"alanna" poems
Its 1am and Im searching for you in the bottom of every bottle.
He's asking me about my poetry but how am I supposed to tell him that my poems are for you and I wont stop writing until Im tangled in your bed sheets for the rest of my life?
He is sweet and polite but he doesnt wrap his hands around my neck and the way you do.
There's something so tragically beautiful in the honesty slipping from my finger tips, because while he's tracing my spine I am consumed with the taste of your skin on my lips and the feeling of your hands against my hip bones.
Its 1am and im wondering if you're searching for me in the unfamiliarity of others, hoping you might smell my scent on her collarbones or feel my skin under her dress.
Out of all the boys ive kissed, you were my favourite by the way you looked me in the eyes with those hands clasped around my neck, no fear of squeezing too hard.
Its 1am and he's holding my hand but you're strangling my heart and these words are seeping out of my skin. No one makes me bleed like you
only you, always
you
alanna
Aug 30, 2014
Aug 30, 2014 at 2:33 AM UTC
Never look into their eyes,
but stare at the space between them-
For they'll never know the difference.
****** their mind with your finger tips.
Touch their hand, chain their soul.
Clean out their closest,
but leave the skeletons on the floor.
Show them the darkness
Buried deep within their chest.
Expose the broken pieces
and place them in their hands.
Then Leave-
your scent on their sheets,
brand your words into their skin,
never touch them again.
alanna
Aug 25, 2014
Aug 25, 2014 at 6:20 AM UTC
I know there are galaxies growing deep inside your chest
and you know how desperately I want to see them.
Your thoughts are stars I cannot fathom Into constellations.
I'm drowning in the milky way
your atmosphere is suffocating me.
You laugh
as I bury my head in your chest
because you know I will never come close
to touching you.
alanna
Aug 25, 2014
Aug 25, 2014 at 6:06 AM UTC
Darling,
I want you to crave my kisses first thing in the morning.
I want nothing more than absolute happiness for you each and every day. I can only hope that in your future, there is space enough for me to love you unconditionally. Your gifts never cease to amaze me. Your every wish is my command. I do not care to live in this cruel cruel world without you in it. We met in the cosmos many millenniums ago and I shall be with no other.
From the depths of my heart,
I love you,
Alanna Renée
Mar 6, 2016
Mar 6, 2016 at 4:32 AM UTC
We're not speaking.
You've got a girlfriend,
my heart is broken.
I've cried myself to sleep...
I'll continue to hide in the shadows until
it is my time.
I have unfollowed you,
so I don't hurt everyday
when I see you two together.
"Alanna, just go out and enjoy the weather."
But sadly, it's hard to feel the breeze when
my skin is numb.
I'm frozen,
shattered,
raw.
I may be dumb,
but that's why I stay.
Loving you just feels right
and wrong.
All I am sure about is how you make me feel and
for me,
that's all that matters...
Dec 16, 2014
Dec 16, 2014 at 9:13 PM UTC