A journey I take to a place of an unknown
Dark Angel holds my heart like
it is his treasure,
The carriage horses swift to the Dark Prince
he would know that my heart doesn't belong to him
he reasons with seasons but never with me,
The evening is cooling quickly
we are getting ready to make a camping spot
to stay the night under that midnight sky
Dark Angel started a campfire
While we set down on a hared grown
I was so amazed the blanket of stars
they are so beautiful to the eyes
I can hear the mystique's buzzing around in mystery
While Dark Angel just sets to study me
murmuring something to himself
making a pouting face as always
While my mind drifts to another time
where life was kind.

- Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

All paths lead to you  
my heart runs on confused
a wind of love blew my way  
now I feel so out of place
I say crazy things I try not to say
I act so funnily when you walk my way
I think I'm starting to stray
you are the evening star that has taken
my heart to better day's
all paths lead to you and my nights to  
what am I going to do about you  
Oh, my heart is so confused
Hill-top or low
You are the white birch
In the sun's glow
soon I must face the truth
I am in love with you
all paths lead to you
where ever I roam
you are the lark-song
calling me home so let's go lead me on  
because we're going home were lovers go  
You capture my soul
now we are one and your so much fun.

Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

After Dark

After dark thing do change
vapors roam the lands
oppressed the minds
in a season of cold winter
soon comes a day
gentle kindness clears away.

Judy Emery © 1993
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I walked alone
by an old darken throne ;
it had given me a fright
just of its sight,
I held on tight because of I
know I am going for a ride
of some other kind
it will blow one's mind,
my own tantalized soul
made no joke to what I hold
I stand so bold
to the man getting close,
He is dressed in all black suit
at first, I thought I was seeing
Edgar Allan Poe walking around
wearing a big old long hat on his head.
But when he stood so near
I had gone to sleep
into a very bad dream
ravens were flying around
looking for the lost and found,
Pains started coming my way
in a cloud of darkness
deep within my soul
my body started turning cold,
I walked alone
to an old darken throne
now became my home.

Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

One of my wishes is to be loved
from heaven above
because I came from a family
that didn't know how to show love
or even know love
their hearts are too cold
standing around being bold
How needed words when
you can see the evil on their faces
that tells the story of my life
I come from a family that was never kind
I truly think they are out of their minds
gave me a life of gloom
living on the edge of doom
This old emptiness
I had to learn to forgive
yet I never found happiness
all of this killing at my soul
night and day  
I still carry the pains
that has turned my poor heart cold  
I know so very well
I lived the life of a living hell.


Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

We lost even the twilight in each others eye's
We let time pass us by
to many times I have cried
because of all your lies.
No one saw us this evening
as we held each others hands
we once had been in love
so I had thought
While the blue night dropped
on the world so did we
many tears that I cried
when I had to say goodbye
You were at one time
all that was on my mind
I thought you was all I wanted in life
but I never understood why
I have seen from my window
another shad of blue
where you kept me so confused
leaving me feeling so used
by you.

- Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Being alone
isn't a bad thing
it’s just a new starting point
in my life
just to find my own strength.

Judy Emery © 1986

The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Dark Angel wings that will never fly,
Dark Angel ripped and torn
my heart out from me,
he even has broken my wings,
''Wiggling and whimpering'',
of pain I will never forget,  
Obsession in his eyes over me
with so much jealousy,
his darken soul filled with scorn,
covered with hated tears,
Dark Angel is afraid to let anyone near,
painted fears are what I bared
in my mind over time,
he pains that sears with words doubts,
he touched my body
then started touching my hair
with a touch of lust,
with deep words of hurt,
Obsession of ****** screams
are like a wounded animal,
He read my dreams for freedom,
something he could never see
what it is he truly is looking for,
he loves working on my mind
play around with my heart
my body he loves so much,
He gives me no choice to live or die,
he takes my name and calls me
and changed it to ‘’Blue Moon’’
he changed it again to ‘’Moonlight,’’
He looked deep within my eyes
with fierce anger,
Dark Angel broke my wings,
just to hear me scream,
then he would say,
I will never let you fly away,
He surrounds me and puts me
In a dark cold room,
with heavy chains on me,
in this upper room
in ''Paris ‘‘at the old convent building,
Were lies are being told
by a priest of a ghost,
miss leading the way
giving out his voice to a darkened world,
that no one cares to see or hear,
Dark Angel covers me in shame
of his own darken lust,
In the dark, he feasts on my insecurity,
His obsession is what broken him down,
my wings are torn
My spirit is broken,
I feel so shredded and abuse,
My eternal darkness is with he
this is where I'm headed,
No love will ever find me,
I'm trapped in the hands of Dark Angel,
He feeds off my fears,
Dark Angel tells me,
I must obey all his commands,
because I have no love of my own,
You belong to me,
you can't understand
how much you mean to me,
I now became Dark Angels little toy,
I have something to say, my dear,
Come, come near,
I want your all, give me your heart,
I want your body mind and spirit,
I looked at him with a smirk on my face,
telling him it will never happen,
But only in his dreams.

-Judy Emery © 1989
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Romance is an unknown language
when it comes to darken dreams
down  in the dark, all you will hear is the screams
where all those angels had lost their wings.
I see the slave now craving
to change their ways
But it maybe just a little too late.
among those autumn leaves
are the bloodstains of me
the leaves of autumn are marked
where my body lays
with beautiful white wings
that had been stained
I opened my eyes and what did I see
an angel looking back at me...
His love held deep into his amazing eyes
they were so blue as the summer skies
Those angel eyes singing out to me
even in these painful darken dreams
he is painting something I had never seen,
deep within my soul
that was once shadowed me
with so much pain of long ago
far deeper down into my heart
this angel had left his mark...
In the shadows of my mind
that old familiar look had shaken my soul
my mine came back to the time
where my earliest memories of his words
came to me like thunder in an unquiet way,
That held a rhyme of true Love
that is when he folded his beautiful wings
over me to set my spirit free.


- Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I proceeded to have these darken dreams
I remember that old sad night I made you cry
I had always wanted to say I am sorry
you just walked away with anger in your eyes,
I had been wondering did your feelings change
after all these years?
As I sleep I fall deep within a darken dream
I hear a very loud voice crying out to me on darkening seas
saying you would like to go over the pains
that is when it started to rain,
You tell me time can heal but your heart
but mine hasn't maned
dark cuts remain deep inside my soul
I have thought about all the things we once did
who we were when it came to Love
we were so young thinking love would never end
but that is only a lie to pass on in time,
The voice in my dream kept talking to me
I can still feel the love we once had
but I feel more pain knowing you left me
my world fell deep right at my feet,
so I will haunt you in your dreams
even if we are millions of mile apart
you cut my heart as the voice had end
I wake in tears again.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

He keeps me broken
I feel the pains
as the pieces break
from my heart
I had been brutally marked
but this is what he calls art;
while my heart grew weaker
in sorrows and more pains
I started to learn how to dance in the rain
into darken dreams,
where I  always hear the screams.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Romance is an unknown language
that is among autumn leaves
with beautiful white wings
looking back at me...
Love held deep into his amazing eyes
blue angel eyes singing out to me
he is painting something I had never seen,
Deep within my soul
that was once shadowed me
with so much pain of long ago
far deeper down into my heart
this angel had left his mark...
In the shadows of my mind
that old familiar look had shaken my soul
my mine came back to the time
where my earliest memories of his words
came to me like thunder in an unquiet way,
That held a rhyme of true Love
that is when he folded his beautiful wings
over me to set my spirit free.

Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

The night is chilly and dark

and the old moon is looking dull

like it is holding old sparks,

but later on in life a new moon

mastered over the autumn sky

angels dancing around in the rain

letting go of pains of yesterdays,

weeping clouds droop heavenly love

all over the land that stands grand

for all humans on a rainbow day
love came to stay.
- Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

A sweet summer song,
that didn't play too long...
I remembered when we danced
you kissed my hands
and you said, one day we will be wed.
But now you are dead,
and I am forever brokenhearted.
- Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Deep into the night
Dark Angel gave me a fright
he assaulting me
putting me at risk
he is making me so sick
he gives me so much punishment
when things don't go his way.
- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Dreaming is not only worthy of participator
But to the journal that holds the ink of dreams
This gives the outsider of the dreams to become
real to the ones that read
yet not too bleed out what it seeks in the night of
the dreamer's fright that keeps up the wright
The true understanding of the sybaritic and delight
enhancing the function of the dreamer
Deep down in the writer's mind plays out another time
the consciousness of mankind is one and if you could
not see this with a necked eye you are blind
Screaming, temporary disorientation, and minimal recalls
of content occur with night terrors
the dreamer fears what it sees what it doesn't see
but what it feels of a place of the unknown that eats away
at the soul that turns cold among falling leaves
riding the mind of another time that brings on more attention
to the night of something cold, bold of the black dark wings
my mother and grandmother holds on to the ink of what they
known of long ago that eats away at their souls
taking a bath in a ****** past can take you down fast.

- Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

City Of Light's and Shadow of memories
that reflect honor to the dead
that lose their life in a fight
they never have known they were in,
oh, crying sea that truly bleeds
lengthening over the sea
love guards the night as it
parts peace into the city of lights,
the sight of true love dimming into
the night with love on their side
oh, true love flickering into the
starlight deep into the sky
as the velvet moon shines on high,
the intelligence holds the news
that gossip that moves like tittle tattles
that rings the bell for true peace,
this is music to others that fly on high
into the night skies;
the sea is the way of faith
that voyage along through life;
God Jehovah walks along the sea of you and me
soars in the heavens with loveliest sparrows
long lives the rose out on sea watching over
the city of lights that cries into the nights.

- Judy Emery © 1979
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery