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Oct 2015 · 420
I CAN NEVER SAY I'M ENOUGH
I can never say enough 
I've given up so many times in thought of being a winner since I don't fight lost battles 
I actually realised I haven't been in any fight 

I'm humble and gentle 
I'm not a fighter period 
I've managed to be invisible yet on the spot lite 
I've always liked to take long walks 
I've always choose not to be afraid 
But I haven't managed to turn my heart into a rock "hard rock" 

I've learned to be polite 
I've learned to be an understanding person 
Maybe I'm to understanding 

I know I can call order by silence 
Its quite yet loud 
Nobody knows what is going on 
Trying to understand won't help 
The is something hiding secretly 

The heart "soft spongy heart" 
Is selling out the secrete, it doesn't like them 
The brain is trying hard to melt down the heart into solid rock 

What is actually hard is to accept that its impossible to live with a closed heart 

Gravity may pull back objects with mass back to earth 
But people who know to much calculation they can actually defy gravitational force but you can't defy love

The one universal cause of conflicts in life generally is lack of understanding why the heart has too many desires 

A happy individual is a person who doesn't have an idea what is happening in life 

God above brought us here for a purpose 
We all know that you can have everything that you want in life but without love you have nothing 

Right under my feet is earth 
I am here to enjoy life with all the things I live for 

My heart is made of gentle hard but soft muscles 
If you don't know were you are going just make a decision any road will lead you to its destination 

If I was master mind I wouldn't be alive 
This is not the place 
The one who actually knows the meaning of life is the one who have lived 

As long you can feel the heat when its hot it means you are alive with dreams 

The one without dreams is the one that is not alive 
The one without plans is the one who is not yet born 
The one who claims to have a heart of a hard rock is the one in denial of being alive...

Go tsamaya ke go bona, go bona ke go ithuta...
Wtitting is is documenting thoughts for the future...
It is only a state of mind….
The back up…
The fun…

Everything is possible
With God ofcouse

The sophisticated part is that the things you do at the recent moment wil have that effect in the future,
If you don’t do away with things that are not import in any way in your life.

Resort more of your priorities to the right things especially that are lawful.
The law its self can be manipulative when controlled by Greedy and selfishness…

The Guptas are benefiting a lot of profit in business…

We live by the law that is a way of living.

The is alot of ways of seeking wisdom…
The One with all the wisdom is the Almighty God…
The Alfa and Omega…
The one with all answers…

Fame is only good when benefiting you all the lawful and good fruits,
Ofcouse the one’s you have earned…

Not because it’s your home town and your were once a high class celebrity, who can’t really afford to take himself/herself out to a middle-aged chilling salon for some birthday celebration…
No pun intended…

You must be your own
You must hustle up….

Pusha, Phanda, Pressor

You can push away all the things that are valueless to your future well being, not important in life.

Phanda boss “Hustle, use your given skills and knowledge to work for , God given gifts”
You must make a living…
Your days of being a baby have passed away..
Buried in the existence of life.

Press the right buttons,
Less probabilities of a breakdowns that can affect the whole operation of your life and end up with a lot of lost time not in space but on earth in reality.
I reapet that quote again ” Time wasted is never regained”

It is normal to have fantasies
If you have a lot and they are not realistically possible,
then you are in trouble…

The state of mind will only crash if you don’t have a solutions and fear has conquered your life, and strengthen shock to take your life away forever.

Guard the state of mind…
Guard you sanity so you can have your own…
Remember the state of mind is your own aslo…

God blessed those who never had the full mental support…
They are my people I can’t put a blame on innocent fellow brothers and sister…
We understanding the condition and have faith in God.

The plans about you were the before you were even born, seek info you will understand better.

Some where some how it was supported by some factor/factors, very few unfortunately one’s…
God is not a fool.

The state of mind I reapet…
Don’t only focus on it, don’t be stereotype
Faith is good in an amazing way also…
God is good always…
Its not hunger
Its not poverty
Its not struggling with life

My parents played a supportive role a very big role in my life.
My family my relatives.
Very inspiring people
They love and care naturally and automatically.
I love them...

I love people
I love going out
I travel a lot when I get time

"Time wasted is never regained" My last high school principal MR Ramosepele used to preach the quote.
Not because of hate but he had a dream.

The people you call your friends
If good you are blessed, ask me I know God is good always.
Remember your future is based on your present decisions.
We are here to eat and witness
"Bare go tsamaya ke go bona, go bona ke go ithuta"
MR Ramosepele quoted when ever we are going on a field trip "Trip" as we used to say...

Beautiful things inspired me more in life, I want beautiful things in life and with God I'm blessed always during the time of sorrow and happiness.

Don't do injustice to your self, acquire knowledge as much as you can it all be to your advantage...
Dec 2013 · 495
Complexity Of Life Random
Much more complex in a simple way…
The things that governs my life are all written and unwritten…

I like what I have experience and what I have seen…
What I dont know…

I may be eager to know it and that will determine how I value it….

My life is like a written book dat has never been read…
The author is my self and the one above is the editor “God”

Life comes in different manner to every1…The way we live it draws ur destiny close…

I dont know what im saying but it came rumbling like a storm that was passing in my mind….

Atleast I was not selfish…
I shared wat was passing…

I hope it makes some difference in a way…

That state were by being silent doesnt help…
Opening up might help those who are in need…

Life is unique its self never easy to crack its mathematical or scientific equation if the is one…

The way its so complex it has alot of theories and theorems…

Rules and regulations…
Terms and conditions…

Well im still alive and busy consuming
My destiny is not known to others…
They will get the chance to read the book when im no more alive…

Without the wonders our brains would have been useless…
Complexity of life is the. reason why we are stil alive by the Grace of God

It flies if you know how…
Get ready, Put you dancing shoes on…
The music is getting warm and warm dance for your life the is no time to drown your sorrow and stressing

Those who are stressing are not really alive…

Life is a complex link…
Dec 2013 · 744
Stress Tendencies....
I went to bed whit intentions of sleeping…
I knew i wasn’t sleepy at all…
2hours went by but i was stil wide awake…

i played music, but it was annoying me…
I logged on mxit but couldn’t chat, nobody was online…
I tried to think but my mind was all negative to a point were i even thought of goin 2 watch tv…
I went through my phone book but couldn’t call anybody…
I askd my self questions and eventually answered my self…

As i answered my self more and more questions came to my mind…
I took time to pray and it helped to calm down…
I tried sleeping again but the same thing happened, i couldn’t sleep…

I was wondering if i had problems but couldn’t agree whit the truth…
I was in denial…

I smiled but deep inside i laughed sarcastically towards my self…
I started to have a headache…
Then i accepted im not happy …

I was wondering why…
I ignored the real answer …

Eventualy i took a decision of going to the kitchen to drink water so that the headache could be minimised…
It never worked…
I tried to update my facebook status but my mind went blank….

I listend 2 Larry Head my mind came at ease…
Simply bbecause i realised that my problem was not my problem…
It was ssomeone else problem but just bbecause i care and i tried to figure it out to see a smile on your face again…

Remember 4 u 2 find de cure u must knw de cause!
The is nothing wrong with caring for your loved ones

Dont let your worries become stress
Life its self is a gift from God

When you are stressing you ain’t really living…
Dec 2013 · 371
Our Woman
They say the is always a woman behind every succesful man…
Ofcourse its true without a woman man could have never been born.

The woman is the one who give birth even though man impregnated her..,
Most woman are mothers, they are wives and historically woman have been the one who raise kids well and worked domestical chores while man went for bigger meat…

They say the man is the head of the house he leads the way but the woman is the one that points the directions…

To all the woman out the in the world I would like to thank you on behald of other man, as my token of appreciation for your loving tender care…

In my own definition a woman is a female human being with pride of who she is
A woman is someone with motherly Love from birth
A woman is the mastermind of the household in the family

A woman is a fragile being that should be treated with love and respect
Dec 2013 · 875
That Selfish Kind Of Love
I have very few words to utter

Selfishness is destructive…

Selfishness is the core ignition of war…

Example world war….

That selfishness kind of love…

Mmmmmm…

Has a tendecy of Love struck whip…
Leaves the heart with a longer lasting smile
Keep the heart satified till…

Very manipulative indeed
Indigenously it has claimed life of a handfull

Alot sactifised for it
Alot lost their soul to the Gream reaper for it
Alot don’t care about anything except for it…

It’s lovely…
It’s Love after all…
That selfishn kind of love…

It goes deeper and deeper
It leaves you in a galaxy of its own…
Its like the feeling of touching a star…

It gives you the benefit of doubt, that kind of 7 wonders….
It swings around with 6th senses…
It deceives the fortune tellers truth…

The words I love you that I may utter on your ear, especially unexpected in a right mood in a silent enviroment with that ****** expression of I mean it….

Taking your soul to the lost world….

Nothing can come between the two..

Let go, let free “NEVER” says the cheated heart…
Till death do us apart…

You must run as fast as you could if you come across those words “Til death do us apart” its like signing invisible contract that has a small print that says you try to break up you are death…

That selfishn kind of love has alot of clause…
The whole contract has being composed with “I love you” in BOLD the rest small print…

Good luck!

Its your choice…

Love exist…

Same as the selfish kind of love

Its Love…
Dec 2013 · 1.0k
Inspired...
Im not so religious but I came across a scripture from the bible of God that reads like this…

Romans 8:18

For I consider that the sufferings of this present time are not worth comparing with the glory that is to be revealed to us.

Just few minutes later I saw a documentary about gangs in South Africa Cape Flats…
Bad hey demoralised community…

They were forced by the push and pull factors of life..

They classify themselves as third people in South Africa…

The leader of the most notorius gang “The American”
Believes in God….

Shocking I know…
To have a gun is a norm to them…
Kids dream to be the best gang LeaDer…

Their suffering only brought misunderstanding not freedom..
They made it worse by terrorising each other…

They are supposed to be inbetween since they are an origin breed of African and European mix…

They utter words that I. The apartheid regime they were the 3rd people…
Freedom days they are still the 3rd people…

One of a gang member who used to have unclear dreams of going to the sea and see the world “Funny enough the see is not far but he failed to purseu his dreams” any way he utter words like “Black people are rich now, white people are stil rich and colored are in jail…”
The Dude is outside but stil blaming it on the next person…

Laziness is a serious sickness….

My fellow sister out the don’t give up on dreams if you don’t get a rich husband…

My brothers its not your fault that you were born poor…

Privilege is not always given to the majority…
I’m an African in South Africa but white people always gets privilege of high employement opportunities…
Only because they are still dominant as executives…

We do have Africans at the high posts,  but hey most are just the acting face for public sake….

I may have problems but I don’t let them overcome me, for I know I have greater things that the lords have spared me to harvest for I my self have being given the permission by God Him self to live his way or my way….

The best gift of them all life for free from God…
Dec 2013 · 337
Lost State....
When i am in a lost State…
i tend to speak alone when the is nobody around,
i tend to walk long distances til im lazy to walk back home,
i become at ease with life and think clearly,

i smile alot
i become so proud about life
i get inspired

I review My achievement
i value My capabilities
i analyse My extraordinarity

I plot counter attack against My enemies
I create room for them to make a mistake so i can use it against them not threaten…

Randomly i smile about the strength i have…
Emotions gets mixed up and cool down in mannerly way

Anyway i just dont fall into a trace of lost State…
Even excitement cant take me to that state…
Only bad things can ignite that…

Its a good way
it help to ease up
and think clearly
its not spontaneous
it defeats anger…

Its my kind of lost State…
Dec 2013 · 937
Food'...
Food

I don’t personally like eating
It makes you fat
Though you get nutrion…

Food can affect you emotionally
Can be a reason for your boredom
It depresses you in a way

It can take you from 6 pack to 1 funny pack
it can build you and deform you

We live to eat but not necessary to eat physical food
Food for your soul
Food for your thoughts
Those are good food
Not too much of nutritional food

I resent eating too much
Liquids can be good
Alcohol not bad as lonh u Drink wisely
Binge is for the imature…

Fizzy drinks your sodas not that bad as long as you don’t abuse them…
100% juice can get you a running stomach
Water is the best I can survive days with it only…

Food need a proper plan
Your temper the diet you temper your body
You temper your emotional circle
Your sleeping circle
Food gets you tired
Reason for fatigue…
I gause now it is clearly visible
Money makes the world go round…

Majority would sell their soul for the love of money
The money that would only last for their generation

Being creative is not a sin…
Copy and paste can cause damages that would take several decades to fix
Engineering was the for the reason
Though poor engineering design can cause some damages that can be redesigned and modified

You let it go and you will suffer
You intervene you are wrong you will be assassinated
You spread the word and get ignored…

Colonisation still exist Indirectly…
Now it’s even worse
Colonised by private individuals because he can afforded
They land were they can jus like a cat

They get to be protected
People get to be question and uncertainty answer are the…

Capital city road are in a mess
Foreign country benefits
The community suffer
Fuel price goes up at the same rate as traffic congestion

Closing all the freedom of travelling to work
Depression gets agrivated
Financial strain becomes a norm
Fools are enjoying the fruits

The greedy are on holiday
The investors are making more deals
The official know the bribery language better
The nation is falling down

The grow rate is stand still
More and more labour strikes takes place
The economy gets dragged on mud

Consciousness people are disappointed
Anger is boiling
Crime is going to increase
Drug use is a norm

Opportunist are flying like scavengers
Poor government is a shame
It also affect those who are not political
In order to be succesful you must be a fool…

Thats the worse advise you can get ever..
I am so hurt after i got an advise like that…

Maybe i dont get the message right, help.
Being stupid means letting other people oppress you to get succesful,
I stil dont get it…

Steve Biko ” THEY HAVE TAKEN A BRIEF LOOK AT WHAT IS, AND HAVE DIAGNOSED THE PROBLEM INCORRECTLY. THEY HAVE ALMOST COMPLETELY FORGOTTEN ABOUT THE SIDE EFFECTS AND HAVE NOT EVEN CONSIDERED THE ROOT CAUSE. HENCE WHATEVER IS IMPROVISED AS A REMEDY WILL HARDLY CURE THE CONDITION.” From I write what i like the chapter We blacks…

The sad part is even after 19years of democratic freedom in South Africa, some people wont change the State of mind about racial oppression it stil exist especially more in work plaće enviroment…

For someone who grew up Free, born Free generation stil put the whites superior and continue worshiping them to be superior than the other fellow nlack brothers grow up…

I am a fighter, i refuse to sell my soul to please fellow White brothers for favours of better treatment because of my dark Colored skin…

Its a sign, with the more knowledge i am equiping My self with for better and my space of democratic freedom and rights, i will succed in life…

For all the previously disadvantaged people they went through some tough time and cruel struggle…
For instance the “72 Hour Clause. A clause in apartheid regulations which controlled the movement of African from one district to another.”

Those people struggled but they fought dor equality. Now that we have equality you stil wanna plaese a fellow White brother with all the previllages you have.

I my self i know that through struggle that i encounter in life i learn more on survival and live to tell a story…

Im dissapointed already about some of the side effect of the past but im not ackwoledging racial discrimination nor even allow it to happen infront of me with a mute sense…

Can’t you see the light!
Its sign…
For all the unprevillaged people the is no succes without a struggle…

From the struggle you learn how to survive and live to tell a story…

Don’t water a thorn tree and expect an apple…
Sep 2013 · 790
I KNOW WHY I DID IT
I KNOW WHY I DID IT…


With a tender good smile i went through and succeded…
The motives were not so good but selfish…

I became an egotist…
I became a hypocrite…
I became infested by evil thoughts…
All thee things were put randomly and i had to repuzzle them…

Nothing ever bothered me but i was bothering u…
You are lucky i didn’t hunt you but i was haunted…

I always gave my self a pat on a shoulder for it even though it’s evil but what can i say i liked it…

I found my self counting and the list was endless, everytime i thought i was done i remembered another…
A fact nobody ever succeded without panishment in evil deeds…

I know why i did it…

Trust me its not that easy…
Its not even easy to let loose nor undastand why you did it…

Its always good when you are in a comfort zone pity it doesn’t last long…

The only cure was the but couldn’t reach out…
It wasn’t difficult at all but evil thoughts were dominating…

If you wana know its simple but complicated to undastand and now i know why i did it…

That simple thing that keeps the smile and tears concurrent…
The seed of all good things in life…

The catalyst of influential good spirit that bring world together…
The great keeper of peace…
I know why I did it…

LOVE Was the main reason!

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