Well thays fine and don't say I didn't try
My souls rotten the kind of person that's best left in the past forgotten
My demon's real and they will destroy you too
Walking away is the best thing you do
I don't have a heart
So don't think it hurts
It's made me Cold hard and ******* shallow
Don't think I'll take a second to wallow
There are much harder pills I've had to swallow
That happiness is something that will always elude me
Just makes it clear now and doesn't comfuse me
Drugs are my lady and she always saves me
Always faithful and quits
Never messages me and says that's it
I'd rather walk with her into the grave
Than think I can live life's greatest lie
That u could meet someone and die happy
I'll take the mess and ruin she brings
Because with her least I can accept I'll never win
She brings certainly quick and painless
Or slow and painful
Either way I'll remain faithful
If only i wasnt clean
And this wasn't a dream
#mrQuid

Dear diary
Even to you, I connot speak
Because I cannot find the words I seek.
How can I pour out my heart
When my heart is empty?
All of my thoughts now comfuse me
All of my emotions consume me
All my friends use me
Their jokes no longer amuse me
I don't belong here!
I belong elsewhere
Where every word I speak is heard
I belong there!
I'm not sure where
But I belong somewhere!