Why is everything so stupid?
Why so much broken & forgotten?
Lost inside of electicuting shock
caught in a maelstrom of confusion
a lifeless misery longing and searching for something it cannot obtain..
good luck with being tormented with the devil of hope
every time you think, breathing heavy with a stabbing axe to your spine
good luck and good riddance to mortality.

Hey...you know when two people meet for the first time...
something extraordinary happens
Something stunning can transform into something simply perfect.
Love at first sight?..maybe
Love over time? perhaps..
Lust? ..only when your ravenous for ***.
Love comes in different forms and personalities.
I am a different form, and you are a different persona
maybe we should assemble..
who knows…
Maybe something extraordinary can spark between us.

Sleeping in my own reality
Serenity? Yet no inner tranquility.
How much closer can you really be?
I see you , feel you
yet I am not near you.
We are far away..
These winds are dead
My sails subsided in casting enough ****** to put me into your direction.
I have anchors bound to my feet
The chains cutting into my skin.
Longing to break free.
My conscious screams to the heavens.
You cant force anything that wasn't there.