"becz" poems
Man i miss my bro.... I remeber wen we was kids and all the crazy **** did. we kept secrets from momma ..kept each other from gettn whoopns and much more drama. and nw u in jail and i know i sho miss u like hell..man i miss ur crazy sayns like (dis shxt is a terrible discrimination). bt hey u give me the motovation to stay here wit momma and nt make so much truma. and to go to school so i can get my diploma.. man bro i need u out here.. life is crazy and im holdn bac my tears.. tryn to stay strong and keep myself from doin wrong.. even doe i feel im alone in this piece.. momma might have cancer and i know my heart is decease. my eyes burn everyday so i try to turn to God and pray.. i feel like he nt hearn me becz stuff is nt cumn to me so easily... i mean i dnt thnk life jus *** so brezzy bt its like things nt gettn bettr bt turn for the worst.. wen i think of strong people u *** up first.. i miss u bro and love u.. and momma the only one who stepps above u.. u nt far behind. u r really next on my heart line. i wish i can show u that me and momma nt blind and we knw u care and love for us to... its a little hard to show it from you.. ha u know dats true.. :) lil Sis
Mar 24, 2013
Mar 24, 2013 at 2:26 PM UTC
She is nobody's angel
She doesn't have a prince.
She has a beautiful family to love ever since.
Her dreams are not as of pinky girls..
She never liked her hair open with curls..
She doesn't paint her nail her lips never touched those coloured sticks..
She never pouts on selfie clicks...
The beauty is hidden in her mischievous smile. .
That can hold any body's feet for a while..
She makes the same plait everyday..
Like she has taught her her hair how to stay...
She doesn't have time to mingle her finger with her hair...
She doesn't think that she needs any body to take care..
She loves black not pink..
by this she conveys the message I think..
She never tried to charm anyone.
She is a daughter playing role of a son
I never found her wearing..
Neither nosepin nor earing..
She is different from others people say..
She doesn't care even becz she knows the way
She made her a war hawk not a dove..
That is y she is not ready to love..
Her mother is also concerned about her..
But she proves people wrong who doubt her..
She has a dream to live and die for..
Everything she has but still Striving for more.
She is adventurous an explorer always ready to grow..
She is a learner this is what I know....
She is a queen of every trait..
She has written her own fate..
She wants wings to fly...
She wants to touch the sky..
She is one for all..
Waiting for her dream call...
Everybody who liked her tried to convince. .
But she is nobody's angel ..
She doesn't have a prince...
Oct 24, 2017
Oct 24, 2017 at 2:26 AM UTC
I remember your those three words "I love you "
The way you persuaded me it to be true.
How mad I was I replied "i too".
I never saw that in your eyes..
But I trusted your constant lies..
The dress you gifted, the flowers you brought..
The day we dined together I enjoyed a lot.
I remember your hugs and kisses.
Your songs your guitar your poetry pieces.
The way you praised me.
I felt low you raised me.
The way you pretended your love, was so intense.
Your performance made me lose my sense.
Then we met daily your place my place somebody's place nobody's place..
You kept your character always in grace.
you came home with a bottle of wine I still remember that night.
You kissed my head and hugged me tight.
You made me drink I lost control
You had me in arms that's all.
You unbuttoned me thew me on bed .
I tried to stop you with the courage I had.
Then I lost the battle, you won.
And after 10 minutes my purity was gone.
Then you dressed back and planned to leave me .
It was my mistake i allowed you you to grieve me.
That day you didn't say "I love you"
How could you becz I was hating me too.
You went and I wanted to hold you for more.
I still remember the way you slammed the door.
Then no talks no chats you became busy.
I waited I waited I waited that wasn't easy.
"It's over" I knew it but waited for you to say..
you said it on 21 October 2013 the monday
I wish if it were love not lust.
You broke me, my love and my trust.
You made me see a false dream.
Now all I have is a broken self esteem.
I hate the time you kept me.
Liked me loved me lipped me and left me.
I cried today after 4 years when you said i am sorry.
But I replied " don't... because it wasn't a love story..
It really wasn't. ....
It just you said you love me
Oct 24, 2017
Oct 24, 2017 at 7:24 AM UTC
In ur eyes...In ur mind,
Love is being drawn
Even if we're far apart
Even if we're hidden
U filled my eyes..
U filled my hearts,
becz I keep thinking of u...
Close ur eyes...
Open up ur heart,
N feel the Love..
Even if I can't catch u,
Even if I can't hug u...
Still my love is u,
becz I keep thinking of u...
U beat in my heart...
U sleep in my nights,
Even if we fight,
Even if we cry...
Ur smile is all,I needed
becz I keep thinking of u...
Sep 14, 2018
Sep 14, 2018 at 12:39 PM UTC
Yes it is weird...
As U saw me but I never turn up
becz my Eyes can't handle
those charmin' gaze of ur Stars.
Yes it is weird...
As u felt me but I never sensed u
becz my Body can't handle
those slushy whiff of ur Soul.
Yes it is weird...
As u still won't let go but I never let u hold
becz my Hands can't assist
those pleachy finger of ur Shape.
Yes it is weird...
As we met as strangers yet to be nobody
becz my Heart can't resist
those nourishin' lure of ur Core.
Sep 7, 2018
Sep 7, 2018 at 12:36 PM UTC