The guy with the beautiful eyes that look into my soul
The guy with the amazing body that drives me crazy
The guy that always makes me laughs
The guy that sends me a message every day to see how I am
The guy that knows when I’m sad and offer to wipe away the tears
Maybe the one with the strong arms that caught me when I slipped
The one I can share my secrets with or the one that makes me cry or take my dreams away.
Which is the right one?  Will I ever know?

I picked up my phone, typed you a txt
Of what is happening now, then I remembered
I can’t contact you anymore.

I picked up the phone, so very excited
To tell you the good news, then I remembered
I can’t call you anymore.

I felt terribly sad, and wanted to get in touch
To tell you my world is falling apart, then I remembered
You are not there anymore

How could I forget, but I did…
"Don’t forget to remember me",
Is what I said to you that night
But its too late…you forgot.

You forgot about me.

When I look into your eyes,
I see so much love
I see so much sorrow
Maybe I see annoyance with me

When I look at your lips
They look so kissable
They look so vulnerable
Maybe you just don’t want to kiss me

When I listen to your words
They sound so tender and true
They sound so distancing
Maybe I just hear what I would like to hear

Maybe, it’s time to walk away
Maybe, it’s all too hard
Maybe, but what if….

The tears are warm as they roll down my cheeks
The thought of you still fresh in my memory
The smell of your aftershave still very clear
The thought of letting you go is tearing me apart.

You come into my life like a ray of sunshine
When the clouds were dark and the storm raging
You made me smile without even talking
When I saw nothing but darkness and despair

You were in your own dark place at the time
You said some days were blue some days are black
Yet you took my darkness away and made me smile
Now my life is broken because I have to say goodbye.

Raven black hair falling  over slender shoulders
Ice blue eyes, surrounded by a perfect porcelain skin.

Large round soft ******* on a perfectly shaped body
Buttocks and legs, the most perfect creation.

A skull with empty eye sockets and big teeth
The skeletal bones, all connected to perfection

The spine, holding every single bone in place
It is a perfect masterpiece.

Nobody ever see this masterpiece
Or appreciate the importance it has

It holds the perfect blue eyes and body in place
Without the skeleton, we will be nothing.

You won't talk to me
You won't look at me
You won't touch me…

I remember the  night you touched me
The way you looked at me
The words you said to me

The world exploded
My universe shifted
I wonder if it was the same for you
Maybe that is why

You don’t want to look at me
Your don’t want to talk to me
And you don’t want to touch me,
Because your universe shifted too

Our minds get bored from not being challenged
Our bodies get tired from not being touched
Our souls die slowly from over exposure
Our hearts bleed from being ripped apart.