Abandoned like the red sea
annoyed by the crying wind
that comes around
in a clumsy way just for me to hear
what it is he wants to say
I don't play that way,
deep into the night
Dark Angel gives me a fright
assaulting me putting me at risk
he is making me so sick
he gives me so much punishment
when things don't go his way,
Oh, crying autumn
here I am in the night
on the ground for the found
cut deep with no sleep
my body is cold like the dead
on colored autumn leaves while
I bleed like the old red sea.

Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Abandoned like the red sea
annoyed by the crying wind
that comes around
in a clumsy way
just for me to hear
what it is he wants to say
I don't play that way,

Deep into the night
Dark Angel gives me a fright
assaulting me putting me at risk
he is making me so sick
he gives me so much punishment
when things don't go his way,

Oh, crying autumn
here I am in the night
on the ground for the found
cut deep with no sleep
my body is cold like the dead
on colored autumn leaves while
I bleed like the old red sea.

Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

A child walks along with black veils
covered all his little fingers
with the noise of a child, it plays along
the hemline of so many
meadows of his home where he belongs;
But in truth, it is they who
doesn’t want you to see
the filthy grime that blankets the Earth;
He'd sit on logs as pulpits listen
to the sermon of rights and wrongs
It's starting to be his favorite song
how life goes on
nothing seems to matter in his little life
put your veil back on the man cried out
but who can help but peek when you hear torture?
the screams of suffering and agony
that you are told to ignore.
I feel sorry for this little boy;
In his darken hours
he found power to say no more of his
Fathers words of pains
as he walked away with that look on his face
find God he cries out,
His name is Jehovah and he makes way
even for a lost child like me
they are among us the dandelions of thorns.

- Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Darkness like something cold
is in the air brings on fear;
In my heart,
I can feel an aura of evil
standing near;
like it is trying to preserve
all my inner emotions,
All-day I’ve been feeling a built
Of the pain of something from
another lifetime;
where potters loved their clay,
where a lifetime of the heated sun,
but then something happened
to the beauty of the land,
ships of love sink into the angry sea,
where true fishermen were out
casting their nets;
Oh, how the horizon bleeds
Upon on the bloodstain sand
Where it is the dark king stands,
Where he was once locked away
Now he goes out of sight,
Making his way into the night
Making darken dreams to all who sleeps,
I wondered why this evil king
Always comes around me?
This is a lifetime of ancient mysteries
These dreams are something of what I
Had lived, but come to me in history form
It’s as if I could eat away the sky
That field my heart with so much pain,
I can still smell the apple ash trees
That burn in the time of long ago
A story that one day will be told,
It will be a lifetime accomplishment for me.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Darkness like something cold
is in the air brings on fear;
In my heart,
I can feel an aura of evil
standing near;
like it is trying to preserve
all my inner emotions,
All-day I’ve been feeling a built
Of the pain of something from
another lifetime;
where potters loved their clay,
where a lifetime of the heated sun,
but then something happened
to the beauty of the land,
ships of love sink into the angry sea,
where true fishermen were out
casting their nets;
Oh, how the horizon bleeds
Upon on the bloodstain sand
Where it is the dark king stands,
Where he was once locked away
Now he goes out of sight,
Making his way into the night
Making darken dreams to all who sleeps,
I wondered why this evil king
Always comes around me?
This is a lifetime of ancient mysteries
These dreams are something of what I
Had lived, but come to me in history form
It’s as if I could eat away the sky
That field my heart with so much pain,
I can still smell the apple ash trees
That burn in the time of long ago
A story that one day will be told,
It will be a lifetime accomplishment for me.

-Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

AGAIN SOME WOULD ASK:
"WHY DO YOU KEEP WRITING ABOUT THE PAST?"
MY REPLY TO THEM: "DO YOU READ THE BIBLE?
WELL IF SO, ARE YOU LOOKING BACK?
ARE YOU LEARNING FROM THE PAST
AND ALL THOSE WHO ATTACK?"

-Judy Emery © 2020
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Every day it will rain until my pains go away
Dark Angel always love to see me in pain
Darkness is always around me all hope of an escape
has left me this knowing the life I live,
Pain and agony the grunt of grinding teeth
My pain's run deep within my veins cuts of darkness
that never stops this is all my poor soul knows
that it now takes hold,
The hurt that consumes me
with no heartbeat, I'm hurt
like clockwork a rain that will never go away as long
as there is pain
Oh, the shame that holds me in Dark Angels lust
I don't want to cry you see,
that is a weakness in Dark Angels eye's
I'm along most of the time
Locked away with no hope of an escape
I sit around with my black velvet gown
with red roses in my black hair,
Lips silk red and my eyes as blue as they could get
My bed is ready to be played in of lustful sin
When darkness descends on my light skin
the moon shines
on dim Dark Angel wants to party,
Scattered pieces of my soul lying around
just to be found to gather up again
I can hear a knocking at my door
Just to find Dark Angel wanting more
I can feel his lust creeping upon me
His hunger his needs for me
His breath, his eyes on my every move
His cold touch of death this fight is a fight I could
never win his darkness mad it's way
init has consumed me
I felt I couldn't breathe his lust is all over me
His voice has softened by telling me a story
how much he waited to find his Dark Angel
Dark Angel exclaimed
When I found you Moonlight
It was the best thing that ever happened to me
In my darken life than
he looked at me and proceeded
to say more I waited yet again
For you to let my dark love in
But you keep hanging on to a faith
You don't have an escape
You don't have strong enough faith
Your rain will never go away

Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Every day it will rain until my pains go away
Dark Angel always love to see me in pain
Darkness is always around me all hope of an escape
has left me this is knowing the life I live,
Pain and agony the grunt of grinding teeth
My pain's run deep within my veins cuts of darkness
that never stops this is all my poor soul knows
that it now takes hold,
The hurt that consumes me
with no heartbeat, I'm hurt
like clockwork a rain that will never go away as long
as there is pain
Oh, the shame that holds me in Dark Angels lust
I don't want to cry you see,
that is a weakness in Dark Angels eye's
I'm along most of the time
Locked away with no hope of an escape
I sit around with my black velvet gown
with red roses in my black hair,
Lips silk red and my eyes as blue as they could get
My bed is ready to be played in of lustful sin
When darkness descends on my light skin
the moon shines on dim Dark Angel wants to party,
Scattered pieces of my soul lying around
just to be found to gather up again
I can hear a knocking at my door
Just to find Dark Angel wanting more
I can feel his lust creeping upon me
His hunger his needs for me
His breath, his eyes on my every move
His cold touch of death this fight is a fight I could
never win his darkness mad it's way
init has consumed me
I felt I couldn't breathe his lust is all over me
His voice has softened by telling me a story
how much he waited to find his Dark Angel
Dark Angel exclaimed
When I found you Moonlight
It was the best thing that ever happened to me
In my darken life than
he looked at me and proceeded
to say more I waited yet again
For you to let my dark love in
But you keep hanging on to a faith
You don't have an escape
You don't have strong enough faith
Your rain will never go away

- Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I watch the moon hang on high
while the stars dance around in the sky,
to an ancient world of all times,
a festival of true love,
where the light shined so bright
deep into the night,
Oh, the sacred love from heaven above
Is a blessing to all who see,
upon the great lakes and sea of many dreams,
Oh, what a divine love that shines out to me,
Into a world of broken dreams,
Oh, how my heart holds passion,
for the hundred and forty-four thousand,
The chosen ones, who have surrendered they're all
To the Mighty God Jehovah and Jesus,
Oh, how the radiant sunshine with true love
From heaven above on to us.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Well tell me when a kiss of love becomes a lie
why do you love to see me cry
you look at me as if everything is alright
That bears the scar of sin too deep in my heart
when I look at your dark blank eyes
it's like you don't have a soul
or did it just get too cold
I hide behind old fear
I running into the new ones
In a darkened room is where you keep me
you beat me down
you cling to just the sound of my pains
how can I define my self when no good is around
how can I stand up and beat you down
you belittled me day and night
all the precious times have been put to rest again
the smile of the dawn I have to lock away into memories
I face the day when I'm tortured to face my own trust
I look watching who I am crystallizing away to another place
while my salvation it crumbles to rose dust
when you kiss me I know it was only a lie
something just to keep me hanging on.


- Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Lived a life of grief and sorrow
Striving to live my life,
I have no one on my side,
All I ever hear, are the haters criticizing
everything I do,
they hold envy in their eyes,
because Dark Angel keeps me by his side,

He always gives me all his attention,
Instead of supporting all the rest,
Pounding the ground with anger
They walk around protesting their lies
trying to get Dark Angel to look their way,

But what they don’t understand is,
they are of the dark,
So, why would he need them?
If he already has them?
Dark Angel, don’t have me,
he doesn’t have my heart,

But he needs me, I don’t need him,
This is like, who gives and who takes,
The pleasure moments are when I know
I have control of what I believe in,
And that is something worth fighting for.

Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

All-day I’ve been feeling a sadness coming over me, the pain of something from another lifetime keeps eating away at my mind.

-Judy Emery © 2020
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I never really needed anyone
all that I need
He is better
the a mighty Viking-
He is the maker of all things
He is the one who truly loves me
that is all I ever need.
- Judy Emery © 1993 The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

This is spring yet the world seems so different;
where things seem to be lacking love
things are more problematic riots
as people are on the streets screaming
Black Lives Matter,-
But I scream Back All lives Matter,
JEHOVAH GOD MADE US ALL
as we watch another one fall.
It is written down on this page:
we are in the age,-
of energetic rage and hate,
where so many have lost their faith.
Souls are now in the grave,
where the sparrows and ravens
found their haven,-
to eat on the root of the dead
that is now laid in their rest bed.

- Judy Emery © 2020
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

All my darken dreams, that made me scream
inspired me to write them down,
and spread the word around this old town.
- Judy Emery © 1979 The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Silence would be all they would hear
they would see something was controlling me
taking over all my emotions lighting up my breath
given extreme pain deep within
they will see they are going through
the same pain so, I know to keep all away from me
if I can but things are starting to get way out of hand.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Alphabetical phrases fit the hunger that bleeds the need of a strong imagination that could never stop the knowledge of the believer that becomes the receiver.

-Judy Emery © 1999
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

You hold the season of autumn in my eyes
in the mists of mellow of love,
You are the fruit of my soul
Your love I will never let go,
I had always heard that one day
love would come my way,
I thought Love was only for dreamers
oh, beautiful maturing sun
You have shone upon the land,
you came and given me Love
From far right down into my heart,
you gave me the autumn leaves
loaded with blessings that make the heart sing
with the flowers and the bees
that ripples away all my gray,
you made everything so sweet
Oh, true love
you are everything my heart desires,
you, my love,
quenched of the burning fire of my heart
among autumn leaves,
making dreams with you.

Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I have seen myself fallen among all those evil ones
they are called the fallen that heaven never wanted
so they are cast upon the earth and make it dark
In my dream, I was among the fallen,
I was so scared, the fall was very long
until we had been cast into the sea.

Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I look among the weeds and did not like what I saw, then I looked again in spring and what do I see was something beautiful and anew colored in beauty of rose bud geting ready to open up.
This gave me a moment of gladness that taken away some of this madness that the weeds gave when I saw them sown more weeds in the fields, Oh, how this makes me feel ill, yet it's all real.
yet at the right time the weeds will be withering away
and the buds started blooming beautifully.
I sit in silence watching the birds fly on high over the fields
where the wild grass grows in a land no one knows.

Judy Emery © 1997
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Cold grey walls;
color ancient floor
big wooden doors
spots of mold
all over the window pan,
with bloodstain words
in dull faded purple,
words I didn’t understand
while my body growing weaker
while my spirit sinks deeper.
while true love washed away
just to leave me in all this pain,
The rain comes down in colored
pearl pit purple;
when the rain falls
it sounds like heavy thunder
on the sea rocks by the docks,
hollow memories;
started making it's way back to me,
like I have been lost into darken dreams,
I see the eyes of the sea;
doomed as they could be
looking back at me,
I see blood dripping down the walls
pain crawling all over me
But I couldn’t scream;
Dark Angel shut my heart,
Then he hands me a looking glass
Of a deep darken past;
I started to unfold
while the pains cut me more
I started falling on the painted floor
near that old wooden door,
while Dark Angel, calls out my name,
Come, Moonlight take my hand
and I will be your King.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Oh, Dark Angel, you cast your anger
You call so many hateful names
night and day, outcast you would say,
while they hid their face,
You had told me,
on that cold autumn day,
don't trust what your eyes may see
because things aren't always what they seem,
look at me Moonlight,
will you allow me to take you in my arms?
Come to me my queen, let me tell you
my stories from an ancient past,
while the night moved on
his words would flow,
then he looked at me like he was in more pain,
He got up in a way like he was ready to fight,
that’s when I started to cry,
saying it wasn’t me that you see,
that is making you bleed,
so, please don’t take it out on me,
That is when he has taken my hand
and said, you will never be away from me
you are my queen, in all my dreams,
do you understand me?
that is when I said yes in a soft voice,
I will be with you always Moonlight,
you will see me in all your dreams,
in memories of all your pains,
I will be with you in every September
every autumn leave that falls,
Every rainstorm of your life,
just Waite, you will see what I will mean
to you in every darken dream,
I will be on every sea,
in every darken dream
you will find me next to you,
I am your Darken Angel
the one that would tell you and show you pains,
I am the one who cut you deep
that lets you bleed out like ink into the sea,
just for others to see you bleed
for them to read everything you write,
I am the one who had cast many spells on you,
Keeping you confused, every cold September
just for you to always remember the fear I gave you,
Dark Angel, just kept on talking,
I will always get you must think about me
At all times, I will be on your mind,
in darken dreams, things aren't always what they seem.

P.s Dark Angel and Moonlight 9-17-010

Judy Emery © 2010
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I'm hurt each and every day, it is like clockwork that keeps bring down the rain. I always feel the pain of what has happened in the past. What I don't understand is this past isn't mine. So why am I feeling and seeing things that have happened in ancient times? The rain that seems to never go away, as long as this pain stays. Oh, this shame holds me in his darkness, where he is always playing games on the mind, in another time. Dark Angels lust I don't want to cry you see that is a weakness in Dark Angels eye's I'm along most of the time locked away with no hope of an escape I sit around with my black velvet gown with red roses in my black hair lips silk red and my eyes as blue as they could get my bed is ready to be played in of lustful sin when darkness descends on my light skin the Moon shines on dim Dark Angel wants to party scattered pieces of my soul lying around just to be found to gather up again I can hear a knocking at my door just to find Dark Angel wanting more I can feel his lust creeping upon me his hunger his needs for me his breath, his eyes on my every move his cold touch of death this fight is a fight I could never win his darkness mad it's the way in it has consumed me I felt I couldn't breathe his lust is all over me. His voice has softened by telling me a story of how much he waited to find his Dark Angel. He exclaimed when I found you, Moonlight, it was the best thing that ever happened to me in my darken life, then he looked at me and proceeded to say more
I waited yet again for you to let my dark love in but you keep hanging on to a faith that is no more you don't have an escape you don't have strong enough faith to make it rain, I  will never let you go away, you remember these words I had said to you on this day.- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

In darken dreams, it is hard for me
To show my feelings,
I would always pray while looking at
The painted skies of the night,
My tears will always fall
From my eyes, while my soul feel the pains,
Oh, here comes the rain,
My heart is pounding like a drum,
While old memories thunder on in my mind,
Oh, how I start to cry,
When I see your eyes, looking back at me,
We somehow found each other,
In that cold September night that Dark Angel
gave me so much fright,
While he started stalking out my life,
Every science then I have so many dreams,
Places I had never seen,
In places of ancient time,
On bloodstain sand is where I stood,
The sun is hot while souls are lost,
Evil is all around with deep exploded hate
Is all over the place, while in a moment,
I would see King Pharaoh standing over me,
Like time is standing still,
while an ancient world plays in my mind,
is where the Dark Angels spirit lives in darken dreams
that makes my heart bleeds
while I hear slaves scream.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

He is an evil soul from longs ago from the day I got free he hunts me down like a wild animal because he wants is full control over me, when he speaks he cuts deep within casting on his sins, casting images of things that creep around in the night that plays with my mind, now I see him in darken dreams where it is I hear all those screams, my heart is flowing is agony and it bleeds and bleeds most of the time, his words are dark and full of poison that eats on the mind killing away the spirit.  

Judy Emery © 2020
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

"A new heaven and a new earth,'' where even "death will be no more." - REVELATIONS 21:1,4


- THE BIBLE

Angels in the early morning June,
letting know I will one day see you soon,
their voice holds a soothing tune.

- Judy Emery © 2020
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Sometimes I feel
like I don't anything
but broken wings
but that is what
he would like me to believe,
But I know better than that
I know I have something
he could never have
that is God’s love
the vision of light in my eyes,
angels of dreams
is what he calls me
the queen of all dreams
I know deep within
I must play my part
just to win souls
to help them to never let go,
darkness and so much pain
casting me in a storm
of his darkness
dreams that make me scream
cuts upon my soul
but I will never let go
of what it is that I know.

Copyright © Judy Emery  2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Sometimes I feel like I don't have the strength to keep moving along in this darkness, but I must keep making myself because there are so many lost souls that need to learn about the truth.
Dark Angel has trapped so many in a dark state of mind, a place now one on earth can escape from, and that would be dreaming while they sleep.
OH, How I would hear the screams while he breaks their wings, but anyone knows in dreams things are never what they seem. I see how he looks at me while he tells me all his lies as he shows me images from his eyes. He would like me to believe all that he tells me, but I know better than to fall in that trap. I have been fighting him far too long to play on that sad old song.
I know I have something that he always craves, and he knows
he could never have what God has given to me. This holy love is too strong even for Dark Angel to receive. God’s love has shined on me and God has given me a gift of a vision of light in my eyes that Dark Angel is trying to take from me. The angels of dreams is the name he calls me, the queen of all dreams of darkness. I know deep within what he is doing, he doesn't have me confused as he thinks.
I must play my part just to win souls that have fall long ago. to help them see the light of what is right in Jehovah Gods' eyes. Oh, this darkness brings on so much pain where tears of rain are always pouring down like a bad storm. In this darkness, I feel so cold where Dark Angel plays his role as he cuts upon my soul but I will never let go of what it is that I know.

- Judy Emery  2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Romance is an unknown language
that is among autumn leaves
with beautiful white wings
looking back at me...
love held deep into his amazing eyes
blue angel eyes singing out to me
he is painting something I had never seen,
Deep within my soul
that was once shadowed me
with so much pain of long ago
far deeper down into my heart
this angel had left his mark...
In the shadows of my mind
that old familiar look had shaken my soul
my mine came back to the time
where my earliest memories of his words
came to me like thunder in an unquiet way,
that held a rhyme of true Love
that is when he folded his beautiful wings
over me to set my spirit free.

-Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I walked alone
by an old darken throne,
it had given me a fright
just of its sight,
I held on tight because I know
I am going for a ride
of some other kind
it will blow one’s mind,
my own tantalized soul
made no joke to what I hold
I stand so bold
to the man getting close,
He is dressed in all black suit
at first, I thought I was seeing
Edgar Allan Poe walking around
wearing a big old long hat on his head.
But when he stood so near
I had gone to sleep
into a very bad dream
ravens were flying around
looking for the lost and found,
Pains started coming my way
in a cloud of darkness
deep within my soul
my body started turning cold,
I walked alone
to an old darken throne
now became my home.

Judy Emery © 2014
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

It is a midwinters night on the coast of Massachusetts,
Walking on the sandy shore, looking at the sadden moon that hides in and out from winters clouds. I can still see the far away from streetlights upon the sea like a dream, I take in the sea cold air with care...that is when I spotted a bottle with a note in it, I scooped it out of the water, it still had seagrass on it. I am so truly happy to have found it, I open the note of something very old, as I read it is written something like this 1896, off of Georges Banks. Oh, my Love, I miss you, nobody but me out on winter madness sea, my memories taking me back to you.
Your love is irreplaceable I do hope with time you will find the note of my heart, I send out on sea...obeying love from above you are all I need. Oh, Love commands me to write....day and night for the rest of my life. I miss your kiss, it becomes a need for my soul,
Oh, darken clouds claiming the stars and moon;
Time is like a thief that has taken your love from me,
I become weary, and so very sadden without you with me.
So I write you this note on teardrop ink.
The old crying sea rolled on as it had millions of more years to play around like a sad ghost... I hope and pray the true love that you haven't forgotten me? You are all that keeps me hanging on
My God who watches over me has been so kind to me,
''I pray I am with you once more...''
I am blaming time for the looking glass of my age of woman,
My looks may have changed some but not all that much,
But I will say this as I write my heart down into this note
my Love for you is still the same, It runs stronger than the winters storms so please never let our love be a lost blind spot of passion.
- Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

It was a sad cold September night
when you had taken over my life
Why do you say things that are not true?
you have taken me in your arms that night
and dance away with my life
you have taken me to darken places
I had never seen
you given me bad darken dreams,
You told me it's not what it looks like
things are never what they seem
oh why do you give my heart so many wounds
look at me and tell me what you see
Oh, Dark Angel, you can never give me back
what you had taken from me,
Bullets of fire hit the sky
upon on that cold September night
oh mirror let him see
I left my mark on him indeed
just like he did to me
Oh, you cut me deep
this anyone could see.
You left me out to bleed
just like that old crying sea
you Dark Angel covered me in scares
and you have given me roses
that had lots of thorns
you have written a note saying
I love you more than you'll ever know.

Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

We felt the wind creeping upon our skin as we watch all the colored leaves fall from the trees in their own beautiful way genital flowing upon the ground in a place I called memories.

- Judy Emery © 2013
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery