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When the leaves fall from the trees I start to think of you and me the sun moved upon on the land in a gentle kind of way that makes my spirit fly around in the sky looking for you.

Judy Emery © 2018
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
I MISS YOU MY BELOVED SON BRANDON B.
When those demons
come knocking at the door
keep the Bible in your hands
and read PSALM 83:18.

Judy Emery © 2019
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
POETIC JUDY EMERY
When you died
I felt I could longer live
yet, the sad thing is I did.

Judy Emery © 2019
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
POETIC JUDY EMERY
What that one did to me made my life so darken
when your lost were does life began?
all I see is the end.

Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
Where does Love
go when Love
turns cold?
Oh, don't let the past
take its hold
stand bold
and never let
your love grows cold.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
Morning hasn't yet broken the spell  
You put on me
Your love that gave me hell
like a mystery
the stars hold for the dreams I dreamed
the flame you write in the night  
Of you and I
every moment I just want to scream
to be free from you
these pictures of you that run in my  
head makes me wish I was dead
These words you say
make me cry out  
My gray days
Who are you that has
invaded my dreams,  
Who are you
that pushed me to believe  
You care for me!
I don't understand
the language of your  
Words of darkness
You have laid out my path
in your darken ways for me
Only to allow the signs
to get jumbled in my head
I try to hold on to what is true
You make me so blue
Who are you?
Where do you come from?
Some night you'll be around
stalking me out
my memory of you
are making me crazy
my dream are deep  
my life is never going to be the same  
You make me so ashamed
struggling to survive another night
I struggling against the odds of you and me.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
The world holds lots of pain
and when it rains
that is where I cry
where letting out my screams
in the middle of a thunderstorm
where no one could hear me.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
Love begins with so much happiness
a smile that will grow into a kiss
and a kiss will find love within a kiss
words of love make one's day a better
A place to live to be and not only in dreams
Falling in love is a beautiful thing to be in
But falling out of love is being in pain
That never seems to end.
- Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
WHINING WINDS

I am no more but a dream
this is what it seems
while my heart screams,
but you live on,-
like the ancient wind
whining and complaining
over and over again.

Judy Emery © 2013
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
POETIC JUDY EMERY
WHITE SLAVERY: THE SCOTTISH SLAVES OF ENGLAND AND AMERICAS

There were hundreds of thousands of Scots sold into slavery during Colonial America. White slavery to the American Colonies occurred as early as 1630 in Scotland.

According to the Egerton manuscript, British Museum, the enactment of 1652: it may be lawful for two or more justices of peace within any county, citty or towne, corporate belonging to the commonwealth to from tyme to tyme by warrant cause to be apprehended, seized on and detained all and every person or persons that shall be found begging and vagrant.. in any towne, parish or place to be conveyed into the Port of London, or unto any other port from where such person or persons may be shipped into a forraign collonie or plantation.

The judges of Edinburgh Scotland during the years 1662-1665 ordered the enslavement and shipment to the colonies a large number of rogues and others who made life unpleasant for the British upper class. (Register for the Privy Council of Scotland, third series, vol. 1, p 181, vol. 2, p 101).

The above accounting sounds horrific but slavery was what the Scots have survived for a thousand years. The early ancestors of the Scots, Alba and Pics were enslaved as early as the first century BC. Varro, a Roman philosopher stated in his agricultural manuscripts that white slaves were only things with a voice or instrumenti vocali. Julius Caesar enslaves as many as one million whites from Gaul. (William D Phillips, Jr. SLAVERY FROM ROMAN TIMES TO EARLY TRANSATLANTIC TRADE, p. 18).

Pope Gregory in the sixth century first witnessed blonde hair, blue eyed boys awaiting sale in a Roman slave market. The Romans enslaved thousands of white inhabitants of Great Britain, who were also known as Angles. Pope Gregory was very interested in the looks of these boys therefore asking their origin. He was told they were Angles from Briton. Gregory stated, “Non Angli, sed Angeli.” (Not Angles but Angels).

The eighth to the eleventh centuries proved to be very profitable for Rouen France. Rouen was the transfer point of Irish and Flemish slaves to the Arabian nations. The early centuries AD the Scottish were known as Irish. William Phillips on page 63 states that the major component of slave trade in the eleventh century were the Vikings. They spirited many ‘Irish’ to Spain, Scandinavia and Russia. Legends have it; some ‘Irish’ may have been taken as far as Constantinople.

Ruth Mazo Karras wrote in her book, “SLAVERY AND SOCIETY IN MEDEIVEL SCANDINAVIA” pg. 49; Norwegian Vikings made slave raids not only against the Irish and Scots (who were often called Irish in Norse sources) but also against Norse settlers in Ireland or Scottish Isles or even in Norway itself…slave trading was a major commercial activity of the Viking Age. The children of the White slaves in Iceland were routinely murdered en masse. (Karras pg 52)

According to these resources as well as many more, the Scots-Irish have been enslaved longer than any other race in the world’s history. Most governments do not teach White Slavery in their World History classes. Children of modern times are only taught about the African slave trade.
THEIR LIVES MATTER
The voice cannot carry out what it is that I feel
I see the beauty of the white wings that fly over me
While I sleep for peace kissing away at dreams
The tongue and the lips that give it wings
to my soul that sings
No one woman should ever have to die in her doom
or should she die in vain of shamefulness
But to die for her glorious in love
For even as love crowns the beauty within
A life that we live in sin
The light of true love makes its way in
So shall it crucify the night by the white wings
Descend to your roots that make the heart sing
And shake them that clinging to the earth for death
White wings we shall be together in spring
When the white wings of death will sing.

- Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
Oh, how I heard him cry
deep into the night
singing his lullabies
to the midnight wind,
among the billions of stars
that shines from far
twinkling like little flashes
of candlelight,
But just then I heard him
calling out my name!
Saying, please remember me
I am your king and you are my queen
In all my dreams;
Come back to me,
I would hear him cry another time,
then I started remembering his voice
But from where?
before long it was time to wake up,
that’s when I see him looking back at me.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARK ANGEL AND MOONLIGHT POETIC JUDY EMERY
Oh, how I heard him cry deep into the night singing his lullabies
to the midnight wind among the billions of stars that shine from far
twinkling like little flashes of candlelight, but just then I heard him
calling out my name! Saying, please remember me I am your king and you are my queen In all my dreams; "Come back to me," would hear him cry another time, then I started remembering his voice but from where? before long it was time to wake up that’s when I see him looking back at me.

- Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
'' Who hasn't dreamed

or hasn't seen

Monsters in the darkness

of their human life.''

  -Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
'' Who hasn't dreamed
or hasn't seen
Monsters in the darkness
of their human Life,''

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
POETIC JUDY EMERY
Oh, the eyes are cast upon me as always,
A spell of their darkness that holds so much envy
that makes them hate me,
their words of lies is on the making
to this poor spirits that is slowly sinking,
While they look back ready to attack
I think they need to look at their own ill past,
that's when loneliness took down their souls.
For what they all have done to me
I was only fourteen,
and they loved what they have done to me.
The rumor to **** my spirit
so I wouldn't speak of all they did
who was going to listen to a kid?


Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
I walk in the rain of pain
I've got some habits even I can't explain
Dark Angel ways are starting to make way
deep within my crying soul
But why try to change me now?
I sit in a daze not understanding
what is going on with me
I've got daydreams galore all over me
ashes of dark rose dust all over my bedroom floor
my candle is still burning in my window
I am so lost into a darkened dream
why change me now?

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
Dark Angel looks at me with his piercing eyes
for a moment I think he is trying to be nice.
Moonlight, he would say;
"Love, is from the seed
that burns really deep,
it will keep you in the gray
lost of days,
So, why do you crave
what you already have?
I know I could never show you Love
the way you would like me to,
But love does hurt
don't I give that already to you?
give that a thought.
Why do you hunger for what you already have?
that just keeps me mad."
- Judy Emery © 1997 The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC LILLY EMERY
Why does it have to hurt so bad?
When my heart feels, I am about to die,
those sad hidden signs that are piercing at my mind,
into a long sad empty night, my breathing started
to become harder to do,
my poor body is hinting to my mind, questioning the why’s,
hurting so deep within, I try so hard to look at the big picture,
that something is really going on with me,
my life is slowly slipping from me in my sleep,
while Dark Angel stands over me,
what is the point of trying if all he is about is dying?
While I am laying down in my cold bed,
my lamps started flickering,
like it was letting me know I’m not alone,
things are never safe when it comes to my own darkness,
in life, I had once lived in a broken past,
Dark Angel is always lurking about,
watching everything I say or do,
behind his world of lies, he has a very big cage,
covered in darken places I had never seen,
He makes haters come my way,
just to make my life an isolated place,
Sin they hold deep within their soul, that is truly all they know,
the mistake we all have made,
but they like to give their blames on the innocent,
The old ancient sky cry’s deep into the night,
Where dark dreams are always made while I sleep,
I know I have a beautiful soul, the purpose of all
this mess I see in dreams are stories of an ancient past,
while I hear the voices of the crying and lying of
the weeping ones,
they feed on every word Dark Angel ever told.
I see the struggles in this world, like a sentence of my mind
I must write to get it off my bleeding heart,
I see many given up on love, they gave their own heart freely
to he who haunts out innocent ones in dreams,
he consumed everything they ever have known,
darken dreams is a creation to make you cream,
Those old pains and lies cut you deep into the night,
rains will always be a part of darkening dreams,
where darkness, unloved and loneliness will be,
just to make you bleed,
this is what Dark Angel did to me in darken dreams.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARK ANGEL AND MOONLIGHT POETIC JUDY EMERY
The weather is mild it makes my spirit wild  
The raging wind is running wild
with so much
Thoughts of you,
The rain has stopped for a moment
When I start to think of you  
Here come the blues
The wild wind is very far
from done when my spirit  
Is on the run
Your unbinding spells that
put me through so much hell
Weeping willows wave their
long tendrils of goodbyes  
This is a battle fought like the wild winds
Passionless bodies that envy
love With pointless dreams  
Like limbs that flaunt in vain in the rain
Such narrowness of fame of so much pain's
You have nothing to offer but wild winds.

Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
Old pride is wounded
I could see that in your eyes
when I look out my window
I started to sigh
there you stood
next to the willow tree,
looking up at me.

Judy Emery © 2010
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
The rain would fall like teardrops with our names on them, the summer fading into fall while my heart stays broken just a little more each day and years leaves me in tears winter is always at my door.

- Judy Emery © 2019
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
Now that the winter is gone
Spring can move along
playing its sad songs
The grass on the hills
are as beautiful as they can be
love is running around as free
as anyone could see
But all I need is you right here with me
I look all around just to fine those memories
of you and me
all things now hold their peace together
in all types of weather
the birds are up high in the trees
making spring a love song
But for me,
I'm still alone
wishing my love
was here with me.

- Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
I hold my head up high
looking deep within the sky
thanking my God for my Life
and for my mind
thanking him for the wisdom
he has handed down to me
that has been written in ancient history

I thank you, My God, for the rain
I thank you for the pain that came my way
I thank you for everything
I listen to his words that are written on the wall
even if it is covered in blood

I remember all my pains of yesterday
I have learned from them in so many ways
I thank you, My God, for the wisdom of  Life
even when the wisdom wasn't very nice
the pains of yesterdays rain
is the wisdom of all.

Judy Emery © 2007
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
POETIC JUDY EMERY
Do you hear the cry's within these woods?
Can you almost feel their pains while they
are still crying out for help in the pouring
of rain, while Dark Angel walks about calling
them so many bad names, making them feel ashamed
as he tells them they are making him do these things.
- Judy Emery © 1980 The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC LILLY EMERY
At one time in my life
I believed I let love destroy me
But what I didn't know
it was all one big show.
Because love never existed
it was something of lies
something I had to see
with my own eyes.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
POETIC JUDY EMERY
Woe to those who go down to a place where war is at hand
because they didn't listen to Gods commands;
They only rely on humans,
the strong in power
that hides in the towers.
bowing down to idols that were made by hand
calling out to clay for a command
but it has never had anything to say
yet, you give it all your best
burning beast from the fields
hoping these idols will prevail
what is keeping you ill-needing some rest?
But you never roll your eyes up to the heavens
never looking for the holy one,-
you never seek JEHOVAH GOD.
So when it is the time
He will remove your Pride
He is wise;
But not in your evil eyes,
He will bring disaster
and make your land a place so isolated,
Who going to help you when you cry out?
will you ask your images of idols to help you?
look around upon on the sand
where it is you bow your head,
Do you see the blood you have shed?
Turn from your evil ways
and give God your very best
then in time, you will find rest.
- Judy Emery © 2020 The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC LILLY EMERY
Looking out of the window wondering about the universe.
- Judy Emery © 1980 The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC LILLY EMERY
It was word's I loved so much
and the ink pen that glided so smooth
over the poetic paper that got me
bleeding out all my pains
upon those rainy day's
where images jump off the pages.
But again it was word's
that cut me so deep in the End.

Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
POETIC JUDY EMERY
Every time You speak to me
I feel as if I am hearing an angel
your words are strong but sweet
you talk so much what love could be
if I only let you show me
Love has a way to heal the soul
and get you to dance into the rain
of yesterdays pains
Then he takes my hand
that is when his light shined on in.

Judy Emery © 2001
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
POETIC JUDY EMERY
That put a smile upon my face and gave me a limp of faith while the days are still young and let my heart be filled love and laughter where all those words of truth whispers in my sleep taking away all those fear, and kiss all my tears away, words of truth-filled my soul with heaven on my mind. Oh, how it felt so divine, love found me just in time.

- Judy Emery © 2018
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
Leaving me in a world of pain
My body left out in the pouring rain
While I was bleeding out like ink
It was like I had nothing to live for
All hopes for me had come to its end
I got to the point I didn’t care
About what others think
I didn’t let no one get too close to me
All I know is my soul is still weeping
My spirit is still sinking
But I am still here.

Judy Emery © 2018
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
If you look into my eyes
would you have still tried
to take my life?
Oh, you are right
I still need to take over this fight.
If you look longer in my eyes
you would have seen
I already have fought all that was in between
God gave me the power to accomplish those things
can you see my beautiful wings?
I seem not so human anymore
that is for sure...
Do I need to say more?
Don't try to put my life on hold
because my life isn't yours.
- Judy Emery © 2020 The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC LILLY EMERY
To leave our wounds on hold
separated by the lies that cut deep within
no words was ever said as we left our love
what has happened to us?
what had gone so wrong?
what happens to our Love?
why did we let things of darkness come between us?
We are like night and day
we are that different in so many ways
our Love burned out like a candle in the wind
that light once had made a way for us to walk in
but now all we see this the night
that keep our love on a flight
all we do is fight without even words
something just didn't go right
we begin to fuss over the little things
but now we just fuss about everything
beneath our skin we hold scares
beneath our eyes, we held on to lies
we left our love without a fight
we left to love in doubts
with silent shouts
leaning into the afternoon rains of true pains
casting sadness into late June
the darkness of a wounded
Love to you and me.
- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
In the wrath of your storm
comes a lot of heartaches
so tear off the mask
I already felt
the wrath of your storm.

Judy Emery © 1998
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
Death and life we all must face but those darkening roads that lead to the sorrow of tomorrow we can at least write about it.

- Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
It was another lonely night
While holding on to old tears drops
of bits of rain, I always feel this pain,
I can still hear your voice
dancing into the night of fright,
sending me kisses of death,
this doesn’t make my night carefree
all it gives is darken dreams,
I see your ancient eyes looking deep into mine,
that triers to incense me with words,
To make traps for me to fall into your fake love,
In your senses of hateful thinking;
You tell me to come to you with an open mind,
To lite a fire deep into your empty heart,
but I know not to waste no more of my time
On an old ancient rhyme,
Oh, but how Dark Angel's words linger in my mind
Trying hard to play games on my heart,
Old desires make a big fire,
He would tell me all kinds of things
Like my heart is his home,
My soul is all he wants to make his own,
He would tell me over and over,
Oh, Moonlight, together we can be alone
And our spirits can run free,
All we need is each other in the life of a storm,
We can make love in the splendor of lust,
Oh, how swiftly life passes on by,
Come Moonlight, take my hands
Let me be your man with deep commands,
I can see your eyes telling me many things,
Your heart is graving with mine,
Come to me and let’s make many more dreams
Let’s write down in your own bloodstain ink
about you and me, you forever king,
our souls live beyond what others ever have known,
let me feel your heartbeat, my queen,
let me touch your silk hands, this is my command,
Oh, from far away I can hear the glass break
Where dark dreams are, being made
While souls scream to be set free,
Wish me well my queen,
while I take others down in a journey
of darken dreams with me,
Come Moonlight,
put your candle lite by your window
Let me feel your true delight
even if you’re not on my side,
I am torn by your politeness
It gives me so much madness,
But with the time you will see things my way,
Do you know you could never fix me?
So, stop trying to forgive me,
I will always burn in your desire
I will always linger around in your mind,
I am Dark Angel, your king in all your dreams,
Your heart will only beat for me;
Just Waite and you will see,
Oh, Moonlight, your heart is my home,
Your mind is my throne,
Your soul is what I want,
I will never let you go,
Together we can make many storms in history,
We will be written down in the beams
of the moonstones, together alone.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Is Poetic Lilly Emery
DARK ANGEL AND MOONLIGHT POETIC JUDY EMERY
Oh, let it rain
I will dance in my darkest days
just to let the rain fall upon me
to wash away the pains of yesterday.

Judy Emery © 1988
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
POETIC JUDY EMERY
You are my Love
My Life
My Everything,
You are the reason that I want to change,
that makes me want to dance in the rain.

- Judy Emery © 2020 The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC LILLY EMERY
You can love or run from it
or you can love and fight
for what your heartbeats for
But will you die for it?


Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
You can't hurt me anymore, I had put walls up around my heart
I won't let you, not that you should try! I do hear,
I have eyes that see, all that you are spreading around about me.
Yes, words do hurt, but not this time,
I won't let you and your evilness play on my mind.
I don't know if I said it bluntly enough!
I want you out of my life, I am saying this nice.
No matter how difficult you made things for me in my life,
-I am making adjustments to change all of that
even when you attack, I will fight you back.
I am trying to make things right, but all you want to do is fight.
I have so many times to restrain all my emotions
but I must say when you come around, I start to feel ill,
my words are so real, you're heart is hard as a fossil
cold as ice,-your sneaky as a snake, but everything about you is fake. what is so crazy to me is how the paparazzi are always around taken photos and names casting on the shame and blame my way. you are unpredictable, and not conventional when I need you to be. You made what we had in the past something political,
just the sound of your voice annoys me. But I will not let you hurt me, Not that you should try,
Nor should I let you.

- Judy Emery © 2013
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
You cut me deep in my sleep for all to see me fall into a darkening dream.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
Oh, Painful love, you are made by hate
unusual feelings that are created by fright
soon comes sadness and tears,
I had tried so hard to leave,
But somehow, I had never found my way out,
you come to me as if you are sweet
full of life of kindness,
you appear you have something I need,
But all you really have is darkness
that portrayed my way, you made evil
traps for my own destiny,
You blind every step I make,
beyond death are far away dreams,
You give divine failures,
that leads to more pains,
So, much disappointments to the eyes,
all my future you have crushed for me
In darken dreams,
But this is only a test of my faith,
You put me in a cold dark room,
It is my cage of doom,
in your dark evil eyes,
all I see is a tragedy, all you seek is pain,
you call pleasure of love,
You live in my dreams,
You creep into my mind
just to see what you would find,
you stained the glass in blood,
you give doubt and shame,
you always give me your blames,
you have invaded my soul in darken dreams,
all you do is make me cry and scream,
you cut me deep,
Oh, flowing tears you hold so much fear,
My heart is broken, but to you is a token,
I must ask, where did you come from?
Where did you get the license?
to give me pains,
you take love out of my life,
you take me down
into a dark state of mind,
you swept away my light of day
to a world of hate and blame,
you take everything that is good for me,
you web your darkness in dreams.

Judy Emery © 1992
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARK ANGEL AND MOONLIGHT POETIC JUDY EMERY
Who are you to judge me
did God give you that right?
didn't he say first to cleans
your own eyes first?
You come around my page
to tell me how I should write
or how I should be
but then you steal from me,
You even try to be me
for the world to think you are me
you don't have that right
to ever judge me,
You don't have the right
to try to steal my identity
I do study Criminal Law
and it won't be long for you
to be locked up by a Judge.

Judy Emery © 1999
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
You’ll never really know
how this story will go
or how it will end
My heart will be with you
just wait and see
what I mean
You are in all my dreams
this Dark Angel brings
My heart still skips a beat
every time he comes near me
when I hear your name
I feel I'm going to go insane
I feel far from what would seem close
And close to what would seem far
at times I feel I'm flying among stars
I don’t want  to cry
but this is what I do
when I live in a world of confused
Dark Angel gives darken dreams
a place I never wanted to be.

- Judy  Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
You know how this old story goes
when a conspiracy is always in one's life
We should have known better
to be writing all these love letters.
I can't feel any remorse for what you wrote
you don't feel anything back,
so why are we acting so sad?
I tried so hard not to look back
on all these attacks.
like if we were the same
no one hears is the blame
I can see you feel like you are on top of things
so why all the rain?
I know you could never see past my blinders
that you could never do
Because I would never let you
but while time has past
you have been on blast,
You started creeping back into my mind
most of the time
boy you know how to bring on a flood
don't you?
I tell my self over and over
I don't feel anything for you at all
I get up and go shopping at the mall
and that is when you want to give me a call
are you out of my mind
you do this every time.
young and old that is how it all goes
Love is a big old mystery
it makes history.

- Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
My soul struggles
without true Love
I walk into the dark
I feel so alone
while my spirit slowly dies
Oh, how this makes me cry
what about me
will I ever be enough
will my words ever matter
I will walk around like a lost clown
but I will never give in to this evil
that is always at my mind
day and night
Oh, how I cry to feel your love again
without all this sin
Oh, do I matter
do you even care what it is I fear
you just walk around me in the dark
to keep me on the edge
like you are waiting for me to be dead
I am lost deep into the sea
within darken dreams
desperate cries of all times
haunt over me like a darken cloud
my mind is unfolding
to a time when Love was once with me
how could this be
when I feel so lonely
I have no nourishment for my spirit to feed
I feel so empty and weak
look what you are doing to me
why can't you see
Look at me
taste this cold bitterness
you had given to me
My soul struggles to keep hanging on
I am at my end of the grave
my life is only a mystery of broken dreams
of you and me you plagiarized me.

-Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
Your Beauty Speaks To Me  Because I see the beauty of me as I look into the mirror of my life I think you God Jehovah ,Jesus for the beauty you have given to me your spirit shines so bright in my life, I had too learned to see again not by eyes but by spirit your beauty speaks to me your Spirit moves me my eyes has never seen your face but No one ever had , My eyes have blossomed open words of your love speaks to me God Jehovah what beauty you have set in my heart at one time in my life I feared that the you didn't love me but that is the Lie that darkness speaks, In my young sometime ago my life was cast into darkness and made my heart cold this pain it gave had put me on the run Life was never fun life didn't seem beautiful the Light of your beauty I didn't no longer seen , But with time you listen to my cries you touched my body my Spirit when I was so scared My God Jehovah , and Jesus you have showed me you cared by taken away all my fears I have grown tender toward all living things what life brings my way, most of all I have learn not to run from Love  But to hold on to it ;because I don't see with just the eyes I see within the beauty of the Light the beauty that shines on high even in the night, As long as you my God and Lord in my Life I see things in beauty of love  from heaven above ;You Put love in my heart even from far  You put thing into its potential place and made an  opens path for me to walk for me to see what love really is , Where no path before ever existed in my life because you love me you shine beauty upon me I love you in heart and soul but most of all In Spirit and with a spirit  eyes ,You saved my Life, I don't see age has a thing to do with love when it comes  from heaven above I live in a new world holding on too a New Law you are in my heart When I close my eyes I see everything in the beauty of your Love, Where my days and nights are now meaningful Because you love me you made my  Life a better place to be I am glad you loved me first I know this love is strong and True God who loved us before we ever loved him Love is not what you can see love comes from within .

Judy Emery © 1996
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARK ANGEL AND MOONLIGHT POETIC JUDY EMERY
Your love is like the dark
You even have taken my heart
Deep down in me, I find love for you
But hate comes to mind like a rhyme
Of a lost in time heated up night
For some reason, I don't feel the same as I
Once did in my life I can't explain it
But letting you go was okay
Your love is like a wild storm that never goes away
And brings so many heartaches
The shame of your love is too much for me to hang on to
I let you go so give me back my soul
My heart has gone cold
You still kept running deep in my mind
you make me want to scream
you even haunt me in my sleep
I am not the best person in your life
But I am not a bad one
I don't deserve your kind of love
Darkness is your game, your love, shame and blame
I can't live that way
Set me free, please
I made a promise to always love you
I will never break that promise
I love you
But not the same way you love me
If you come out of the dark and change to light of day
My love for you will run deep
Your love in the dark is killing me
Taken all my strength from me
Your love is lukewarm
I was always loyal and honest to you
You were always about you and your needs
You gave me lies and false dreams of what a love could be
Never had I make you doubt my love for you
I never broke a promise I made to you
But only you did all those bad things to me
And even called me Nona of your dreams
Your accomplishments were you with me
Your true happiness is me
But your love hurts too much it makes my heart bleed
I want you to never suffer nor cry
Yet I was the best for you and the life you live
Only the one that succeeds in doing good
I promise I won't allow anyone in my heart
That promise is true
You have me running and confused
Love is a word I will always be scared of
The truing of your voice that runs in my mind is
Something I want to let go
I hope you understand why I want you to let me go
I want you to stop hurting my life
You make my life feel like a failure.

- Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
THE QUEEN OF DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
You're always on my mind
most of the time
day and night
you're never hard to find
when it comes to dreams
I never want to take you for granted
I just want to keep your love close
Your love is what kept me going
I know I will always need you in my life.

Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
DARKEN DREAMS POETIC JUDY EMERY
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