I beg for you to message
It seems I haven't learned my lesson
Still selfish in my worldly pursuits
Self-absorbed and bored

I don't allow time for grief
At least thats what I've come to think
I allow the fire to burn within my heart
Allow myself to be ignored and gored

Time! Time!
Wash out my timidness.
I want to be a good person for the dignity of life.
But my timidness is a hurdle in my way.
So wash out my timidness.
To find the way of lost happiness.

the funny thing about screaming
is that you can do it silently
you can cry for help
just by making eye contact in a certain way
not everybody will notice
but the people
screaming
crying
and clawing at the asylum walls
just like you
will understand
and feel
your pain
i know i do.

Do not forget
That dogs not only bark but can bite;
         blue is a primary color.
Still you evade and forgo
The sea rising from under your feet.

One step ahead of me
Climbing the stairs,
Deep in the caverns
We travel in pairs,
When you can't quite reach
I push from behind,
Together we seek
And jointly we find.

मरने से पहले
आदमी
बाज़ दफा
हो जाता है विक्षिप्त
जीवन कथा
है अति संक्षिप्त!

२४/११/२००८.