you’re hard candy, a strawberry and vanilla lollipop, too tempting to resist, lounging by the pool in a too small bikini for your age, looking up at me through your heart shaped sunglasses, nubile and perfect, no longer a girl, not quite a woman, still sweet, still innocent, your blue eyes sparkling as i kiss forbidden lips

on your knees
you weak pathetic worm
you disgust me
always thinking with your ****
beg and whimper
like a puppy
knowing you’ll be refused

stand before me
undress
show me
your body
kneel
submit to me
voluntarily
look
into my eyes
say it
i’m yours
body and soul
to use and abuse
sexually

intertwined
intimately
like twins in a womb
loving
touching
tenderly
reacting
ever so slightly
their touch
saying so much

you gave me purpose
my life meaning
i was your  daddy
you were my little girl
at once a woman and child
needing a lover father
seeking needing
constant validation affirmation
afraid of the dark of being alone
reminded by nightmares
haunted by traumas
dominant daddy reassuring comforting
giving solace to his little girl
will he love care protect you
like i did

mountains on the moon
fragile like ice
a touch
a kiss
remembering this
how bittersweet it was
our love
dreams
shared experiences

fading like dream
upon awakening
but never forgotten
two children
dreamt of
but never conceived
infinite tears
for little girls
never held or known
an endless sorrow
of expectant parents
wanting to be
their mommy and daddy