I have fought it , struggled through it,and faced it unblinkingly.  
In the end I lost ,my strength was insufficient. At the cost of loosing my heart. I let her control it. For the simple purpose of being beside her. She was worth every crack , every tear every break
      Before I new it my paper cut
              Became a gush
                    I'm bleeding out
My crash became my fall
          My heart her toy and I played along

Let's be clear
It's not there
Happiness for me is beyond reach
Drops, drops and tear drops
Flood my eyes
One by one they fall
Yet a smile is curved on my face
It's out of place
Deep down
I feel drawn
To the darkness within my sadness
To be real
It's like a vessel
The smile on my face.
Covering the emptiness within

I've got nothing to offer
No special ability
Ask me my talent
I say none
Talk of poetry
And it is shunned
"Sports, dance, music,and
Arts.
These are your limits".
Poetry is pointless.

Is it fair
For you to read
And appreciate nothing.
I pour my emotions into every word
And beautify them to your liking
Until each letter
becomes a message.
But you reject
And ignore my words,my message
Still I keep writing.

The girl I love
Is as elusive as a dream
She destroys every perfect
Illusion I have of her
While exposing a glimpse of her
Beautiful, loveable side

I watched you
        Leave,
But I can't let go
Tears still flow
       From,
When you left
     And yet,
My love still grows
     Like rows
Of poison ivy.

I was blindly in love
It's different from above
How can you love
Someone who is blind

For the times I have known it
The times I have felt
and the time I have lost to it
The image of fear
I don't want to feel it
I don't want to be part of it
But it's me, I'm part of it
I am a failure.
I failed to conquer my fear
And now failure has engulfed me

Music rings in my ears
Soft and pure the lyrics flow
The words form
And the tears flow
"Why did she leave, why"
It's easier to forget the love
Than the pain
The scar will always remain
Covered and unseen
So I will sing this music
Until I sleep.
So that I can be free to dream

You will see us,
In you screens,
In your streets
And even outside you(white) 🏠.

You will listen to what we say,
Understand what we say
And finally act.

Because we won't,
Leave you screens.
We will,
Stay in your streets.
And we won't,
Leave your doorstep
Until you act

Is it sinful to be a man of colour
To have colour is beautiful
To be plain is unique
But,
I can't breathe
Just like Floyd
We're choking
              Black or white
we are human
Black is beauty

Memories,
Never let go of them
And treasure them
Always
They may not be beautiful
Or, bearable
But they are yours
Never loose site of them
Is like Forgetting a lover

How dare she
Sleep with another man
Intimatly,hold another human
How dare she

She has broken my heart
And left me alone in a heartbeat
Without a second thought
She is gone

I pray death befalls her
But how could I wish that
I, opened my heart
I,let her in
And now my heart is frozen
And alone once again

When a man and a woman meet
Attraction sets in
An endless pursuit begins
For the one who refuses to be forgotten

When they meet again
Obsession creeps in
Each one becomes a slave
Of the one they obsess over
There thoughts become entangled
With each other

When they share a night
Love is fodged
Hence the cycle of love
First there is attraction, obsession,love then death

Raise your cup and sing a song
For life is not long
What is ahead
We can not foresee
So enjoy your wine and dine
To you heart's content
We have one life
So live it
To the fullest extent