Train rolls on down the line takes me miles back in time when life was an easy living of just us taking and giving. Now much more is at stake MacArthur Park ruined cake left out in the rain all night spurned lover denies delight. Slits wrists dies in bathtub. Death's feather is final rub.
Forever student at Ohio State, brilliant or simple who knew? Never bathed smelled of B.O. so bad his nickname was Phew. Mascot of comp sci department everywhere on every spectrum pity and love together arrived we all learned to respect him.
I confess and eat penance having sinned I must dance again with my true mistress awed as you slowly undress tempting Eve in the garden God is lost no way to win.
Bless me, Father for I have sinned. I had *** with a nun tasted priests' *** took god's name in some kind of vain. Lied to mom and dad was just kinda bad.
All the good things from my past are past and my future looks like a ghost empty vast. Tremors are worse, memory is going too fast Clocks are breaking and time will never last.
My memory is less than it was before. I can't remember my five wives names. I can't forget thunder of slamming door. I will never heal my cruel inflicted pains.
Her fingernails grow like vampire teeth bleed your back slow when I come I seethe. The hottest heartbeat explodes in lust flame. You're my kindest treat no sin left for any blame.
My bike was broke dad fixed the spoke. My heart was broke Jeanie gave me smoke. Eileen walked forever listened to my bother. Kevin bailed me free I stole dimes for candy. Terry looked other way while I ****** the day.
Is apathy ever free civil war in the bar drunks fight for the right take a stand **** the band bury the hate never too late bury our dead drink instead.
Empathetic. Tear stains. Heart afire and broken. Youth. Broke vows. Broke family. Round the drain. Angel saved me. Broke her heart. Angels saved me. Broke their hearts. Devil saved me. Broke her heart. Queen Jayne saved me as stars in our dark night alone together we do it til we create new light.
I try drawing you from old memories but can't get your eyes right. I don't see the body that destroyed my earnest vows. I can't see your warm young ******* and ******* that grew so hard by my caress. I can't see us dancing naked in the dark. I wish I'd kept the photos. I cremated us in an ashtray and I can't see us anymore.
I lost you in my chaos some hurricane attitude. I've felt the sacred loss inside painful solitude. I look for you everyday in the out of way places we always seemed to stay searching all our spaces. Always holding hands just smelling your hair dream of wedding bands We haven't got a care.
Act I and II are powerful I never have an Act III. Love always turns awful. I have no choice but flee.
Maybe somewhere in between? ****** in *** or Beauty Queen? Living our middle class dream or maybe vomiting Opera Cream. Christ broke my Catholic heart promises we could never keep.
I have a cat with one eye can't control her eating I can't tell you why eats when heart's beating. Leaves ***** art on floor to clean it up seems cruel she always leaves more it turns into a puke duel.
I was born through time and space landed in this crazy bright place furious at light and white beasts with no faces but ******* and feces. I lived parts dealt me rich or poor. Bully or bullied Methadone *****. AA and AlAnon LGBTQ and straight. I always struggled most with weight. I had visions through time and space in Hospice in Morphine dreams place light's candle abandoned the living accepting a blink of eye forgiving.
It's ugly as mortal sin as we crawl to our end. Bette clued me in. Blood thin as vapor skin parchment paper toothless beauty queen we were so beautiful. We sing this Hymn.
I never believed in anything as much as I believed in us. I'll never forget dog breath. You taught me how to trust. You taught me patience and humility and to be kind when it wasn't deserved but atone. I need you more than ever to show me the way back home.
Communism Socialism Karl Marx Eat your own let the world burn even the worms turn. Catholic Catechism Baptism, Confessional gun fights, last rights. Incense and Myrrh.
I was ****** and drunk at 3am. My conscience called my phone. We ****** and never answered. I crawled back to my quiet womb with black light in a little room. I woke in hell's sun naked tomb.
I know I should repent but I gave that up long ago, like candy for Lent. Mortal sins have been my savior. We bumped Ugly's drunk, fell in love a week to savor.
Flies red eye tonight asleep for love's sad lost kingdom. ******* flaccid long ago Libido victim of boredom. Christ we sleep sexless pretend love more or less.
The myriad Bond Villains made an unholy alliance wealth bigger than God built a Laser appliance to burn America to hell. Our guns are useless now only chance is a blue roof and learning to kowtow.
It's huge melodious centrifuge stealing rhythm with no misgiving from each to give to each to live fabulous Commune a marvelous tune share our beds lice in heads millions die millions cry starvation is salvation.
War is hell they say but carry on each day good days fight again in carrion's awful sin. War is deafening loud never give in be proud cry for dead friends war's baptism's ends.
Love is everywhere the light is unless you eat my pets or **** my kin again. Welcome to America Land of the free with weapons for you and for me. Walter Cronkite died buried with truth. My brother's bible New York Times makes communists socialists and Nuns.
You're a burr in my saddle a stone in my shoe annoying rattle driving to you in my **** box car held together with glue to remove a spider for my love of you.