Does it always end like this?
We meet, we talk, we flirt, we date, and then break-up.  
It's more of like a **** up
Times 20, and you can't fix it up
I was young, but you seemed to be fun
Nice, gentle, I couldn't see your true intentions
But each appraoch was a new hello invention
You never had the guts to make a confetion
I thought it was love
Because you said it back
Grabbing my hand
Telling me I'm beautiful
I was on cloud 9
Until one night, 1 fight fight turned into 5
Him: what's  wrong?!? You act like I hurt you?
Me: I'm not ready, I can't 

Grabbing my wrist and pulling me forward was a bad idea, one forced kissed turned into 4
You closed and locked the door
Layed me on the floor
And couldn't help but go for four little words and a  question mark
"will you **** me?"

i really hope this is the last conceptualißaton
of sūdoku....
   it's all optics...
there's this disparity in the puzzle...
i.e. there the square (matrix) appraoch

     x  x  x
     x  x  x
     x  x  x

but then there's the classic approach...
   i don't even know what to call it,
other than that, and therefore
having a neccesity for a visual representation:

x
   x
      x
         x
x  x  x  x  x  x  x  x  x
               x
                  x
                     x
                        x

****... i'm just having a beer, and trying to avoid
the sun...
         ever get sun stroke?
    painful as ****...
      i was watering this bed of flowers in a blindman's
garden, and given that i have a few blonde hairs on
my crop, i was left, spending two days
in bed, shivering...        
    blindman's garden?
  well, yeah... the focus was on
     planting stachys byzantina,
         a species of stachys...
commonly know as lamb's ear.