tell me, whats it like
to feel alive?
whats it like to wake up everyday
not knowing that you have me
rotting on the inside?
im watching the trees sway
patiently waiting to see your car
pull up on my drive way
all the patience in the world couldn't **** me
because im lost in your eyes
time flies by and words are disappearing
i look into your eyes and its junior high
all over again
the weeks are growing shorter and everyday its a new month
all i can feel is your absence
im trying to find my location but i can hear your voice in the back of my head
soothing and sweet
manipulative and convincing
you've come to find me but it turns out you've just led me astray
all i want is for you to show me a way
somewhere i can go so i can forever leave
so i can have a chance to breathe
or maybe even the slightest hope
to once believe
why wont you let me leave