Time went by so fast
I remember us growing up aside
You were always my lead
You were always there for me
Nothing has changed
Nothing ever will
Together forever
No matter what
Not even distance will part us
Because I'll love you until I die.

The scars you left
The tears I cried
My heart remembers
Every night.

So why are you here?
Why do you smile?
Don't you remember
How you let me down?

I can't take this
So please just leave now
I don't want to listen
To your apologize.

Dandelions are a curious thing,
Your wish they die to please
With a single blow of your lips
Their bodies become free
They fly amongst the sea
Whispering, planning
Only for your wish.

Their existence is tragically beautiful
But Not meant to be
Because some wishes never come true
Like you hoped they would be.

Only you can save me from this misery
From this self harm
From this tears
From this disguise

But who are you?

christmas lights in the walls even though it´s march,
the smell of incense,
always had candles lit up
it seemed magical.

Her own little world.
Her fanatsy.
Her escape from reality.
Her safe  land.

From fear of you breaking my glass heart I dropped it.

From fear of you tearing me apart I cut me.

From fear of you hurting me me I did it to myself

I remeber your touch
And the pain comes back
can we rewind time?

But I remind myself you are gone
You are begining to fade
Your sillhouete in my mind is vanishing
But the pain remains clear like a flame
Like the day you left
It burns in my chest
It hurts, it hurts
I am begining to fade
To dissapear in the pain
I am not myself
I lost myself
When I lost you.