I find myself on a crossroad again,
I don't know what I feel,
And love is the last thing,
I want this to be.

Maybe it's the quiet,
Maybe it's the silence,
Maybe it's the loneliness,
That exists in this moment.

I don't know,
I don't want to feel anything,
I'm tired of it,
I'm tired of thinking,
Especially when the silence screams it's loudest.
By:Jn

For us,
The survivor's,
Here's to a new year ,
A year filled with opportunities.

A year that could change everything,
We thank God,
And we remember those we lost,
They're in our hearts forever.

To us,
The ones who made it,
Here's to more laughter,
Here's to a better future .
By:Jn

And I'd tell u not to listen to my words but that would be a lie. After all I want you and I wouldn't lie to get you. I'd speak my heart out and that in itself........could be a lie.
By:Jn

And if forever was a moment,
I'd fall for you for a few more infinite times,
And in all of them,
You won't be enough,
I'd want more of you in each one of them,
And go looking for more of you.
By:Jn

I found her quiet,
Peaceful,
In her own lane,
I found her balanced.

She looked that way,
To me she looked free,
And yet deep down,
I know we all have a story.

It started with a conversation,
It started with greetings,
It's always the cool,
Classy ones.

We didn't talk much,
But she found ways,
To understand me,
Even when she didn't know me.

I seemed easy to read,
Something,
That many have failed,
So it surprised me.

She surprised me,
In soo many ways,
And before I knew it,
I'd fallen for her.

I wouldn't let her know,
It's her rhythm,
I didn't want to interrupt,
I kept the silence.

But someone,
Called me out,
They made me realize,
I was running away.

And since then,
Things changed,
Her hugs cured me,
Her presence lived with me.

She started,
To become,
Irreplaceable,
She lives in my mind at all times.

She stole my dreams,
My laughter,
My interest,
And life all together.

She had problems,
And my selfish self,
Got impatient,
I've become another problem.

She has to live with,
I should have waited,
I should have stood there,
In the silence for her.

Her happiness comes first,
Her smile has importance,
Her well being is everything,
I think I messed that up.
By:Jn

I'd dare to call her a goddess,
She's well rounded,
She's an appeal to me,
And all those around her.

My intentions are pure,
And yet she's the problem,
She brings unwanted thoughts,
She tempts me by just existing.

I haven't seen her ugly before,
All she does is beautiful,
All her mistakes are a sight to behold,
She's always looking fascinating.

Her character is just,
She understands empathy,
Because she knows of pain,
Everything about her hits home for me.
By:Jn

A heart once whole,
Now shattered and cold,
Love's sweet embrace,
Now an empty space,
Tears fall like rain,
Amidst the pain,
A love once true,
Now a sad adieu.
But take heart dear friend,
For love will mend,
Though now you're apart,
Love will heal your heart.
By:Jn