then there is you in all your theatricality
chasing gelid wind like its a nowhere job
selfies on snowy sidewalks
have we more time than just one
or two? have you enough of my futility?
when angels sweat they let out
icy winds and rain but
when you carassed my cheek
i felt the cool of the breeze smoothing my skin
and i understood to make my feet move
after the wind and never stop

Who thought one day we would meet like this,
Who thought one day we would fall in love,
Who thought one day that you'd become an inseparable part of me,
Who thought one day with you night would seem endless,
Who thought one day a rose would mean so much,
Who thought one day you'd leave
Who thought one day the hands that once carassed my skin would slap me,
Who thought one day Ill be shattered,
Who thought one day no one would gather shattered me,
Who thought one day Ill be left with nothing else but to be strong,
Who thought one day all scores would be settled,
Who thought one day Ill leave you shatterd just memories of me to gather?

We died as I passed him the cancer stick, he glanced past his seat to my hand where i held it. Carassed between my fingers. He looked death straight on before we even knew we were dying.

Left on the street.
Carassed in each others arms.
Shivering.
Is it bad that I want to joins you's
The rain sidewalk past.
No discomfort could intrude.
As moments like these..
Linger.
As it's everything we want.
But can never have.
Tripped over by our own security.
Judgement leaves us homeless.
To the moments shared.
With the ones..
Who make us laugh.
When the sun doesnt shine.
They look warm.
Tucked in their own world.
Smiling.
So is their, room for one more?
As each day is lived.
When you've got someone to love.
So can I snuggle in.
And pretend.