what am i i look like just a scare
what am i to you in this world
every night i uncover my scares that cover every inch  of my body
i feel like a scarey monster every morning
my body is tourn ripped slashed and scared
i dont know if i should look at my reflection
i cant hide for ever run from fear
people cant even look at my face with out just looking at my slashes down my face
i know i am here but i have fear of what will happen to me
im not afraid to show my self out in public
but i have my own doubts of whats next aft my silence turns violent
what do need to say to you when you just looked at me
you spead lies of hate.
you were my friend who turned on me
i walk alone with my headphones turned all the way up
i know you never ment to hurt me so
im leaving you to start over to start new
my voice maybe quiet but i have big heart who could never hurt any one
even if you burgt me behind my back
maybe its just time for me and you to separat till
till the day ends
then we could brake the silence you have mad along your dream ill never be mad
accident and trust issues happen

i dont care if i was shot or almost dead. these last words have said my true mind. what turnes life inside out. but im going to take the pain on. you mean more to the world ill be the wings that hold you safe. you are my most prized possestion. i will fight to keep you safe to move along. im just your guardian angel that will take all lifes danger till i die to help you threw lifes games.

my storie isnt really that important. i dont want things to hurt you.  to me your just a glass vase that holds the perfect mistory

my days are long. but i dont trust trust the words of the con man.
my eyes glow red when i have been lied to by a friend. i told him he digging his grave. the further you play your tricks the deeper you will go.
every lie you said made your own wish to be roting internal hell.
every lie is your life sentence  for how long you want to be draged down to hell. you wont even know what to say cause im an the devil. the deeper you dig is the harder the punishment you put on your self.

no one trust you any more no one knows why you try to talk when people have found your ***** book of lies you wrote down every day to save or get out of what means to your own world.

every lie you said has people becomeing angery for you the biggest mistaky you have became your not real your just the lies you put on your self.

every one els is living we but you have dug your self deeper deeper in to hell. with nothing to even save your self.

i speak my poetry with no regrets all my words that deep down is the spoken truth of what i think of you. i lay awake all night with no thoughts. you cross my mind but this world isnt strong enought to keep us to gather even if its tommarow. i feel my mind racing with my heart raccing to gather. i could run but what would that do. i dont want to hide i want peace or if not we will bring the riot to **** all of you. the powerfull needs to be taken out. the ones who need to speak are the oneswho you prisioned in the shadows. the un heard voices will come out and flood the stage. we wont back down all the voices now will be heard with force and not pain or misery you shut off..

for every voice every word will create a river of what the strong and the fearless the fear will rain terrior on your grave we stand to gather in the rain and tell the world our storie bring colors in to the dead society

life is a society of ******* lies. but who really determens weather your words will be taken to slave the hopless. why are we the kind to end the world. my parenoied side has ran away and be cam and identity in descies.  my name has been lifted deleted just like the sentence you were just on. whats left to fight when theres no one to be saved.
who are you  even to me. all i have caused is every one to turn on me.

this world is all automated every one is the same?
they dress the same
eat the same
do the same thing.

social media has taken the lives of any one who crosses the trap they fall into the social media trap.

how do i know where every one is just a security camera watching every step i run.
i have my minde set free im going to lose control and **** any one who captures me.

im going to break threw the codes screen names and anonumis user names who has be both in the cross fire. im going to lose control and riot what you have lost


no ones left in this world just screen names that steal who you are

no more i am the only weapon you have to be afraid of me caise you cant even track me or tracy my steps..

you cant control me cause im not dead im not on a screen so im not dead yet or (BRAIN WASHED) to media of lies.

save your self or run and desrtoy what his scope cross hairs lined on you

what am going to o when all i do is ponder. this world filled with silence danger. how to hid when all we are just batteling all of our own fear. im not afraid to speak my mind even if it takes my own soul. nothing is my life only head on fear that never ends alone.

i know i can hide from societys games so i rather fun threw hell to flip up this world of lies
no changes could be made when i just have long empty pondering thoughts how. can i let my words out when i have nothing to say my every mistake has reflected on me to run threw hel and back