take off your leggings
spaghetti top
get naked with me

i want
need
to be inside you
connect emotionally
build intimacy
through our bodies

slide slowly
penetrate you
savoring
the pleasure
wetness
and welcoming warmth

feeling your body
tense
then relaxing
hearing you moan
pulling me near

you are right as rain
I am meant to be here
deep inside you
******* together

your body is ripe
sweet
juicy delicious
life a fruit
covered
in morning dew
to kiss
lick
bite into
and savor

daddy
i am sorry
i want to come home
get out of the cold
sit by the fire
be forgiven
loved & cherished  

i never stopped
loving you
even though
i turned away

i was a fool
to have doubted you
your wisdom
was wise

my teenage arrogance
obscene
insane
thinking you were
old & stupid

i’ve grown
matured
become a woman
realized
you’re my hero
and guiding star

you sacrificed it all
your dreams & desires
so i could have chance
to hope & dream

you worked
long
hard hours
like a mule
in a job
you hated

you were absent
from my life
when i needed you most
coming of age
girl child to woman

i didn’t understand
you were being a man
providing
protecting
putting food on the table
presents under the tree
buying me
a barbie

you’re a hero
unsung
unseen
taken for granted

i see it now
your glory
unfolding
like a sun
rising

without you
i couldn’t be
you are the shoulders
i stand on

how blind i was
as a child & teen

daddy
pappa
honored father

how do i express
the gratitude
for all
that you have done

how do i tell you
the love
i have and feel
for you

daddy
thank you for being there

love
your little girl forever

i am ashamed of you
first day
as a freshman
and already
in trouble

i see
that over the summer
you bloomed
acquired the body
of a woman

full lips
*******
round hips

i will not permit
such behavior

from a good
christian girl

the football team
says
that you’re

the hottest
sexiest
most beautiful
girl in school

but are
freaky
nasty
and an insatiable
*****

accept
your fate
surrender  
submit
willingly
before me
your master
bare my brand
wear my collar
whisper
in my ear
you are
my kajira

i’m not done
haven’t finished
my recovery
or healing

you triggered
my addiction
tap into
my sickness

i wanted
needed
craved
your body

to be inside you
physically
mentally
emotionally

burn as one
eternally

sit on daddy’s lap
let him brush your hair
you crave his touch
his attention
the tingle
of being
so close
to a man
the ****** confusion
of the electra complex
**** your mother
******* father
you’re suffering
from the sylvia plath effect