Vanessa Escopin

Vanessa Escopin May 2016

No

You will no longer be the one
I wrote my poetry for
Because you abandon me
In my darkest times

You give up
In the times I'm almost
Almost loving you,
You left my heart

I should not let you in
At first time I saw you
Cause you broke my whole heart
Without you knowing?

You let me feel insecure
You let me cry
You resist me
You give up on me

Yet I am still hoping for something.
But this time this is the last....

Vanessa Escopin Apr 2016

Don't

Don't fall inlove with me
You're a light, i might turn your life into darkness.
You're a beautiful sunny day, I might turn you into a rainy day.
You're the milky way, I'm the blackhole.
I'm dangerous. I might **** you with my ai.
So just don't fall in love with me for I am a disaster.

Vanessa Escopin Apr 2016

fall

The more she smiles, the more he falls
The more she laugh, the more his heart beats fast
Love love love it is.

Vanessa Escopin Apr 2016

Too late

I give myself time to think
Think if I really feel something
Something special for him

But it turns out, he mis-understood my silence
My silence reveal the truth
The truth that he's one of the boys

One of the boys who easily give up
Give up in the times you're realizing
Realizing that you're falling too

I fell too hard that it breaks me inside.
*I love him but he give up.

I thought I didn't love him but...

Vanessa Escopin Mar 2016

Do I really don't feel the same?

You're not my 3am thought
And definitely not my 2am nor 1am
You're just someone who makes me special
But I don't feel the same

Maybe they'll call it unrequitted love
Maybe I have thought of you, but not my 3am thought
I tried to love you back
But my heart just can't

I do feel happy everytime your name pops on my screen
I do feel special everytime you compliment me
But I'm not in love with you
I am just happy you're my friend and companion

Vanessa Escopin Mar 2016

I write for myself

Everytime I felt alone, I write
Everytime I feel lonely, I write
Everytime I feel empty, I write

When my emotions were blur, I write
When my emotions were mixed, I write
When my emotions full of sadness, I write

Every sadness, lonely, empty feeling I felt, I write
Because in that way, I let my emotions out.
I do it in a way where I can tell it to myself.

Vanessa Escopin Mar 2016

Pagod

Minsan maiiyak ka na lang sa pagod.

Pagod sa lahat ng bagay.
Pagod sa pagiintindi sa mga tao.
Pagod gumalaw.

Hanggang gusto mo na lang mawala.
Mawala na walang bakas na namalagi ka sa mundong ito.
Pagod ka na kasi.

Dahil pagod ka na ring umiyak.
Titigil ka na din sa pag iyak dahil pagod kana.
Pagod na pagod kana.

#poetry #tagalog