Everyone has a brain, so now use it.
-Judy Emery © 2016 The QueenOf Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

His words were not the same,
they kept on changing
like the seasons
but he had no good reason.

What I felt
wasn't the same as how he felt.
His words he would say
were played out like a cared game.
-Judy Emery © 1981 The QueenOf Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

If you would take the time as read my famous lines
you would find pieces of me in everything I have written
no matter who calls it forbidden,
it was for your eyes only.
After all, I am that poet that bleed out in all that I write
what is a poet if their heart has never bleed?
- Judy Emery © 1981 The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

All my darken dreams, that made me scream,
with time, they started playing on my mind,
So, I started writing them down
because they were painfully real
I even started getting ill,
yet, they started inspiring me to write
just like Charles Dickens, and Emily Dickinson,
they all gave me a reason, no matter the seasons.
- Judy Emery © 1979 The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

What joy and satisfaction it gives me  to see that my words
made a difference in your world. The simple to loves is a path to satisfaction of deep appetite of you and me that is all over the place of Washington D.C. our love sealed the sea. Is there something in particular that Love has not given to us if so let find what it is to get the satisfaction of it with our names on it for the world of New Jersey, to see and read on their job of true love research what it is that we have and discovered they want if to love is the satisfaction that makes the world a batter place the satisfaction of love is better physical in heath of mind body and spirit. New York City asks for more I hear business people talking about how Love can heal the broken heart' ed shines a light on fulfilling the need, desires of a Cinderella, and sleeping beauty of a Love ever after like You and me. California to Texas the newspapers have our names in it. The '' employee of satisfaction '' when they read Love is the key. A film of ideas that is much more interesting than its actual satisfactions. Love is the heartfelt need that makes the air easier to breathe love is what the world needs, But you are the satisfaction of me.

- Judy Emery © 1985
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

MOONCHILD

A sip of coffee, while I watch the moon looking back at me in the years of the '70s and '80s. Just call me moonchild poetic Judy Emery.

Judy Emery © 2019
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

The whole art of versification,
the whole psychology of poetic rhythm,
the play's along with time.
Life is the volume of a poetic manual
poetic Rhythm that plays in the heart and mind
Various trials have been played in a lifetime.
The poetic heart makes a spark to
write his poetic lines of Rhythm for the world to read
To express where poetic life has been.
I am poetic at heart
with a deep poetic spark of the dark,
sometimes I write when my heart was made to bleed.
It's like my poetic music to my soul,
only a poetic would know what my heart has to hold,
I speak out in poetic Rhythm of my blues,
like a nasty Flu lost without You.
I'm outside looking at a theme
somehow it got me thinking about you,
I'm sitting, thinking, breathing
with an Ink pen in my hand
I sip at the life of the could bees of my dreams.
What a nightmare my poetic heart scream,
I must write it down in silk Ink
I could get up and walk away from my pains
But then I would lose the Rhyme of the time
of things, I could say about my poetic heartbreak.
So I sit down and cry my poetic lines
But it is like chasing dreams,
Shadows of a past that keep hunting at me,
I am a Poet at heart and soul,
Beaten down as I go,
I am not Rich, yet I am Poor,
I don't look into someones else dreams,
I've lived my own sometimes without a home,
I lost yet I have won in the long run
Because every line I write will last a lifetime.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

WHITE SLAVERY: THE SCOTTISH SLAVES OF ENGLAND AND AMERICAS

There were hundreds of thousands of Scots sold into slavery during Colonial America. White slavery to the American Colonies occurred as early as 1630 in Scotland.

According to the Egerton manuscript, British Museum, the enactment of 1652: it may be lawful for two or more justices of peace within any county, citty or towne, corporate belonging to the commonwealth to from tyme to tyme by warrant cause to be apprehended, seized on and detained all and every person or persons that shall be found begging and vagrant.. in any towne, parish or place to be conveyed into the Port of London, or unto any other port from where such person or persons may be shipped into a forraign collonie or plantation.

The judges of Edinburgh Scotland during the years 1662-1665 ordered the enslavement and shipment to the colonies a large number of rogues and others who made life unpleasant for the British upper class. (Register for the Privy Council of Scotland, third series, vol. 1, p 181, vol. 2, p 101).

The above accounting sounds horrific but slavery was what the Scots have survived for a thousand years. The early ancestors of the Scots, Alba and Pics were enslaved as early as the first century BC. Varro, a Roman philosopher stated in his agricultural manuscripts that white slaves were only things with a voice or instrumenti vocali. Julius Caesar enslaves as many as one million whites from Gaul. (William D Phillips, Jr. SLAVERY FROM ROMAN TIMES TO EARLY TRANSATLANTIC TRADE, p. 18).

Pope Gregory in the sixth century first witnessed blonde hair, blue eyed boys awaiting sale in a Roman slave market. The Romans enslaved thousands of white inhabitants of Great Britain, who were also known as Angles. Pope Gregory was very interested in the looks of these boys therefore asking their origin. He was told they were Angles from Briton. Gregory stated, “Non Angli, sed Angeli.” (Not Angles but Angels).

The eighth to the eleventh centuries proved to be very profitable for Rouen France. Rouen was the transfer point of Irish and Flemish slaves to the Arabian nations. The early centuries AD the Scottish were known as Irish. William Phillips on page 63 states that the major component of slave trade in the eleventh century were the Vikings. They spirited many ‘Irish’ to Spain, Scandinavia and Russia. Legends have it; some ‘Irish’ may have been taken as far as Constantinople.

Ruth Mazo Karras wrote in her book, “SLAVERY AND SOCIETY IN MEDEIVEL SCANDINAVIA” pg. 49; Norwegian Vikings made slave raids not only against the Irish and Scots (who were often called Irish in Norse sources) but also against Norse settlers in Ireland or Scottish Isles or even in Norway itself…slave trading was a major commercial activity of the Viking Age. The children of the White slaves in Iceland were routinely murdered en masse. (Karras pg 52)

According to these resources as well as many more, the Scots-Irish have been enslaved longer than any other race in the world’s history. Most governments do not teach White Slavery in their World History classes. Children of modern times are only taught about the African slave trade.

Breathe in the trail of love
Ice river vaporizing the pain
of old heartaches
the light-years afar meltdowns
I feared to taste what love had
to give to me
I breathe inside my soul
the sweetness of true love  
the sweet abundance of stars
instilling dark
I look to see if I could find
your name in the heavens
where the moon sings out to the
millions of stars dancing around
That gives out pleasure in the
flowers and the beautiful sea
I feel you, my love, watching over me
where love is found springing of the year
I hold you near
with love in the air
The beating of two hearts becoming one
It's love that keeps us holding on
Breathe in the trail of love
Ice river vaporizing the pain
of old heartaches
The light-years afar a meltdowns
I feared to taste what love had been about
Love can be very sweet
when the golden sun is sinking
my heart form carefree
when thousands of stars blinking
I must think
did you ever think about me?

Poetic Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Sometimes I feel like I don't have the strength to keep moving along in this darkness, but I must keep making myself because there are so many lost souls that need to learn about the truth.
Dark Angel has trapped so many in a dark state of mind, a place now one on earth can escape from, and that would be dreaming while they sleep.
OH, How I would hear the screams while he breaks their wings, but anyone knows in dreams things are never what they seem. I see how he looks at me while he tells me all his lies as he shows me images from his eyes. He would like me to believe all that he tells me, but I know better than to fall in that trap. I have been fighting him far too long to play on that sad old song.
I know I have something that he always craves, and he knows
he could never have what God has given to me. This holy love is too strong even for Dark Angel to receive. God’s love has shined on me and God has given me a gift of a vision of light in my eyes that Dark Angel is trying to take from me. The angels of dreams is the name he calls me, the queen of all dreams of darkness. I know deep within what he is doing, he doesn't have me confused as he thinks.
I must play my part just to win souls that have fall long ago. to help them see the light of what is right in Jehovah Gods' eyes. Oh, this darkness brings on so much pain where tears of rain are always pouring down like a bad storm. In this darkness, I feel so cold where Dark Angel plays his role as he cuts upon my soul but I will never let go of what it is that I know.

- Judy Emery  2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

There are hidden secrets sounding off in the winter winds in the heavens of billions of stars are messages where the spirits talk and left secret.

-Judy Emery © 1983 The QueenOf Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

He tells me about love
of night and day  
to help me keep my faith
This beauty,-
the joy that comes from Him
The seed of this Love
I hold grown in wisdom
and trueness of His deepest love
that comes to me from heaven above.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

When the pains began to pour,
I start writing down all those struggles
that trapped my heart like a plague,
I let it bled through my ink pen.

- Judy Emery © 1990 The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Stand strong in the faith and never take your eyes off Him, the works of the flesh are weak and will keep your heart bleeding, the spirit of the world is evil and it only sows weeds.do not look back it is only a trap, the past is okay to learn from, but don't stay in it too long, stay strong. It has already been written, and God has already forgiven when you asked, so don't fall back. It's long gone and it will hold you in darkness this would be what Satan wanted, he is the Father of all lies, he wants to end your life, without thinking twice., he isn't nice. when you can’t see your way hang on to your faith each and every day, stand strong, and keep holding on to the truth because Jehovah and Jesus love you. Just know this that Satan is always transforming himself into an angel of light, to make you lose sight of what is right in Jehovah's eyes.

- Judy Emery © 1999
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Abandoned like the red sea
annoyed by the crying wind
that comes around
in a clumsy way just for me to hear
what it is he wants to say
I don't play that way,
deep into the night
Dark Angel gives me a fright
assaulting me putting me at risk
he is making me so sick
he gives me so much punishment
when things don't go his way,
Oh, crying autumn
here I am in the night
on the ground for the found
cut deep with no sleep
my body is cold like the dead
on colored autumn leaves while
I bleed like the old red sea.

Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Stuffed Zucchini Blossoms
for my guest to eat
I work hard to make things right
for my family
I put my time to what I cook
I have gone to my garden and pick a basket
of zucchini blossoms
12-15 Zucchini Blossoms
½ cup Ricotta Cheese
1 oz grated Romano Cheese
1 oz Shredded Mozzarella Cheese
1 egg- lightly beaten
Sea Salt and Black Pepper to taste
Pinch of Granulated Garlic
Cooking oil as needed
Egg Batter
2 whole eggs
¼ cup milk
¼ cup flour
¼ cup grated Romano
1 Tablespoon chopped Basil or Italian Parsley
This is my recipe for the love of Zucchini Blossom stuffing
when I was all done I put all the food on the table
for all to eat the zucchini blossom of love
For my family I love.

- Judy Emery © 2003
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

My love for you will run deep
Like the Mediterranean Sea
Your love in the dark that is killing me  
You have taken all my strength from me  
Your love is lukewarm
I was always loyal to You
I never cheated on You
I was always there to hold you when you sleep
I even watch your dream
You are always about you and your needs  
You gave me lies
and false dreams of what love could be
Never had I made you doubt my love for you    
I never broke a promise I made to you
I was always true even when
you cut my heart in two  
But only you did all those bad things to me
And even called me Nona of your dreams  
Your accomplishments were you with me
the woman of your dreams
Your true happiness
You always told me God gave you an angel
and her name is Lilly  
But your love hurts so much it made my heart
bleed many seas
I want you to never suffer nor cry
You told me You had Loved once before
but that love had faded
You never Love anyone as You had Loved me
I was the best thing in your Life
You even said I was the gift from God
but I must ask which one is that
I promise I won't allow anyone in my heart
because you already killed it
That promise is true  
You have me running on confused  
Love is a word I will always fear
The turning of your voice
the deepness in your brown eyes tells so many lies
that runs in my mind
Something I want to let go  
I hope you understand why I want you to
move on without me  
I want you to stop hurting my life  
You make my life feel like I'm a failure.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1998
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Abandoned like the red sea
annoyed by the crying wind
that comes around
in a clumsy way
just for me to hear
what it is he wants to say
I don't play that way,

Deep into the night
Dark Angel gives me a fright
assaulting me putting me at risk
he is making me so sick
he gives me so much punishment
when things don't go his way,

Oh, crying autumn
here I am in the night
on the ground for the found
cut deep with no sleep
my body is cold like the dead
on colored autumn leaves while
I bleed like the old red sea.

Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I  can still hear him still say;
"Don't worry my love, our story is still being written,
you are the lead role, of something of long ago, this story,
we both know the life we had lived and had to learn to forgive,
yet, we never forget, that landed us into a place of darken dreams."

- Judy Emery © 1978
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I'm hurt each and every day, it is like clockwork that keeps bring down the rain. I always feel the pain of what has happened in the past. What I don't understand is this past isn't mine. So why am I feeling and seeing things that have happened in ancient times? The rain that seems to never go away, as long as this pain stays. Oh, this shame holds me in his darkness, where he is always playing games on the mind, in another time. Dark Angels lust I don't want to cry you see that is a weakness in Dark Angels eye's I'm along most of the time locked away with no hope of an escape I sit around with my black velvet gown with red roses in my black hair lips silk red and my eyes as blue as they could get my bed is ready to be played in of lustful sin when darkness descends on my light skin the Moon shines on dim Dark Angel wants to party scattered pieces of my soul lying around just to be found to gather up again I can hear a knocking at my door just to find Dark Angel wanting more I can feel his lust creeping upon me his hunger his needs for me his breath, his eyes on my every move his cold touch of death this fight is a fight I could never win his darkness mad it's the way in it has consumed me I felt I couldn't breathe his lust is all over me. His voice has softened by telling me a story of how much he waited to find his Dark Angel. He exclaimed when I found you, Moonlight, it was the best thing that ever happened to me in my darken life, then he looked at me and proceeded to say more
I waited yet again for you to let my dark love in but you keep hanging on to a faith that is no more you don't have an escape you don't have strong enough faith to make it rain, I  will never let you go away, you remember these words I had said to you on this day.- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Passionate is in the hour of my wounds.
before my healing begins;
This deep healing comes from Jehovah God,
I shall trace Him out,
I will ask for His grace,-
while I look for this face.

- Judy Emery © 2000
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

If I could go back in time
Just to say what is on my mind,
I would let you see my tears fall,
Not just once but all the time.
If I had the chance to say I'm sorry,
I would say it to you every time I had
Ever hurt you.
I know I am not all that bad,
But I am the child
You never wanted to have.
I know you never told me that,
But rumors do have a way of coming back.
One more chance if I could,
Just to let you hear my voice,
Where nothing gets misunderstood.
I want you to hear my words,
Hear all my pain,
Let it rain.
I would take your hand, Mom
And say over and over again,
I LOVE YOU.
If I could take all your pain away,
Oh, mom, I would.
If I had one more chance to make the choice
Of where life had once put us,
I would have changed it and made things right.
Mom, if you only knew
I always prayed for you.
I always wanted you to know
How much I truly loved you.
If I had the chance to look you in the eyes,
I would have had you see
All the beauty you've given to me.
I would hug you and thank you for all you have done.
I would do all I could
Just to put another smile back on your face.
Oh, Mom, I hurt so bad.
I just wish I had one more chance.
I would do my best to take all the gray days away,
And if I couldn't, I would dance with you
Out in the rain just to wash away all the pain,
But I have no more chances; you are already gone.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2016
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery
( I miss you so much, mom).

It was a sad cold September night
when you had taken over my life
Why do you say things that are not true?
you have taken me in your arms that night
and dance away with my life
you have taken me to darken places
I had never seen
you given me bad darken dreams,
You told me it's not what it looks like
things are never what they seem
oh why do you give my heart so many wounds
look at me and tell me what you see
Oh, Dark Angel, you can never give me back
what you had taken from me,
Bullets of fire hit the sky
upon on that cold September night
oh mirror let him see
I left my mark on him indeed
just like he did to me
Oh, you cut me deep
this anyone could see.
You left me out to bleed
just like that old crying sea
you Dark Angel covered me in scares
and you have given me roses
that had lots of thorns
you have written a note saying
I love you more than you'll ever know.

Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

A child walks along with black veils
covered all his little fingers
with the noise of a child, it plays along
the hemline of so many
meadows of his home where he belongs;
But in truth, it is they who
doesn’t want you to see
the filthy grime that blankets the Earth;
He'd sit on logs as pulpits listen
to the sermon of rights and wrongs
It's starting to be his favorite song
how life goes on
nothing seems to matter in his little life
put your veil back on the man cried out
but who can help but peek when you hear torture?
the screams of suffering and agony
that you are told to ignore.
I feel sorry for this little boy;
In his darken hours
he found power to say no more of his
Fathers words of pains
as he walked away with that look on his face
find God he cries out,
His name is Jehovah and he makes way
even for a lost child like me
they are among us the dandelions of thorns.

- Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

My days or gloomy gray, I asked my God to take this nightmare away; then a voice came out of nowhere, saying this is the way it must be for you to understand my commands. This is where you will learn to take your stand and teach others about me. It wasn't long until I started to speak, to all who would hear what I needed to say, for I could lead away for many to find the beauty of the LORD.

But when it comes to darken dreams, no one wants to hear a thing, when it comes to Jehovah God and our Lord Jesus. Soon, it didn't take long for the news to spread what it is I said, and it was if I had done something bad. Dark Angel came out of nowhere, saying: You must have lost your mind, talking about love, and forgiveness, you could never help those who are already mine.

That is when he looked around his slaves had fallen to the ground, crying out to him because they were afraid of what he would do if they even looked another way. Moonlight, he would call out in anger, telling me I better stop the foolishness and find your way to me. Then he started laughing like he saw something funny.

I looked up at him, telling him I will never stop speaking what is true to all that has a chance to see anew life from a place as this,
they all need to know there is a stronger love, a stronger King, that will forgive if only they would change their ways and walk in the true faith. He started yelling out me in all kinds of languages, before long I was cast into a place of deeper dooms.

Dark Angel made things even ******* me, my nights are longer in pains, at times I feel I will go insane while he cast all kinds of blames, making me feel so ashamed. I toss and I turn, while I cry so many tears that seemed to last for many long years. Every time Dark Angel is coming near, he would cast on the fears.

His voice is deep, and he sounds so very mean, while he starts calling out my name, Moonlight comes to me and take my hand and walk with me while we can talk about your faith.
I took his hand as he started leading me to a strange place deep into the woods, telling me so many bad things that made me see him for what he really is.

His words are hurtful that cuts deep within your soul, marked the heart bleed and he will not let go, This made my body feel so many pains that I never felt before. no matter how I plied or cry, Dark Angel will always be next to me just watching me while I scream.

  -Judy Emery © 1985
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

We felt the wind creeping upon our skin as we watch all the colored leaves fall from the trees in their own beautiful way genital flowing upon the ground in a place I called memories.

- Judy Emery © 2013
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

There is a great deal of depression in my soul, something that happen to me long ago, that gave me a lifetime of pain that almost made me go into sain, and it will be he I give all the blame, for all this pain. oh, how this body aches, I know nobody truly knows me if they did would do anything to push them away. Dark Angel has overtaken over my soul, this happen so long ago, now I have fallen from the heavens down with him, the one who haunts me in darken dreams, where I always hear the screams. I long for the day when I escape this life of this darkened place. All he wants is full control over me, so he tries so hard to enter into my mind, but he knows he cannot do such a thing, so he cuts me deep within my soul, and hunts me down into my dreams while I sleep, he makes me weep. He loves to watch me bleed and to see my heart bleed out like ink that pours into the sea, but most of the time, he loves to play games upon my mind. His words are like an old sad love song that keeps playing along, they never stop playing in my mind, that keeps cutting me so deep cast me in a place of true agony. My mind is filled with deep thoughts of so many plots,  where so many had got so lost, the tears that flow from my eyes, I cried a flood that never ends deep within, while Dark Angel cast on more sins. I was too young to understand why my life was never right in my own mother's eyes, no matter how hard I ever try, she would always make me cry, just like he who keeps haunting me in my sleep.
All she has seen was the dark side of me, this is what she would keep telling me. she called me her black seed, I was only two when I started crying out to my God. asking God to take this pain away, but this became my fate, I must face. I remember those painful words that seem to have no end. I don't understand why they even began. As I got older the pains had grown stronger, I would get down on my knees asking God, Please make the hurt come to its end, but they never did, they just got stronger deep within, I had to learn how to forgive, but never forget. I would cry deep in the night asking why did my own mother why did she not love me;
why did my father leave me like this?  I held on as long as I could, I screamed so loud saying I didn't ask for this, But I now hold a very big old mess they left me in. They faded into the night without any words of goodbyes, I just sighed with so many thoughts of WHY.
they never said a word to ease my pains. Every day this old pain
has given me so much rain that cast me into a place called darken dreams.

- Judy Emery © 1977
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The wold is dark full of delays, as the people walk around in trauma.
leaving so many broken at all ends; yet again this is a life of sin-
in the air, it ranks of decay, but, afterward, this evil storm, so many are stronger than ever had been before, by the broken pieces of their lives they started living by the light of what is right in Jehovah's sight.

- Judy Emery © 1996
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery