate
Others minds into a foggy haze
Of superstitious dogma
Where messiahs are no more than profits, and missions to save souls
Are only to serve strategic end goals.
Is not history
It is today.
Jan 9, 2015
Jan 9, 2015 at 10:06 PM UTC
In class today Luis read his story
it blew us all away
a tale about an old man
living in a LA barrio
who used to believe in change
used to march for a cause
It got everyone right in the heart
and in the hearts of all their ancestors
The story was so full of culture
that even us whities felt it
That's when it hit
when I realized why my writing
never grabs people on such a deep level
I have no culture, I'm a jumble of whiteness
too far removed from Europe to have
any trace of my forefathers
I have no customary meals
I have no language diversity
no traditions at all really
Except smoking **** in the suburbs
and snorting coke in bathrooms
it's meaningless
and the culture I think I have is stolen
appropriated
My roots have been torn out
of whatever snow covered ground
they once belonged to
I feel empty, I feel like part of nothing
and Luis' ******* writing
made me feel like part of something
that I'm really not even close to
I loved it
I hated it
I wanted to rip it to bits
I wanted to read it ten times in a row
He made me want to give up
He made me hang my head in shame
I got home and put flame
to my last short story
I'm a cultureless swine
I'm boring
I'm boring
I'm
boring
Apr 16, 2015
Apr 16, 2015 at 3:18 AM UTC
Disappearing like a wounded dog to die
puking up your insides while
smiling, smiling gracing ground with coping mechanisms rendered absolute
like a redneck barbeque, cultureless culture
both choking you mute
Getting high, casually mentioning suicide
like some necessity of existence,
last January she died last January
it happens.
All victims of circumstantially internal
trajectory outcomes,
statistical sadness-
yet
I cry,
With tears your experience dies
And becomes mine.
Oct 13, 2016
Oct 13, 2016 at 12:32 PM UTC