no were to escape only taking on bullets and heavy artillery that explodes killing every one in it's path. no one wants to feel scared but there is a truth to war no one escape only blood shed will stain the white cloth you try saving your best friend who was shot hit all over with fragments of metal making the truth more fear full. theirs nothing such of a war that won't leave bodies piling up. except the cold war that had a tactical scare but not blood shed.  the eye of the heart will say we all break our rules even if our identity's
break that we create to hide  our true self's making it harder and harder to be detected from your really self.. it is clever when the truth of war becomes the truth of your death that will rain on your planes.  i know the to things about war the casualties then your mind making you lose your self then going in a steep slow way threw your own crazy insanity. there's nothing good that you think war is all cool your death will drag you down till your lose it. i'm not scared or feel fear bullets will fly but i know the secret planes how to stay alive .

I walk alone week by week with long thoughts. It feels like the worst kind of pain i known. Nomatter how long i go nomatter how far i walk. Ill never know what a life with out pain is like. Day by day these road are less traveld.  But my heart is weak and broken. The love i lost leaves the scares of my past where i have been abandoned and miss treated at alast. Your word **** me slashing and buring in my skin deep anguish. My mind is nothing but long fill shattered dreams. I have to fight or risk my life trying to fall in love with my happiness that seems ro be running away from me. Every scare you leave on my seems to tell a new begain and end were theres no heroic end. Week by week day by day be hind every bend there is a broken mind you played with. In time you will  hear my voice my mind will scream my withered heart will start to beat once more till you decide to push me away and abonded me agin. Week by week day by day all i see if pur love slipping in to my dreams i had. But my road i travel has many doors every path or door has a beginning but never a end. I try to find pure happinnes when im alone but its just seems to flate line like you left my broken heart you have broke with your tristed lies. Day by day week by week min by min second by second i walk alone with all my scares you left. Bc the love you left wasnt worth it bc of you left your cost behind it

Alone i walk with nothing but a endless fading last breath.

As i look in the mior at my self i see two sides of me one bright and beautiful and the other a mistory awiting to be discovered. My mind is where i spend most of my time thinking long thoughts. Pondering on what is going on. My friend is my own creativity a poet esacpinv my reality i live is hell i cant escape. My mind is full of things i cant explain. Ideas creative exiting but road lesss traveled. Bc beyong every bend is a mistake i make every time i open a new door to my own hell. Where god or satan has no control over. I am a walking hell setting wild fires with nothing left bright or beautiful. In my life there is no sun just a world of hell. If i let you see what i see you might lose your mind and go psychoticly crazy just to escape the pits of fire i walk threw. Wind chimes blow giving a chill to the air leaving me with chills of fear down my spine. My bipolar is like a roaler coster a speeding car that crashes into another cras sometimes. Most of the time i spend my time in my head thinking long thoughts pondering on the possibilitys of what is true and what is false. Week after week im stuck in my head just with all my thoughts that never seem to end it never tires me at all. My friend dont follow mw unless you wish to walk in hell like me

every day is new but my anger grows. when it turns into night my psychoticness grows stronger. one of thes days im going to snap and go psychotic on thos who wasted my time.

but anger is one thing but ill never go insane  on any one who dont **** me off
good day

Nothing seems to matter when she took my hands and told me to follow her into the night we laughed we played we hugged we kissed my heart is burning  with passion and her firery lust she hits me like a train with I feel her skin agents mine every day disappears litle by little when my every hope and my every dream and my every day dream become reality am i going insaine or am i finally happy where i wanted to be

I walk the road I chose to follow.
Playing ***** screamed your shot is wacked? How to escape the truth you don't want to show your real self.


Like a shadow your self image lies like spray painting a broken angery mind that won't admit weight from wrong.





Insanity  or guilty of all your mistakes you ran instead of writing the new storie you justchews to cras an burn.

No creative ways to redeam your self.



The house if truth will make the light as bright if you speak the truth or just keep lying.



Being fake may just smash all your teeth out being fake fit you is ditch
Now it's your grave.



Being true speaking your mind making the road turn to pathes to all crazy opportunist .


Be true your own willl write society's  next move.


A posey is just a flower but
A rose is the truth about your life.
A rose is a reward for guiding the broken weak lost to the next game.

Blind truth ****** knuckles the last smile I though was just is horsing around.

Why dose things seem to end with a fight at the end of the day.


Not enough pain killers of booz  will change the feeling of insanity in. The room .


Why don't we just play nice.


But knowing me the false leading became my fist hearing the deal out of all your bill **** fake lies.

In  this world you have all these fun and games. The one we find to fall in love making crazy stupid love stories that only make part of our dreams.  Memories will be made.
what is the line you fall on to stop this madness that takes away all the trust you make threw new people you make.  Have life endured the lies it only brings.  All this world brings is broken trust.

The angel can lay asleep but watch the world for a while then tell me the truth of what do you really see.

You can spend all you life time making memories but you have no idea what mass attack will rip you and your life all apart.

This world is so unforgiving but I have the key to take every blow.


You could take my and just destroy me every thing! but you know I wont fight back.


My secret weapon is my words and my observations.


Every one has the choice to not fear the reality but what is the truth

Blood shed fighting and die.


I'm not letting any one cage me in . I have been in  the shadows hiding till I could say my report and not be the one who stepped up in the counsel of choice,


but I have nothing to lose or fear any any more. The only thing I fear is losing the ones I love dearly.



For any one I love I would take my life to shield you from  braze of bullets...


You can take every thing away from me but the truth will always stand tall,

but you can take my life away or every thing but I don't have any thing to lose.

What i see is my self nothing special nothing crazy.  Nothing but a weak smile and scares all over my entire body looking deep into my eyes you can touch my soul. The only thing to see is my humble heart i would hide from you. Music flowes threw my body sending the vibrations threw my mind and heart. Hearing the rythem drown out of me seem to bleed when my scares rip apart.

I'm insane  no your not I have no way to go. Every day I can't runn or haveroom to breath threw.


Every breath seems like knives cutting threw me.


I haven't been sleeping.

Just looking out my eyes make me want to scream till I pass out.


I'm out on the streets with insane ideas that may make people scream running for all intensity.

No time to cry .
Just a straight line I have to play to obey the crimes that were told so our minds could have some devious self control
All the blood from all the evidence sick ***** that make u want to self destruct waste your last break before every mocking lie you run from that you must stay to finish what your evil devious plan.

Evil or not mocking lies make your mind turn cold blooded killer like a government sleeper age to when activated unstoppable force.


No where to run let's just play till the end of the ***** truth is revealed

Pure energy long lasting. The pure high I drift into and drift out. Trying to chase that feeling I'll never know for the time we have to mature and grow.

I'm not insaine. Buy I am a psychotic machine chasing something you will never be able to feel the same.


I am my own malevolent addiction to stupid **** I'll never win back.


I will chase the feeling of my highs and lows. But I will never end up strong if I'm weak as hell

What if i told u that i have lost someone vary dear to me!
every day has no ending its a chapter book with endless endings that keep going. this world has so much danger how long can i keep going when war and corruptness spreads like a disease. wild fire that spreads taking the lives of people who cant fight any more! every day has a new change every trust is a simple whit lie so no one suspects the dangers coming a head>>>! what if war broke out would you fight for what the gavernment wont show. surviving any threat is the way friend ships stays. evan if you cant trust the friends who burnt you and ******* you up taking your only thing dear to you.


I ask you what would you do even if it involves fighting death and war and riots all alone


for every person whos lives were lose i place a red rose on the dead for the nature (RIP) what would u do is you had nothing left to even live for. i wouldnt let go i would keep writing my storie in the chapter book that never ends the pen on paper never stops

my own words i want people to hear my words. i want the world to hear my poetry heal the ones who need it. i want people to know my words need to be heard
every poem or sentence means the world to be heard.
i dont do good with socializing much. but i would rather show you a world where you can scream the world. i hope to show you a world o free to go ******* insaine what ever you want. take the pen or brush and paint your words make people read what your heart desiers.  make your own room smash the table smach the chair threw the windos

you lie awake seeing nothing but the fan spin all around. the truth is real your life is a lie. if i take the pain away what will be my next role speaking the line you were told to survive. today is as what yesterday was. how long is the the path to run away. the feeling of being high brings me peace but what will it come to me. falling to the floor seeing the room spin with no grip to life up. every night i grow more open minded to what life would be life to have some one grab my be for i slip off the cliff into insanity. my reflection looks at me and says love isn't real when you are high. every night growing more skid dish not able to face reality. i am my own mid night stuck in a trans of endless mind lies. losing every thing you loved before will be your next score. i'm a mess when i just can't find my grip. i'm growing more  ****** up as time takes its toll on my life away from people who loved me.



theirs no place to hide or run away only inanity will play your life's roll. away till mid night locking your self away from from society till 48 hours have been passed starving the crave for you next score. i hear to force my self into reality. my grip is slipping looking down to the  huge rail road bridge plunging to my endless road where angels will erase every thing that made me the mess i have to realize life is free from night and day is the real reason why i only come out at night no i won't be seen.


being the mess my reflection keeps telling me i'm not crazy or insane but lost in a world where society scares the **** out of me taking the mess i have become

love is what reality will make your life open to ideas that will make you love finding some one who will always have a open heart to cry on

i have beat my addiction when i have fallen in love erasing my messed up self into a life that facing reality.


my night mar went away when a girl found me in the world.


i have the ease no more cold hearten twist or never awake.

just do it one more time

when will be it okay for me just to let out every thing that hits me all over my body leaving the words and every thing like a fishing net holding it all on me. i am stronger that i know i can show but don't know when to show you my Russian deep blue eyes leaving me out in the middle of a war zone with people just dying.
i really don't know how to tell you when my tears will start to flow when you make me lay on you lap.  i thought true love would n ever leave an impression on you.
you make my lay my head on your lap telling me every thing that went wrong will become true with no tears left to fall. you make my world turn upside down with no more fear or pain left to feel.

awak all night with shallow minded thoughts. awak all night with nothing to say except the rejection you have been to lost and shattered dreams. tears have shed but no point to even care when you have nothing to hold on to when u feel abandoned like every try u made to make a new friend. my heart will sing to it own rythem. but my voice will never be heardd ever again from societys ****. fallen angel what regrets when you feel hollow and weak with thoughts and regrets. loved or not loved nothing to keep up just fall deep into a path that will break apart making you spin into darkness you cant lift.

I'm stronger than twisted mother ***** who have no clear idea who they want to be.
What limits do I should show. My evil side of me has a mind of its own.
My anger turns your vision into blindness.
My evil side has no heart only twisted lies scars wounds that never singe.


My evil side plays games like a oijia board gone horribly wrong.
Your ideas become twisted games  turning dangerous with no way to turn back and run.


My evil  side is stronger when you manipulate  break take every thing of me. My evil side feeds on your misfortunes it feeds off your own stupidity it feeds on all your horrible remarks insults lies. My evil side only grows stringer from your twisted bul **** and your stupidest ucks

this world has so much ******* **** that it corrups peoples mind. i cant function with out my music drowning my till i cant stand. every song has a new meaning to my life when every mistake i have made threw life . what do i got to do if my stress takes my internal soul.  my headphon es truned up really loud so i cant hear the ******* smart *** remarks said. no one knowes i cant hear there **** that plays threw the air. when i am lost my music has saved the broken peices that cant be put back to place. my music spreads like a wild fire music takes my silence speech away to put on a new smile

I have set a like of black and white no color. I have shunned away societies ******* over and over. I have been stranded in a vortex that play's your life's mistakes like a minor with a ****** fist from anger in the pure eyes of the devil of your own misery.
Eyes and ears but all I have to say to that is blah blah what ever. I have no wish except that my voice would of been heard cause life would be more innovated.
My last dying wish is to see society not be such copy cats of one another. Making me feel like shunning away made a good decison.

I see threw my eye eyes and every ****** up mistake i have made. life is what makes the truth appear. even every fake identity to hide.  people say to you when your next mistake will cost your own life. i rather be alone so i don't have to think about ever mistakes that make your own self. this world is like a cloud of regrets. theirs no possible to redeem your self to prove this world wrong. society is a regret i feel has no limits only mistakes that plan before hand.

lies on regrets lies all plane lies your own mistakes make you more experianced for the next generations shine

Your love is rought nothing you have done will every be good your words your love is buring scares onto my flesh when you hid from me. Word will never be enought to show you the pain i suffer nothing will ever be able to show you the world i live in. Hell is where i live like blads sliceing your souls away. Your love is like a gun you pulled the trigger shooting me in the heart. Theres nothing left there nothing even worth saving when im gone. When i walk this earth i will whow you my world i live and see. But there now point of showing you bc you will never understand me till the day we split away from the truth of you killing me

I saw you your beauty left me wondering what happened to me. Your voice has hipnotized me leaving me in your spell. I have no control only you have control of me your voice has paralized me making my heart explosed a million red roses im losing my mind when you lour me into your arms deep into a whole day of lustic *** with the night full of mistery and lust i dont know what to say the feeling of her every touch and her voice leave me breathless till I can't breath every sensation when she kisses me im completly losing my mind



The women of my dreams has put me in her spell paralized by her suductive love im  not going to try to escape when i have already escaped into pure love *** lust im finally set free of my demons when i was a falling angel saved by my guardian angel

Every day you play me as a fool you take all my hope and dreams and smash them everyday mom you scream at me for the hard work i do for you dad all you do is scream at my face leaving me with pain deep down all you ***** do is scream at me treat me like im nothing but a ******* joke a fool. You do nothing but call your self family when i have nothing to left to say nothing cause all **** day you scream at me from sun up to sun down



Your choice of words are intresting but your like a bottle of liquir you drink it all day one its gone so is you soul


Havnt you seen your words chase me away

You nothing but a joke your self  playing with fire



Your life is a lie you call your self human when you cant evne control yourself and speak to me me like i am real


I regret to say i think you have nothing you are nothing


Your like a bottle of liquir you drink it all **** day and it empty at the end


Truthfully i am human i have a voice mom and dad you will never understand I DONT GIVE 2 ***** WHAT YOU SAY YOUR ALL ******* WAST OF TIME YOU OVISLY HAVE NOTHING BETTER TO DO WASTING MY TIME WHEN I AM MARRIED QND HAVE MY OWN FAMILY I REGRET TO SAY I NEVER CARED WHAT YOU SAY I NEVER CARED YOU ONLY LET SCARES THAT RIDE MY BODY DEEPLY


YOU PLAYED ME AS THE FOOL WHEN YOUR NOTHING BUT FOOLS YOUR SELVES

I am just slowly rusting away like the Russian submarines left rote loaded with horrors that bring ecological havoc. I lose all feeling emotion I feel none functional.

I was a top well oiled top of the line machine but time took its own path enstead of being decommissioned properly I was set off to expose toxins.

I have no energy or any feeling to give a ****.


I have no control over my emotions or just simply to not give a crappie what any one says anymore.


I have been holding and pulling along the weight of the world with no time to have a break I was used to hold on everyone's problem and there ****.

No I have been set off to rotate and rust with a arsenal or mass destruction and toxic chemicals  that will destroy  the economy systems



Only if I was decommissioned properly I would still be pulling the weight of the world flawlessly

I have no way of escape my clostraphobie. Slowly suffocates me till there Isnt any air left for me to breath. This big vast world will never seem to surprise me or tell me I'm insane. My emotions play every wild card till it drains my energy even if I try and try to keep my cool. My heart is as big as it could be for every tear I try to hide. I feel powerless while you stabed me in the back. Society plays tricks opening my mind up with lost. Hope regrets. My energy drins I just died. Rapid emotions runs with full speed taking me on the verg of losing my mind. Rapid emotions have taken my life making it a never ending nightmar you can't just get up an move on

Rapid emotions **** as you slowly go insane till there's nothing left to catch you from the dead

Anger anger tearing me apart losing my controll seeking nothing but revenge. Split ends leave ****** horror that leaves nothing but destruction. Words will set a blaze in it's path. I'm tired of lies you  put down. Blinding the path we follow to breath.  I am a riot I am a war I am a leathel weapon I am your enemy I am your worst night mar I am the reson you can't function I am the reason you will never unleash the beast inside you I am your biggest fear
. I have self control only time to put away is anger threw my ****** shed ways to escape your grips.



I show no resistance but aggression if I can't hold self control only me making your life a living fear and a living he'll

No no no you ******* coward  I swear to all the poor *** haters I swear you can't take me down I will fight back till I die I am soldier I fight gods honor a loyal angel of death I wil call the shots no more abuse no more manipulation and lies im getting close to shaping  your lies words hate im russian yoy hate me *******

My foot steps only leave my impression in this world that i play a danger's game. i want to prov this world wrong from my ideas. foot steps been left for ages but what have u wanted to do.

i want to escape all this ******* in this ******* **** face society that only leaves anger and betray. My ideas i want to prove that life would be better when every one could just speak there mind. life with fear is no match for me cause i can bee taken.

i could have every thing taken from me but i will never go down even if you take my soul but my voice will blow your mind.

my words will change your mind but will change the world when i make my point

your not carefull he looks right threw you with razor sharp claws. his eyes hipnoties you to draw you closer making you want to know the world of hell's secrests. the book you gaze apon takes your soul and gives you his word. no evil can take my mind only if i chant for him to arrive. his tricks are good but so are you all. you have your mental side to let loose on hell selling peoples minds to vishious creaters that only want blood lust to live. dont let your mind and eyes follow in the hands of him self cause theres no escape when you want to go back

No hope
No time leaving the warmth of her arms. No light no voices no time cold trapped in darkness forever. Forgotten never remembered why you could feel the warm breeze in the air dead. Silence has taken away the lies people killthem self over. What you can't feel is the emotions deep in you when Im just hollow for taking blow by blow chasing the girl of my life.. I would take my life to let her survive. Being dead cold wondering why people try to care. They say the truth won't hurt but being thrown down kills slowly no escape just lies that rip threw my skin like knives.  

Nothing left to care nothing left to keep moving.



       DEAD OR ALIVE you wi never escape what awaits you down your path


Lies or slowly  dying

Won't
Matter no screams or cries just dead silence that bleeds



DEAD OR ALIVE you won't survive

If you awaken, this illusion,
and you understand that black implies white,
self implies other,
life implies death,
or shall I say, death implies life,
you can feel yourself.

Chasing the dreams of all my past memories plays hypnotic song threw the mind of my soul that runs wild like the mustangs of the open  bad lands. True love seems to be hanging heavily in my heart Makin me feel so mentally drained when all I want is to live in harmony with the people I love as my heart beats alone. I feel like I'm living a dream with no ending the storie keeps going like endless fairy tales that just feel like they can't be real only when reality hits you you feel my love! The hypnotic endless energy of love kindness and compassion can be stronger than freight train speeding down the rails. Only then when love fails we all begin to derail. Love is such hypnotic mystery were all lucky to experience the ride threw the Frontline.

I feel the buzz in my mind and soul the feeling you want to chase the shooting stars with. Again and again.

I feel fine
I feel weak
I feel like ****
I feel like the worst hang over
I feel sick like a drug addik
I feel dizzy at 3 am
I feel like puking my  guts outhe.

I feel like I can't stop my sick addiction even though I have tried to get clean but relapse  has stopped me dead as can be.


I wonder what it feels like to be clean from the energy drinks that runs your life heroine.



Over and over I wonder how sick I look.


12 days 56 days with diswraling getting clean.


My money has been going good fast for my fix but in reality I'm a mess.


Why have a relationship when u can hide it any more.


Why try when you only do things to get your addiction to berry you alive .



No escape no wondering get what's it like to be clean from this wrecked curse you can't leave .


Am I insane or just lost

worn out like rag doll. being thrown all around from the little kid who has been your entire life.

being in so many adventures i hope my stuffed arms hold for the breath taking rides we will endure. my heart has watched u all of u grow up.

years and years of love made me want to say i know life gets hard but that's not a reasone to give up or love your dreams.


when i have looked in your eyes i knew that you were going to do and become along the way.

but i'm always hear if u just need me to hold something soft to cuddle when u'r ready to cry im just your stuffed doggy you have been given to you.

life will get harder but ill still be here when u need to hold to feel better about the problem in life shows  


remember :) im the rage doll u loved

Take me by the hand I'll show you a world you've never seen before a life of running free where our love is pure we will light the flam for our romance dont be afraid my love this world is filled with evils and darkness so take me by the hand I'll show you a world a autopia where there no darkness no evil we will run away spread our love chasing all the evils away we will change the darkness into light our love is so pure nomore bloodshed will happen anymore

I'll show you a world where there nothing but pure love that we can change the world with

i have been up all night losing my grip.
all i have felt is my mind playing tricks on me making me want to lose every thing and trash the place till i burn alive.
it only 12 am i haven't even let my heart rest all these words i cant get out of my mouth.
you haven't made up your mind to let me or tell me i'm losing my mind in to insanity that wont let me scream my lungs out till i puke my guts out leaving me insane and dead.
all night there is a code i have saw pass the back of my head. all my sharpies have dyed or ran out for my despise. i feel like i want to tear this place down like the house of cards i have assembled. all the symbioses i have written all over my body that will make you scream at me for being nothing but a ****** path that can never be silenced even never ever stop'd. up all night just wanting to scream till i can make a point   of i'm still hear. up all night i have so much built up inside when all my loved ones just fight taking out all there violence they have to use.  i know some times life is rough. up all night i have so many things that built up in me. up all night i ponder that i have lost my mind to insanity and the free fall of what i have been on each and every day. up all night i just want to let out all my darkest demons to try to make a smile. up all night i might leave sneaking out at 12:06 am just leaving to escape to vent my life's misery. up all night i just want to try to sleep but what will i do cause music has calmed me till i fell asleep. up all night i grow more crazy just fighting this worlds ******* that hits me from every way.

up all night i have so much to write even if i grow more insanely crazy up all night i just want answers that will tell me the real truth.


if i'm up all night just letting you know in the morning i will have writings all over my body.

when you feel like your never going to give in but what will show threw your self image.

your mind lets it rain and bend the rules.
your only fried who has never left your side is your shadow witch ha be came a single  identity of it's own.

what do you want to do when you had enough?  what i do is would riot against.

what road do i take the road of my own life falling into satians gates.
how far is the fight to make my ground and my point

the rain pours down leaving this earth bringing beauty. my self shows just fear. my eyes close as i take to my path undetectable to my safe haven of feeling free of society's grip of death. i cant find a way to leave the grips of peoples lies. no matter where i run or how fast  or  try to fight it back. ill never have a place to be alone to recover alone with no people to get to my head. every ones words make you feel dead with nothing but weight crushing you till you lose it and go psychotic on the peoples who just weigh you down slowing you stopping you to making a different to make the world a better place

I see my self in the meioir but i see just a dark image that looks like lies to the human eye. this is life with no way to even want to try. that final day i will let lose my broke memories. i have no point that love is real. love is just a stupid pathetic notion every body said to me. i have been broken but when i see you all this ******* will bring me up and then throw me down hard till i grow my  own weakness. i have nothing nice to say but when i find away just run never stop ever look back behind your back. your own childesh games have made me dead in side.  on the out side i have a fake smile but in me i will find you track every move you make planing to take back my soul that was torn apart from me. this time its my dead souls who will get revenge on your sorry all you scream

i think love is a dangerous road to go down. its blind it will take your mind driving you you t your own insanity. you cant swim away you drown. its all lies that surround you like old memories that make me want to punch you in the face. i have been caught trap'd for internetey. no room to breath just lost of hope to be let free .
love is a blind identity that stabs you in the back. i see no reason for love to bite me like a vampire needing to feed then you are trapped till you dye. your life has been erased your don't know how to release the anger. your voice is only hollow  your mind cant say letters or even say any words. you have been trapped in a parallel universes that collapse killing every body. the love is a blind danger that no one will survive from you life is over taken away by the love that wasn't meant to become.


love is a dangerous blind road to your own soul that will be taken away only the suffocation you'l   get is no way to  escape no freedom will ever come all your friends and family just don't want anything left to care about you cause the blind dangerous night you have lost your real mind only insanity will bring this house of cards down to the floor.

I see the thrill in my mind a 007 agent in pure blindness. I have heard your voice sounding like wind chIms blowing around in a rain storm.

Your love was so strong that I felt like darkness will play taking away lives.

I couldn't sleep only me laying on your chest hearing your heart beat. I see nothing but a 007 agent picking up insanity

losing time as summer hangs into long summer days. i have just picked up my stuff and just walked away disappearing from blind anger.  my foot prints leave only a trail that goes dead cold. not feeling trap'd. but for how far away i was received a letter but the way it seems to hear is like a dear john e letter but this one has said that society has fallen apart with out me when i just walked away from things like fake people no truth just lyres that for the building s trucker like building that touch the tip of the sky.

i walked away following my heart from the letters i fear they all sound like the dramatic dear john letter. only leaving misery behind.my disappearance meant escape from things that are lies only pure aggression will territories the lives if i would have meant to be friends. and i  walked way so i wouldn't be suffocated by the drama  that just stabbed you.


life is society's lies they teach you to make you pretty little way you will tear apart

you and i trusted friendship that lasted till my insanity will drive you into your own madness. every night and day laughing till we cant breath. I'm so bad cause i will tear this world apart to find the place to hide down into safety when this world will drown you.  look at me society is scared of me. every new idea i make all i know is that friend ships will be dead to me. your time is just something i will never have enough to follow by its own lie.

i have no fear of any thing any more.  but i will tear this world apart till i make the message clear that big ideas will make innovative ideas to make this world change will over power the ones who can't realize what right means to people.



i will never let my ideas leave till i make my point making this world know change will come but. so lock you doors or join making life easy to survive for any kinda people who can't keep there heave above the surface.

this world has no chance to hold me back. all there is left is war blood shed leaving screams of the dead that makes this world turn all around. spending the friday nights alone making setting this place a blaze watching this life turn down till insanity killes us all making this world glow with neon smoke.

Inside me there is a evil that grows when my anger grows i lose contol and go insaine.

Lets play a game a game of ******* up peoples minds

The demons will play so will i agame you will never beable to survive


On my body my mind will scream for how may weeks i havent slept


Night go by awake all night with nothing but the engery of life


Your regrets are real its time let the demons escape into reality letting the ugly side of you terrize the life you chose to live



My pure heart is what has kept me alive no evil could break my pure heart the leads and guides me threw the gates of living hell




Lets play a game a game of twisted minds will you dare to play the game of twistdd minds unleashing your evils ugly side out



I thing you should you will purify your own self and let your wounds heal


Will you like to play my game and see what will arrive

all night laying awake only knowing what life would be like to understand. my mind see;s lies but my heart doesn't know weather to cry or just run away so i won't have to face the people the next day. i lay next t my girlfriend. the road feels like the empty hollow feeling. no place to hear or want to speak. been clean  from self harming for 2 and a half months. every thing i wanted to say i rather just let my road pay out dissipating drooping off the face of the earth knowing ill bee leaving my love asleep in the nigh. nothing has any thing to make any scene to it. just lost in deep deep deep thoughts just trying to get by. only losing track just keep going to my self

i lay softly asleep with no fear. my dreams have the escape to bring hell and anger. my anger grows as i sufficate from what your pathetic lies you put on your show.  my lungs take in air an breath out dark smoke slowly leaving. i scream in my dreams from you posining me while i sleep. your ****** lies tea m life apart. all i can feel is strangleing you to shut the **** up u have traped me under my skin and i cant scream cause i will expole with pain. not even the most stronges pain killers could take the stuberness under my own skin

n o one can hear the screams cause if u do u wont know what will hit you off your feet

Every day i want to scream my lungs out every person i face just leaves there darkness on me like taking a sharpie and drawing lins on your skin words will fade so will the scares but the pain they left you in feels like your not strong enought. The one i loved hqve left and abandoned me as time seems to lose all i can say if im tired i have no more strength to listen to words that have no meaning

The screams I hear of dead soldiers trying to escap ther toumb of the deep knocking and distance explosions of the echoes of the past the fire of hell was droped thousands of lives lost into a  distant scream voices heard help help as crews raced to free the souls of the dead tears will start to slowly overflow when you know the fight will never end the dead scream and cry for there loves as time sealed them into a watery grave the last few mins was the prayer of our loard and savior to lift there souls to heaven the dead scream in distance years as you look at the us  Arizona