You had the same effect on me
and like an addiction you were for me,
The crave of your touch I would feel
at night falling asleep,
and when I woke up
it would be still here,
craving, wishing
needing your lips.

Your love was like a cigarrette.
It burned brightly and took my breath away
like nicotine I was addicted to it every day.
And the desire burned in me to see you again
but as a cigarrette it was soon over,
never enough, but forever gone.

Last night, at 2 am I fell asleep thinking of you,
how the first time we met we perfectly fit into eachother
and when I bumped into you, you didn´t move right away,
how it felt when I grabbed your hat
and you childishly pushed me against a wall,
and still when I gave it to you, you didn´t move.
you didn´t let me out.
right in that moment looking into your eyes
that´s when I realised
that I needed you to be fine.
Today I didn´t expect you to talk to me,
it was just one night, right?
but you did
and I got to know you so well,
then, suddenly
in the middle of the conversation
you said that I was very pretty.
then You logged off.
I don´t know what to think
I don´t want to be hurt.
I don´t want to fall again.
I don´t want to,
because love means some falling,
and I´m afraid of heights.

Your life is a poem,
You are the poet.

Your body is the canvas,
Your hands are the brushes.

Your mouth is music,
Your words are a song.

Your eyes are the prologue
Deep from your soul.

A thousand pieces my heart broke into
a while ago when I had you,
but you took one too many
and now that it´s all together
the hole is there
of the pieces you took.

never will it be
what it was before you.
The pain remains,
the memories haven´t left
and my heart cries everytime
somebody says your name,
longing, wishing
for you to come back
and stay.

But we are too young to be this broken,
too young to be this stressed.
society has messed
with the heart of this tennage.

Wherever we look
somebody is judging you.
no matter what you wear,
no matter what you do.

Hearts are being broken,
Bodies are being piled,
Tears are being spilled,
And everybody wonders why.

That young and quiet girl,
the one who nobody ever noticed
cuts her wrists and cries all night.

The girl who everybody loves,
who has a perfect boyfriend
and a perfect life,
is pregnant and wants to die.

So why are we so calm?
why are we like that?
nobody noticed that
this life is messed up?

I love him
I would never stop
Take a bullet for him
If I had to.
But when he pulled the trigger
My heart was shot too
I couldn't bear the pain
Of his love.

Nights are long
And days are gone.
Being this way
Is not what I want.

I don't deserve it
Give somebody else the chance
'Cause I'm waisting this life
And I feel so bad.
So please **** me now.

Give somebody else the chance
To build a new life
Instead of me being
Wasting it every night.

Today I cry,
Cry like I havent have in a while,
Cry like the memories wont get by.
And this tears remind me
Of all we had,
all I lost,
And my broken heart.

This salty little drops
Running down my cheek
Are parts of me I lose piece by piece.

Like the stars when they die
We still see them shine
And memories are still alive
While I cry.

Tell me what is it like to be happy
Because I haven´t been in a while now
I forgot what it feels like,
So please tell me now.

Her arms around you
and the smile on your face
you dont seem to notice
that everything for me is gray.

Everything is dark
nothing belongs in my mind.
the sounds around me seem to be quiet
and I can´t see anymore what matters.

Hold me like you used to
Let´s take it back
I want to remember
what it feels like.

He could have seen her
She could have glanced
All was needed was a look
All was given was the back
He carried on
She carried on
They could have met
They could have met
But it wasn't right

You´re far away from me tonight
I think of you
I cry every time
I miss you
the memories come back
I think of you
I cry at night
I relive every moment
think it all throught
maybe there was something
maybe it isnt  true
but i´m not dreaming
you´re far
and i´m here
alone tonight

where are you?
Can you come back?

Now that you´re far away I can´t sleep,
which is weird,
we used to be in the same city
living in the same streets
and I missed you
like you were far away from me,
and now that you are
all I can think is
how lucky I was
when you where next to me.

I read books to hide,
To live a better life
To reach the clouds,
Explore the seas
And fly through the sky.

I read books to feel alive
To make my reality vanish
Live in my own world of magic,
This library of mine
Is what really I am.

If you tell me
you´d give me anything
I want you to mean it.
Because if someday
you can give me anything
I don´t want you to
I want you to still be
the same as you where
when you´d give me anything
in exchange for my love.

Finally, something went right
after many wrong turns.
my life has taken a shift,
but I´m not troubled.

used to cry mself to sleep,
now I don´t let a tear slip.
I hope this all works out
because if not I might fall again.

What happened to us?
we were so close,
talking every night ´till the sun rised gone.
I remember looking to you
looking at me back
with those green eyes and the kindness in your smile.
But what happened my dear?
why are we strangers now?
what happened to that kiss so late at night?

Now when I saw you walking by,
you didn´t even notice me
like it was all made up
we were so close
we were in love,
how can a memory feel so lost?
and there you are with her,
they tell me you are in love.
But I know better,
I know you better
or at least I thought so.

My paper skin
My glass heart
Don't drop it
Don't rip it apart
Its all that i have
Its all that i have left

I look at the mirror
She looks back at me
I raise my hand up
Her hand is up as well
But when I smile something is different
She looks happy
And i don't feel like that
She looks back at me
Staring deep
I'm not myself anymore
I have lost myself
The girl in the mirror
Makes me feel lost

August flew past
I can imagine how different you are now
It seems like years ago
last time I saw you
but it´s been a month
or maybe two,
but do I really miss you?
I mean, I do.
I miss your hands,
I miss your touch,
I miss your lips,
I miss your words.
And I miss them,
because they´re gone.
And must I remember
that you swore
nothing would change
nothing would fade
You would always be there
but as it always happens,
you are now gone.

That girl,
The one who always smiles,
The one who is quiet but never shy,
The one with an average score,
The one you have never seen cry.

What you don't know is
Under those pink, purple and green
Bracelets and watch
Are where the scars hide
Every night she cries
And wonders why.

The piece of paper she has written
Saved in her top drawer of the left
Never being able to place it
Tomorrow will be better,
She keeps telling herself,
She seems fine but
It is because she will never tell.

Until she finds the courage
To leave the letter
And her mom will find it
Along with herself
Maybe with a smile on her face
But that time it wont be fake.

Whatever we do
wont change the story
whatever we choose doesn´t help the writer
we are just here
and life doesn´t care
we are born precisely to die
anything else is just a disguise
what we make of this short time
that we call life
is what matters,
even if it doesn´t last.

The scars in my chest
The tears in my eyes
The ache in my soul
The sadness in my mind
Why being so young do I feel so tired?
Maybe my life isn't what I wanted.

Does the little girl inside of me is still alive?
Deep inside she cries
She feels trapped and lonely
She is scared of the dark
But the one inside of herself.

But don't worry little angel
Soon you will be fine
This will all end
And you will be soaring in flight
With other little angels
Of the lost children who lost their mind.

Kiss me like you wanna be loved,
Like nothing else can compare to this anymore.
Hold me like the night will last longer,
And you will still be here when I´m older.
Make me feel like you trust me,
And my heart wont be broken when you call me.

Love me like you never though you could love,
like nothing in this world will stop us.

I write everything I think,
Carry it around all day with me.
All my fears, tears and laughs
All my weaknesses desires and facts.
All this in one small piece
A part of me in physical,
A legacy I leave.
But if somebody reads it
There will be tears,
Because I own everything I write
And if people wanted to be written nicely about
*then they should have behaved better

You were a mystery
You still are
The secrets you had
The silence in your eyes
You always were happy
Or so everyone thought
Until one day
You never went home.

Nobody knew,
Nobody ever sees
How deep sadness can be
Until one day
Becomes the last day
And everyone thinks it is just another day
Until the next one comes
Filled with pain
And a wrecked home.

Tears are spilled
By people who care,
But do they?
But did they?
Because, someone who cares...
Musn´t he know?

Here I am,
sitting by myself
staring at the window
watching the rain.

It pours down softly
and the sound it makes
hitting the pavement
reminds me of a friend.

regardless of the pain
I can´t help but to think of those days
when he was here sitting in this chair.

A touch on my nose
The blink of a ghost
Stains of coffee
Marks of pain,
Love is gone
It will not return.
All that is left
An empty home.

Remember that day when we were sitting in the stairs?
the day we kissed for long hours
I decided I wanted to stop time there.
Everything was just amazingly perfect.
But then it was over,
I went one way, you went another.
My perfect moment was dead, gone.
And now as I remember you kissing me
when you gave me a kiss in every single part
claiming it yours before anybody else
how you kissed my eyelids, my nose.
I don´t know if you remember.
I do.
And it hurts.
Every single thing you touched in me burns
it consumes my every happiness.
my will to move on.
How did you do?
How did you forget?
I guess you are lucky.
Or maybe you just don't care.
But please, I beg you
Help me forget.

My eyelids feel heavy
but I can´t sleep.
This house is a hell,
I´m afraid I repeat.

Memories come back
and I want to scream.
I can´t fall asleep, I can´t fall asleep.

The fear I´m feeling
creeps into me,
Tears start falling
and I feel dizzy,
why is it like this?
Why did it have to be me?

Let the woods grow back
Let the tears fall down
Let my past be past
Let me forget
Let me come back

Cause this pain is killing me inside
I just want to forget
I just want to die.

And soon I will
Soon I will say goodbye.

Let me go
Let me grow
Let me realize
How past is past.

Help me understand
How past is past.

Take me away
Take me tonight
To your beautiful paradise
Share it with me
Let me become a part of it
So that I can forget
So I don’t need to die.

But let the woods grow back
Let the tears fall down
Let my past be past
Help me forget
Help me come back

To happiness.

The cry of my child
Reminds me of cold
I relive the past
Where memories go.
I stare blankly for a second
And then wake up
Knowing its gone,
Its over now
He is gone,
But I keep hearing
The cry of a ghost,
Of my unborn child
Wanting his mom.

Unspoken words,
The hand he didn't hold,
The lonely boy filled with regret
And the girl who never showed interest.

Tender touches
Soft lips
Warm breaths
Its what they'll never feel.

They didn't take the chance
Saw it pass by
And now regret comes back
When the memories flash behind
And tears fall down.

Cause all they had to do
Was give an acknowledging look
Instead of looking down
Now it can't be taken back
But hope will never die.
And he believes
Someday he'll press rewind

She believes in wishes,
And that true love exists,
And Maybe some day
Will come her prince.

She wears flower crowns,
And reads old books,
She believes in poetry
And in unicorns, too.

She enjoys learning
And reading the dictionary
But never got good grades
It just wasn't the matter.

However this world
Was never enough
She wanted a fairytale
And never got it along.

That's why
she had to create
A world for herself
And nobody else
Hoping someday
A prince would come
To rescue her from this sleep
That never begun.

I feel your heart
I feel your soul
We are connected
This must be love
This must be true
I feel your fears
I feel your dreams
We are together
This must be real

I used to think I would be fine.
No tears would fall.
Nobody would cry.

But every minute
The time in which I leave gets closer.
And every minute I feel happier here.
Maybe I was wrong,
Maybe I did care.
But it is too late to go back
And I have to leave now.

Nobody knows,
I haven't told
I think you would care.
And i can't imagine what it'll be
When I get there
And nobody will.

Her beauty,
It seemed untrue
Always turning heads,
And some hearts too.
But she got used to it
Too often, too much
Always got bored with the verses they sang,
But when he came,
The right one,
She was used to turning heads
and turning hearts,
She didn´t realize
what she had just passed
it was just another guy,
But was he really just another one?

Beautiful and sad, she was a mystery to unsolve
She had a dark side she didn´t like to show,
Everybody noticed it, but nobody ever wondered what was behind.
Until a radiant guy came along
And her sadness was turned into a song,
He brightened up the dark parts and made her laugh when she wanted to cry
But they couldn´t meet for long
So her sadness returned every night.
And she cried and cried shooting stars
which became wishes from lost love.

Seconds seem like ages,
But hours are so short.

Time passes slowly
But it all ends so fast

Hearts beat,
Leaves fall.

Wind blows
Shivers run.

Heart stops
Tears fall

Memories left
A ghost to recall.