What is wrong in being a normal person?
What is bad in being in the 99%?
Sure, it’s always shown,
How nice it should feel,
To be at the top, amongst the best.
But not everyone can get there,
It’s not a boulevard, a large square.
I’m sure I could live well,
Being in the middle,
Maybe I will have to work a lot
But the living will be enjoyable.
What is bad in being ordinary?
If I can live a life worth living,
That should be enough for me.
I would thrive, and be glad.

What is real, what is fake?
How should I handle this,
When you don't know what to believe ,
When you're reality breaks?

What you thought to be
Is so different from what actually is.
What you were taught about life ,
Now seems so different from what you see with your own eyes

Sometimes I want to stop thinking
I'm becoming afraid of my own mind,
It's potential for reasoning and overthinking
And always it goes down a dark path.

I just hope I can find answers,
Or maybe the answers aren't what I want.